Oh My Fak Girl's
Episode 69

One day before the company's anniversary event as well as the appointment of the successor to Adiyaksa corp. Every corner of the office has been arranged beautifully, bouquets have been lined up in front of the company.

“Re, this tray for tomorrow yes.. later you layer first use this cloth and its pin tomorrow I love.” Said Tika who was busy arranging every detail of the event.

“Bu, if tomorrow is in front of whom?” Tita started talking.

“You are just as good as enough. Do not forget tomorrow many important guests, do not take any shortcomings.” Said Tika.

“Bu, emang raka gag join the committee, is he an intern also.” Dimas protest that felt Raka did not get any task.

“Emmm raka ya?” Tika's gaze circulated on the three apprentices before her. It seems he is trying to find answers. “He has another task tomorrow. So gag is coming to our division.” Sahut Tika sekennya.

The three apprentice students were only nodding.

“Yes, you rest first. Later we continue to decor the main room.” Continue Tika while again closing the file in front of him.

Reva and his two partners were just obedient. They immediately came out of Tika's room and went towards the cafeteria.

Within a few steps, Reva felt her head spinning and her vision unclear. He felt a great pain in his head. Reva clung to the door leaf and almost fell down but Dimas immediately held her back.

“Re, lo why?” Dimas immediately held Reva's body..

“Gag tau dim, my head suddenly aja sick and dizzy. Less blood times yes?” Reva shook her head to expel the pain in her head.

“You why re? pain?” Tika immediately approached and stood straight beside Reva. He looks worried too.

“Gag pa-pa bu, just a ja.” Reva massaged her temples that still felt dizzy.

“Yes, you guys take Reva a break. If you're happy to enter again.” Tukas Tika rubbed Reva's back.

Tita asked Reva to sit for a moment in her chair. He also gave her a glass of warm water so that Reva would improve.

Reva opened her work drawer, then took out the medicine bottle she always kept there.

“Lo eat first re, later you vomit again like that time.”

“Emmm yes already, let's go to the canteen first.”

Reva put the medicine back in the drawer. Tita's attention is now focused on Reva's clothesline. He immediately grabbed Reva's hand.

“Re, have you fiancee?” ask Tita immediately.

Reva just smiled thinly. “Udah ah, let's go to the canteen.” I'm trying to shift the conversation.

“Don't say lo same raka...” Terka Tita pointed Reva right in her face.

“Lo thinks too much.”

Reva brushed off Tita's hand. Not Tita's name if it will stop just like that before getting the answer he wants. The more Reva dodged, the more questions he asked. Ah already, Tita is difficult to deal with but it does not bother Reva at all.

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Food was served before my eyes. Tita widened her eyes to see the food menu that greatly stimulated her saliva to drip. He tasted all the food menu. In the framework of the company's birthday, all employees in herbal medicine with good food as a form of appreciation for their loyalty are no exception for interns.

“Huwaaaah a lot of food.. Kalo kayak gini, often deh nih company birthday.” Tita cried with a mouth full of food.

“Ya if often his name is open again birthday ta..” timpal Reva who chuckles at the silly speech of Tita.

“Hahahha yes... But this is really gretong right? timid tar out of here we at love long bill.”

“Kata bu tika sih free but gag tau also yaa..” sahut Reva who started enjoying his lunch. Tita only scowled at Reva's words but then he ignored her as he confidently read “GRATIS” on the cashier's desk.

The atmosphere of the meal was pleasant with words of never-ending praise from Tita's mouth. Well, this is delicious, and everything is delicious. Only those words that kept repeating from Tita's mouth made Reva also chuckle at the behavior of this coworker.

“Reva..” call a voice that is familiar to Reva.

Reva turned towards the direction the voice came from. A beautiful woman was walking towards him.

“Tante niken...” Reva immediately stood up and swallowed his food round and round.

There was a smile on Niken's lips that now stood in front of Reva. Tita who saw the arrival of the beautiful and elegant middle-aged woman could only gulp her saliva roughly.

“You're having lunch again?” ask Niken casually.

“Iya aunt.” Reva tucked away the hairdresser who was blocking her face awkwardly.

“Sure aunt, please.” sahut Reva immediately.

Tita looks clumsy, as all the food on the table has been tasted. Tita stared intently at Reva but Reva only smiled.

“Oh yes tan, know this temen work reva, his name is tita. Ta rakain, this is aunt niken, mamahnya mas raka.” Said Reva staring at the 2 figures alternately.

“Mas raka?” Tita repeats Reva's last sentence and gets a wink from Reva. Tita tried to hold back her laughter. Niken nodded gracefully at Tita who was still looking at her in awe.

