
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we like that?
'Cause I'm yours
… I don't wanna live love this way
I don't wanna hide us away
I wonder if it ever will change
I'm living for that day
Somedays
The song greeted Arjuna, as soon as it entered the room and it was heard from the direction of the bathroom. It seemed like Carnations sang it with a feeling and like she was spilling what she had been feeling all along.
Arjuna swung his legs towards the bed and sat down. The song was heard sung over and over again by Carnations, with the lyrics that were all that.
Anyelir's voice slowly lowered and Arjuna immediately stood up from the bed and stepped towards the bathroom door.
The door was opened by the Carnation from the inside, and the woman shrieked in shock at Arjuna who was already standing at the door with a very sharp look of eyes, ready to hit the heart.
"Ju-juna!" when did you get in?" carnations lips look vibrating.
"Why did you sing that song?" instead of answering the question, Arjuna asked back.
"Why indeed? it's just a song. And why do you care about that song?" Carnations have now returned to being ordinary and relaxed.
The woman, stepped about to pass through Arjuna's body, but Arjuna swiftly pulled the hand of Carnation and pushed the woman's body to the wall. Arjuna put both his hands on the wall, locking the body of Anyelir.
"I know it's just a song, but do you think I can't mean how serious a tone or just playfully singing it? look at your eyes even to the point of swelling. Are you crying inside?" arjuna's eyes grew sharper.
"Juna, get rid of your hands! I'm not serious about singing that song. And even if I'm serious, what do you care?" Carnation raised her head against Arjuna's gaze.
Carnation's eyes glittered, as his eyes were now filled with a clear liquid that was ready to be shed from his container.
"Basic crazy man! get rid of your hands!"
Carnation raised her hand to brush Arjuna's hand, but Arjuna swiftly cupped Anyelir's cheek and landed his lips on the woman's lips, making her eyes grow perfectly.
The carnation froze for a while as Arjuna's lips, which had only been stuck, began to move. But the next second Carnations awakened and pushed Arjuna's body, until he took a few steps back.
"You're crazy, Juna!" as the carnation could no longer hold back its tears.
Arjuna rubbed his lips and looked at Anyelir with a smirk smile.
"You ask when things will change, and you will leave that day. Do you think you'd be easy to just walk away?" arjuna's tone sounded very cold.
"You're really crazy, Juna. Remember it's just a verse from a song! why can you say it's an expression of my heart? you're really out of your mind!"
"Shut up! even if it's just a song, but you're greeting it emotionally, because that's your heart's expression, right?" arjuna's breath was seen hunting.
Carnations clucked, shaking his head. "I don't understand why you can think it's my heart. And if if that's my heart, what do you care? wasn't I just a surrogate woman to you, who would one day be eliminated once she returned? why are you angry when I say you're leaving someday?" Carnations began to look fiery. While Arjuna was stunned, there were a thousand languages.
"Damn it, why can I be distracted just because of the song anyway?" Arjuna cursed his own stupidity.
"Jun, it seems like I'm tired of our obscure marriage. You used to say that our marriage was only to lure Shakila back to see you, but until now she hasn't shown up. Are you gonna hold me until he shows up? and that's until when? what until I really love you, huh?" squeak Carnations with already wet cheeks . Meanwhile, Arjuna still remained unmoved, not knowing what to say.
"Do you think once we really love someone and we're dumped, it doesn't hurt? it just feels like it will be very painful, Juna." continued Anyelir back.
"Do you think I'm a strong woman who can endure all the pain. How trusting are you to me, can you be sure that I am a strong woman? Just so you know, it is the pain that you will incur, if Shakila comes back and you throw me away, it hurts more than Bayu betrayed me first. Wh why? because the current position will hurt a lot. I will be looked upon more and more despised, my mother's feelings will surely hurt. Have you ever thought that way, huh?" the emotions of Carnation seemed to have started to get out of control again.
" I'm tired, Jun. Tired of lying to my mom and your mama. They hope a lot, pray for us to always be happy, as soon as possible have offspring, but it is precisely us who make the prayers of our sincere mama-mama not accepted. So, from now on I have been thinking carefully, preferably before my feelings are deeper into you, we should just separate. Because I also don't want to sacrifice my future with you which is not at all clear,"
Arjuna's body immediately reacted to the words of Carnations. The man re-attached the body of Carnation to the wall and confined the woman's body. The man looked really angry. It was visible from his reddened eyes and his hardened jaw.
Arjuna did not say a word, to vent his anger. The man actually returned to cupping the cheeks of Carnation and Melu*mat lips of the woman with a little rough.
Meanwhile, Anyelir attempts to release Arjuna's kiss. But his power was completely helpless.
When Carnation was resigned Arjuna released his kiss and Carnation immediately fell to sit on the floor.
Arjuna rubbed his face violently and immediately went out of the room, leaving behind Anyelir who was crying as he pleased.
Arjuna got into his car and immediately drove his car at high speed.
"Suckers! how dare he say a word of separation!" arjuna swearing while hitting the wheel.
Yes, that made Arjuna's anger overflow not because of the long words of Anyelir, but the parting word that came out of the woman's mouth.
Tbc