Oh My Fak Girl's
Episode 166's

A gust of night wind hit the open window curtain of Raka's room. Raka was still sitting on the balcony of her room while looking at her cell phone screen. Sometimes he smiled, occasionally he sobbed and often he drowned in daydreams with the memory of Reva who kept spinning in his head.

Ends. Were those words really spoken by Reva in a conscious state? Raka closed her eyes again with her head leaning against her glass window. His fingers repeatedly play the voice note that is often sent by Reva when answering the text message sent by Raka. Raka just realized, maybe this is the actual voice note function.

“I want to eat first with kak lea. Mas raka do not forget to eat lunch yaa.. love you..” one voice has Raka replayed many times and the longer the longing the deeper.

“Mas raka tau gag difference lock same mas raka?” reva paused his words and Raka faithfully waited. “If lock padlock make ngunci door if mas raka make ngunci my heart, eeeaaa, hahahaha”

Reva's crisp laughter this time made Raka grimace. He was crying a lot. How much he missed that laugh. Laughter that often makes his spirit rise again. Raka squeezed her own clothes, spilling all her annoyance and anger.

There are many more voice notes Raka play and he listened. Raka curled her body on the floor. His eyes looked somewhere while his hands were still holding the phone and turning the voice note Reva. This was all he could do to kill his loneliness and longing for Reva.

****

The days keep passing. Reva still faithfully accompanied Indra who was still reluctant to open her eyes. Only the chanting do’a and the holy verse that continues to fall from the lips of Reva and he addressed to Indra. One hand held the book do’a-do’a while the other hand rubbed his stomach gently.

Reva saw Indra's increasingly regular heartbeat. Always, as Reva accompanied him and read out do’a-do’a near Indra's ear, the picture on the monitor changed. It was like he was responding to every word Reva said and maybe he felt calmer.

The day starts in the afternoon. A nurse came with a tray containing Indra's medicines. This is Indra's schedule of getting her injections of drugs.

“Mba reva, I'm sorry to give the medicine to sir indra ya..” permission the nurse is friendly.

“Please sus.” Reva moved back.

It was seen that the nurse injected Indra's medicines painstakingly.

“Sus, that's my papih heart monitor what does it mean today?” tanya Reva looked at the monitor on the right side of Indra's bed.

“This means that the heart rate of indra sir is normal and stable. His blood pressure did not go up and down as before. Although the drugs have been reduced in dosage, his blood pressure remains stable and it is good for the health development of indra.” It was the nurse that Reva understood.

Always, whenever there is a doctor or nurse who checks the condition of Indra, Reva will actively ask. He did not want to miss a single development about Indra's health condition.

“Sus, if anna doctor today there is a gag practice schedule?” ask Reva later.

“Means doctor anna specialist obgyn?” the nurse's timpal. Reva was sure. “Today's schedule is 16:00. Mba reva any plans for consultation?”

“Iya sus's. I'm asking for help to register.” Legally.

Nurse assented. He soon left. In his heart, Reva had missed the fruits of his love with Raka.

"We'll meet dear." she said as she rubbed her stomach.

****

In the Adiyaksa corp office, Raka seemed to be struggling with her work. He was completely immersed in the sea of work. He leaves early in the morning for his office, busying himself with a lot of work and comes home late at night only to fall silent on his balcony and reminisce about Reva. The bottle of drink became his constant companion spending the night. Not infrequently Fery still smelled alcohol in the morning but Raka always avoided when Fery asked about his current condition.

Yeah, I don't know when Raka started drinking that intoxicating drink. He didn't want to get really drunk, he just wanted to be able to sleep and forget a little bit of his sadness all along. Isn't this torturing him so much?

Fery felt he needed to talk about this condition with his best friend. He feels worried and pity with Raka's current condition. Raka is not like a normal human anymore. Appearance quite messy and unkempt. Even his face had begun to grow fine hair, something that Raka did not like because it did not look neat.

“Lo eat first. Don't work like a madman.” Said Fery with a sharp look at Raka.

But the one who spoke did not heed. He re-opened other files and crossed out writings that he thought were wrong or questionable.

“Raka! Work has time! You need to take care of your health! Lo gag just has to deal with office problems. You also have to take care of your life, take care of your parents, and take care of reva.” Gertak Fery who this time began to be annoyed with Raka's behavior. He really became a cold man who did not care about anything including himself.

“Don't mention that name in front of me!!” raka exclaimed with barking eyes and stared at Fery sharply. This was Raka's denial of her feelings all along. His heart was too sad and aching when he heard the name Reva. And he doesn't want to hurt himself. Although in fact, he himself did not know, what reason really made him feel this pain.

“Raka you crazy?! He's lo's wife! He who you fight and lo love.” Timpal Fery who really does not understand the way of Raka's mind.

“We will split up. Lo satisfied?” raka firmly with full emphasis.

Fery gaped in disbelief. He even took a few steps back to hear Raka's affirmation.

“Lo sure? Think carefully. He lives lo raka.” Fery looked at Raka page.

“He asked for. He gag can live with a jerk like me.” Lirih Raka in the end.

Again, tears dripped in the corner of Raka's eyes. Although he tried to hide it but Fery can still see it clearly. Raka lowered her face with a barely audible soft cry. But the sadness and pain became more visible. Fery sat down in front of Raka. He looked at his friend whose shoulders were now moving up and down.

Heavy, this was what Raka must have felt at the moment and Fery could only accompany her in silence.

****

Back, Reva looked at the black image he saw on the LCD screen. He can also hear the sound of a heartbeat from the baby in his birth. Reva's heart rippled, what a good god. In the midst of a near-dead crisis of his feelings and thoughts, he sent a little angel to accompany him and strengthen him.

“It's 9 to 10 weeks bu reva. This fetal head that has grown quite large compared to other body parts.” Anna's doctor gave a point to the part she showed. “Fetal head weight about 3 grams. Then, this is the tip of his nose, the fold of skin above the eyes also began to form eyelids, the next few weeks will be seen more clearly. If we look at it with the naked eye, it is like a grape. His organs are constantly growing. The fetus will move, bend, and sway, but the mother can not feel it yet, because this movement can be seen through USG.” Dr. Anna's light was clear.

Reva understood. His heart expressed thousands of thanks for the blessings he had received. There is always another good thing, when God tests us by taking a good thing or two out of our lives. And maybe this is the reason for Reva to be strong and survive this time.

“Do mothers feel any drastic emotional changes at this time?” continued Anna's doctor as he moved to his seat.

“Iya doc.. I feel more sensitive and much worried.” Sahut Reva's.

“That's a natural thing mom at this gestational age. You should take the time to take care of your mental health and try to find some relief from those uncomfortable symptoms. You can do several things that can be done to help make your mood better, for example, get enough rest or sleep, eat healthy foods, keep doing sports, and stay healthy, but don't overdo it or spend time with your partner, family, and friends.” It was Anna's doctor who smiled at the end of the sentence.

Reva smiled. The corner of his heart grimaced at the last sentence of Anna's doctor. Right now he feels alone and it feels like the world has excommunicated him. There was no place for her to share other than to let her brain and heart argue for each other long.

Reva could only nod. For the sake of the baby, he must be better at controlling himself and his heart. While berto’a everything will be fine even if he lives alone.

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