“Crazy, how pretty did raka's mom first? I'm old and still cute gini.” Tita murmured in her heart.

“Re, aunt gag long time. Aunty just wants to give this.” Niken handed over a paperbag with an international fashion brand clearly written on the outside. Reva looked at Niken who was looking at her questioningly. He doesn't know what to behave like. What is clear is that the goods given by Niken are not cheap. “Raka said, you are tomorrow given an important task at this company event. So aunt thought to give this same reva. Aunt please reva likes.” Bright Niken who seemed to understand the meaning of Reva's facial expression.

“Em.. thanks aunt, so ngerepotin.” said Reva with an awkward smile.

“No, gag ngerepotin. If it's aunty go home first.”.

“Tante gag meet mas raka first?”

“Gag need re, aunty already called raka but said she was busy.”

Looking at Niken who was very kind to her, Reva felt so grateful. It turned out that not only did Ratna love him, there was another mother who was also so considerate of him.

“Kalo gitu aunt go home first yes, success for her show tomorrow.” Tukas Niken rubbed Reva's back.

“Iya aunt thank you very much. Aunty be careful on the road yes.” said Reva while leaning her body received a warm hug from Niken. Something he had never found before.

For a moment Reva felt a familiar warmth from Niken's embrace. His heart rippled, it felt like he wanted to cry either because of being moved or maybe for another reason that he also did not know.

That hug came off. If only he could ask Niken back to hug him but it felt too presumptuous. Nikenpun passed with a wave of his hands and a warm smile.

Reva touched her warm chest. In his heart he hopes, hopefully Niken will always love him as he is today.

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With an online taxi, Reva leaves the company right at work. He sent a message to Raka that he came home first because there was an appointment with a friend.

“Okey, be careful on the road dear.. Later malem mas vcall yaa.. inget, do not be naughty.” Once the reply contents of Raka's message that ends with emoticons love.

Reva just smiled. It turns out that a Raka can use emoticons love also in his writing. Reva's gaze was fixed on the paperbag beside him. Niken, remembering her embrace made Reva feel a sense of calmness. Everything really felt familiar to Reva and it felt like she had met Niken before.

Turning from her thoughts about Niken and Raka, Reva's thoughts recollected her dreams last night and the pain in her head that did not go away even after she took the medicine. So for this reason Reva stopped the taxi in the yard of a house that was not familiar to him. At the door of the house, there was already Marini who greeted him with a warm smile.

A calm and peaceful atmosphere often dominates the room where Reva follows therapy. Reva began leaning her body half-sitting with her eyes closed. He set his breath slowly feeling a calm aura that engulfed his heart.

“How is the feeling reva today?” Always, the questions Marini asked made Reva feel recognized.

There was a slow breath coming from Reva's mouth. He began to recount the dream that had returned to his realm. What is different from the dream he had before, if he used to just watch a little boy iu revolted and shouted this time he felt right what the girl felt.

The same tightness, the same pain was also a fear that did not even go away even though he had come out of his dreamland. I also told some events that seemed dejavu. The memories in his mind collided with each other, out of nowhere first. He also could not recognize which memories he tried to forget first and which memories returned just like that without ever remembering the incident.

“What reva has ever told this dream to anyone other than me?”

Marini gently rubbed Reva's still trembling arm.

“My mother always said, nightmares that do not be told to others later will be bad.” He said with a trembling voice.

Marini just smiled.

“Mother reva is right. It's just that, when you don't tell other people, it doesn't mean you have to forget the nightmare. It may be a memory that comes after you have been traumatized. And that's the part that must reva face.” Marini paused her sentence. He opened Reva's blindfold to see the frightened girl's face. “What do reva feel when all the memories of reva collide in the head of reva?”

“I feel very dizzy besides that my chest also feels very painful. Like there is a feeling of heartache but I gag know what causes it.”

Reva presses on her left chest which is currently painful and tight.

“In medical there is a broken heart syndrome. This can be due to a trauma or prolonged feeling of sadness. The natural reva is aggravated by the habit of suppressing and repressing sad or disappointing things that reva natural. As I said, someone can feel sad and without us knowing the system in our brain will help us forget the sad thing. But the best thing we have to do is face it. As those memories spin around in the heads of the revas, try to leave them open one by one. Let him appear and face bravely whatever is in the memory reva.” Bright Marini.

This time Reva's gaze was fixed on the calm face before her. He clenched his fist as if he was determined to do something.

“Reva is strong, beyond the reva tau. Because everything that happens to the reva has been given by God without exceeding the limits of the power of reva. So, whatever it is, face it..” said Marini who a few moments later dubbed Reva.

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