Oh My Fak Girl's
Episode 157's

“Reva,,” call Raka when you see Reva is leaving.

Reva stopped her steps and turned to face Raka. With his long steps Raka approached Reva. In front of Reva he stood up, staring fixedly at the face of the woman he missed so much.

“Re, can we talk to you for a minute?” continued Raka with a clear face.

Reva only fell silent, as if agreeing to Raka's invitation.

And right now, Reva and Raka are in the rooftop of Adiyaksa's office. The top floor is pretty beautiful. There is a small park facing towards the center of Jakarta. From there can be clearly seen the hustle and bustle of Jakarta this afternoon.

Raka and Reva both stood looking far away somewhere. It felt like a dejavu with the same condition when Raka first expressed her love. Reva's heart rippled, everything happened 2 years ago and her feelings for Raka were still the same even more.

Despite the doubt, Raka started her sentence. “Re, about the barrel. I..”

“I'm sorry.” Said Reva suddenly who cut Raka's sentence.

Raka was fixated on hearing Reva's words, maybe he heard wrong.

Reva turned her eyes to Raka. He looked at the face he missed. “I'm sorry, because I gag believe in you mas.” Reva fulfilled her sentence, making Raka's heart soar. “I gag ever know what you think besides me, I also gag know what you do behind me, I never wanted to find out because I thought if it was something painful, then I should never have known that my feelings for you remained intact. But in fact my thoughts were wrong, that assumption made it easy for me to lose faith when we were not next to each other. Letting you think of anything else outside of me, scares me. Letting you do something behind my back makes me feel worried. I'm afraid and worried if it turns out that I'm the only one who keeps our commitment and only me who fights alone.” Reva paused her sentence by grabbing Raka's hand and grasping it tightly.

“Sorry, for all my doubts over your feelings. I'm too stupid because I'm too scared, I'm sorry that I love you so much that I can't imagine that one day you're leaving me.” Tandas Reva who then kissed the husband's hand gently, full of feeling.

Her tears trickled along with her expression of deep feelings.

Raka rubbed Reva's cheeks then cupped one side of her face. “You gag need to apologize dear. I really shouldn't do or think of anything that would make you prejudiced. As you left, I felt my world collapse. Then one day if I make a mistake that I don't realize, you can curse me, you can beat me, you can peel me, you can complain about me as papih, but please don't ever leave me. Because at that time, maybe I'll lose my reason for staying.” Reveal Raka with great sincerity.

Reva only nodded while holding back the cries that might break again. Raka kissed Reva's forehead gently, as if she wanted to reassure Reva with all her words.

****

All the way home, Raka was not stopping smiling. Especially when he remembered Reva chattering about how he faced Laras. He also expressed his guilt to Laras at that time. Always, that shadow of the past appears and haunts Reva. If only she had remained an innocent girl and had not reneged on her past pain, perhaps everything would not have happened and become her karma by now.

But for Raka, it's unfair if someone continues to feel at law over his past. All you have to do now is fix everything and start over.

“Honey, where do we eat?” asked Raka who reminded him that in a few moments they will arrive home.

“Emm. Can?” asked Reva who felt like her saliva would drip when imagining the food in her mind.

“Of course dear, bentar mas nyari first reference kwetiau terenak.” Raka pulled her car over and pulled the phone out of her pocket.

“Do not, we buy the one on the roadside aja mas, while traveling home.” Pinta Reva's.

Raka seemed to think for a moment, the wife was indeed very different today. But it felt like he saw Reva was happier and that was more than enough.

“Okey, we find the roadside.” Tandas Raka started to return to his car.

A few minutes passed Raka again pulled over her car in front of the roadside kwetiau seller. The place was so full that they did not get a seat. They were forced to eat their food in the car.

“Where, tasty?” asked Raka when she saw Reva eating voraciously. He did not even have time to say the words of praise that he used to do when the food in front of him tasted so good. He only occasionally smiled cheerfully when he could swallow his food deliciously.

“Okey, selusin yaa..” continued Raka while wiping the head of Reva.

Reva only nods until finally a plate of kwetiau perfectly moved into his stomach. Reva closed her mouth then slightly burped. It feels so full. While Raka's food is not all over. He enjoys his food slowly. No, but enjoy the view of the person who ate in front of him and make Raka feel full.

“Stay like this re.. We spend time together. Talk, eat together and watch you laugh. I'm very happy.” Batin Raka's.

