Only Substitute Women
You don't love me anymore?

The day passed so quickly. It did not feel like five months of time had passed and Shakila had fully recovered. Every time you check up, Shakila always asks, who has donated his heart to save his life. But Shakila still did not get any information.

Maya as her mother also actually did not have the heart to see the persistence of Shakila to know who has donated heart to her. But, the middle-aged woman, trying not to be frank because she was worried that her daughter insisted to go straight back to Jakarta to see Radit, the woman still needs regular check-ups and has not been allowed to board the plane.

Now they are on their way back to Indonesia, because the woman has completely recovered. Shakila, looking grim and silent, during the flight. Likewise, when they are in the car to the house they have long left.

Shakila's arrival was greeted with great fanfare, by the extended family of her late father, but Shakila did not feel that happiness at all. The woman really wanted to know who the donor was and wanted to say thank you.

Shakila was in the room she missed so much. The woman stared blankly at the ceiling of her room.

Tok tok tok tok

There was a knock from the door, but Shakila had absolutely no intention of opening it.

"Crazy, kid you eat first! you've been inside for a long time and you're not out! you're okay, right?" maya's voice, her mother.

"Ma, I'm not hungry at all. Don't bother me yet!" sahut Shakila with a lazy tone.

"Crazy, don't be, honey. You have to keep eating." Maya is still trying to be patient.

"Ma, I'm really not hungry.if I'm hungry I'll go down alone and take my own food," said Kila, still kekeh not want to open the door.

"Son, can't you open your room door for a second?" maya's voice sounded clear, which made Shakila finally unable to bear. The woman finally got off her bed and stepped up to open the door.

"What's up, Ma?" shakila asked gently.

"Mom can come in?" maya's voice was no less soft.

"Don't bother me first, Ma! I really want to be alone!" sahut Shakila was still in a gentle tone.

"When do you have to do this, son?" ask Maya with teary eyes. But Shakila did not answer at all, making Maya's heart even more unbearable.

"You eat first, Son. After you eat, Mama promises to tell you who donated her heart to you,"

Shakila's eyes immediately sparkled, hearing her Mama's words. "Really, Ma?" shakila asked to make sure.

Maya slipped her smile and nodded her head. "Yes, Mama meant it. It's about time you found out, because there's nothing you're afraid of, anyway,"

Shakila smiled widely and directly walked out from inside her room.

"Come, we'll eat!" Shakila walked ahead of her mother.

Shakila turned back when she realized there was no movement from her mother.

"Why is Mama still there? let's eat!" tegur Shakila, aware of his mother who had been stupefied.

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"Shakila? why are you here?" radit asked with a longing look. Shakila did not answer at all.

Radit asked Shakila to enter, Shakila still flinching motionless from where she was standing. The woman's eyes now look sparkling because they are filled with clear liquid that is ready to spill at any time.

"Crazy, what's wrong with you? why are you quiet?" Radit was starting to panic.

"When do you avoid me, Dit? how long do I look stupid in front of you?" Shakila finally opened her voice and this time it was accompanied by tears that were no longer strong enough to survive in Shakila's eyes.

"What do you mean?" Radit scrunched his forehead.

"You still want to pretend?" sue Shakila's.

"You go in first! we talk inside, "Radit tries to grab Shakila's hand, but Shakila quickly brushes over.

"Until when are you going to keep going to hide that you donated your heart to me? don't you know how miserable I feel, who wants to know who the angel who gave me a chance to live? am I not worthy to thank the man whose body part was given to me?"

Radit nodded, not expecting Shakila to know.

"Do you know?" hiss Radit.

"Why don't you see me again, Dit? did my words hurt you so much that you never saw me again? and why are you keeping everything a secret? sneak Shakila with tears growing out.

Radit exhaled and rubbed his face violently.

"I'm not hurt, only I know you never liked me. I don't want to, you owe me. I just don't want you to leave this world. I'm really not ready for that. I'm happy enough to see from afar, you're happy with the man you love. That's enough for me" Radit said, making Shakila's cry even louder.

"Now, you're free Shakila. I hope you can find a man who will love you and will make you happy. I won't bother you anymore,"

"It's easy for you to say that, because you'll also easily get another woman. But just so you know, ever since you left, I really feel like I lost the man who was always there for me. Faithful to the day I felt pain, remembering you who never visited me again. At first I didn't understand my own feelings, why I wanted your presence so much. I pray every night that you come back, but you are so evil, do not show up" Shakila said at length and fiery.

Hearing Shakila's words, Radit seemed to lose oxygen around his chest so tight, and was instantly stunned for a while.

"Why are you silent? you don't love me anymore, do you? you've found another woman you love, haven't you?" Shakila reopens the sound.

Radit could no longer hold himself back. The man instantly pulled Shakila's body into his arms.

"Originally you know, I actually never really left you, Kila. I always take the time to willingly go back and forth Jakarta, Singapore, to see you and ask how you are doing" Radit continued. I never intended to find another woman besides you. My love is only for you, and it is embedded in my deepest heart. How can you say that I don't love you anymore? You don't know how I feel when I have to pretend I don't care about you anymore and just look at you from afar" Radit said emotionally.

Yes, the man always took the time to return to Singapore and see Shakila from afar. The man was already quite satisfied to see Shakil's condition getting better.

"You fool, you fool!" shakila said, beating Radit in the chest.

"Yes, I'm stupid!" sahut Radit while clutching the body of the woman he had longed for.

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