****

Alea's appetite seemed to be not good, from earlier he just played his food with a mind that was out of nowhere. Indra nudged Nida who had since looked at her daughter, usually Alea was very dislike when eating he continued to be noticed.

“Why?” asked Indra who just with the movement of her lips without the slightest sound.

Nida just shrugged her shoulders, she really didn't know what happened to her daughter.

“Excuse me sir, there is den ferry.” Said Bi Inah who made Alea immediately stop with his activities.

“Tell him in, all dinner.” Indra said as she glanced at Alea.

“Malem om, aunt.. lea...” greet Fery while glancing at Alea.

“Oh malem fer, let's join. We just started eating.” Tawar Indra was friendly.

Alea scrunched her forehead, a rare sight when Indra was being so friendly to her lover.

“Thank you om.” Fery immediately approached and sat down beside Alea. Alea did not turn her head in the slightest, she instead fed the piece of food to her mouth in annoyance.

“Lea, fetch fery eat dong..” Titah Nida while smiling.

Alea rolled her eyes lazily, but still she picked up dishes and rice for Fery. He also took some side dishes that Fery might like without asking.

“I'm allergic to shrimp, lea..” great-grandson Fery with a thin smile.

Alea did not reply, only the glint of his angry eyes made Fery's heart thin. Alea put the shrimp back in its place and handed Fery's dinner plate in front of him.

“Thanks..” said Fery who was not responded to by Alea.

Nida and Indra just exchanged lyrics, it seemed like they were starting to know what made the princess lose her appetite.

The atmosphere of the meal felt so quiet without much discussion. Only the occasional sound of spoons and forks could be heard clashing against each other.

After dinner, Nida and Indra immediately went to her room.they let the couple who were not okay was having a more free time together. Looks like they need to talk.

“Lea..” call Fery when you see Alea leaving. Alea stopped her steps but did not turn around. “Can we talk to you for a minute? I beg of you, many things I must explain.” Fery continued immediately.

“What else would you like to clear? Didn't you say gag wants to tell me the problem of women is the same as me? Why are you changing your mind now?” aela asked with a gaze drawn to Fery's heart.

Fery could only bow and curse his words this afternoon.

“No lea, I want to clear everything now. I gag want us to misunderstand.” Persuade Fery.

“Kita? Since when are we? Isn't it in your story that you're just the same fucking woman? I am interested again.” Alea looked very indifferent. It turned out that the cold Alea was really scary to Fery, even though he had actually seen this expression a lot. But as Alea was cold about their relationship, Fery had his own fears.

“You may be angry, but at least I'll be angry first, please lea...” Again Fery sulked.

Alea sighed deeply. In the corner of his heart he did not have the heart to see Fery even though the other corner of his heart he still felt disappointment.

Alea pointed at the back garden and started walking in that direction, Fery immediately followed suit.

They sat in the gazebo while looking at the ripples of pool water. Only the gurgling of the water has now become the breaker of the silence between the two. Fery sighed before starting his sentence. He tried to pick a word that would not make Alea react.

“5 years we were together and for 5 years it was also actually our hearts did not really have each other.” Fery started his sentence heavily.

Of course, if women are so easy to forgive but hard to forget, for a Fery it is easier to forget but it will be difficult to forgive. And recalling his togetherness with Laras, certainly opened the wounds of his heart that he had tried to bury deeply.

“Reva gag was once a woman who ruined my relationship equally, she just made me realize that I should have loved myself more before loving others. It's not just a matter of equality. And it is for that reason that I choose to go from the barrel of life forever.” Fery raucous.

Alea began to put her attention on Fery's talk. He listened carefully to what Fery explained. The corner of his heart was also crisp because he had the same thoughts as Laras.

Yes, a man's equality with her, has always been the basis for women like Laras and Alea to continue their relationship or end it. Fortunately, in the middle of his life Alea realized, the sincerity of a Fery more important than any social status or security.

“I'm self-aware, maybe for you I haven't been worthy of lea. And if you still have the thought that the establishment of a man is important, then at that time maybe I will immediately bury my feelings deeply. But if you are willing to accept me with all my shortcomings, then I will try hard to convince you that we can complement each other.” Reveal Fery with great sincerity.

He fell down beside Alea. It felt like what he had to say was everything. If Alea chose to leave this time, then what could she do. Isn't forcing someone to stay beside us without any feelings very evil?

*****

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