Only Substitute Women
Thank you for loving me

"Mas Juna, I'm better! it looks like we can get out of this room and see Shakila's condition" said Anyelir whose face still looks pale.

"Shakila is fine. I just got information from Haris that the operation went well. So, you don't have to worry anymore and rest here!" arjuna said, rejecting Anyelir Dey's gentle request.

"But,Mas. I really want to see Shakila's condition now,"

"Why are you always so stubborn? can you please not talk this time? you need to rest" The frustration that Arjuna had been trying to contain, has now begun to be shown by the man.

Anyelir was speechless not daring to reply to Arjuna's words.

"So, if I wasn't around, would you imagine what would happen to you? just so you know, I'm really upset with you who had wanted to take action on your own. Try if you manage to trick me and manage to donate your heart to Shakila? arghh I really can't imagine it!" Arjuna rubbed his face violently.

"Sorry!" hiss Anyelir.

"Now you rest first. Your face still looks very pale. I don't want anything to happen to our son,"

The words of worry shown by Arjuna, did not make Anyelir happy at all. Because the woman drew the conclusion, if her husband was only worried about the fetus in his womb not on him.

Silence was then re-created between Anyelir and Arjuna. They were both busy with their thoughts. Arjuna was seen exhaling a sigh of relief, when he got the information that Shakila was awake.

"Shakila is awake and she's fine!" chirp Arjuna while slipping a smile on his lips.

Meanwhile, Anyelir took another meaning, the smile and happiness that radiated on Arjuna's face.

"So happy she heard Shakila healed. Is this a sign that he will leave me after this child is born and return to Shakila? What should I do if that happens? Shakila, it's not anyone else either, she's my sister. Should I give Arjuna to her? however they both love each other," the look on Anyelir's face looks sad while stroking his flat stomach.

Arjuna frowned, looking at the expression on his wife's sad face. The man who had been sitting on the sofa, stood up and approached Carnation.

"You why? is there something weighing on your mind?" arjuna asked gently as he stroked the top of the woman's head

Carnations shook his head. "Nothing." Carnations try to smile.

"But why am I not sure? I feel like you're thinking about something. What are you thinking?" back Arjuna asked and this time with a demanding look.

"Mas, Shakila's operation went well, does that mean you'll __"

"No!" sambar Arjuna quickly, before Anyelir finished his speech, because the man could already catch in which direction the Carnations were talking.

"Do you still not believe me?" arjuna's eyes squinted and his tone sounded when the man was upset.

Arjuna clucked in annoyance and exhaled his breath in a single jolt.

"Why can you draw such a conclusion? what attention do I show, my dislike of seeing you with another man, still less shows that I chose you not just a sense of responsibility? what feelings of love are to be expressed, and you will believe?" arjuna's tone of voice began to rise.

"Who-you mean?" Carnations cringed his forehead.

"You want to hear that I love you, don't you? yes, I love you Carnations! I don't know when I felt that love, I was confused too. But when there's a guy who clearly shows that he likes you, I'm not willing. When a man who looks in admiration at you wants it to feel like I'm gouging out that man's eyes. When I don't find you at home when I get home from work, I don't like it, because I want the first face I see welcoming me, when I get home from work, it's your face. Not because I assumed that you were Shakila, but I actually realized that you were Carnation not Shakila. My life that was once flat, feels more colorful with your presence that is always cheerful, chatty and what it is. What is clear is that I love you so much now. The name in my heart right now is Anyelir, not Shakila!" Arjuna revealed his heart at length and in flames.

Rebellious carnations went silent, completely speechless.

"Why are you silent? can't you believe it at all? why was I so angry that night and left the house? I really don't accept it when you bring up the matter of parting. Back then, my eyes were dark my thoughts were chaotic and my heart really did not accept you saying goodbye. Wh why? do you think I'm crazy? it's up to you to think me crazy. Obviously, I'm not going to let you go to anyone, including Satria the jerk!"

Tears of Carnation suddenly trickled down, the woman got off the bed and directly grabbed Arjuna's waist and pressed her head against Arjuna's chest.

"No! you're not crazy at all. There's no way I love a crazy man!" said Carnations that immediately made Arjuna stunned. The man's face immediately turned red, remembering the way he had expressed his love earlier. In the past when expressing love to Shakila, she did not go overboard like she did just now.

Carnations squinted his forehead, because suddenly Arjuna was silent a thousand languages. Carnations broke his embrace and stared at Arjuna's face with their eyebrows clutched.

"Why, shut up, Mom? are you sorry you said that? do you want to take those words again?"

Arjuna quickly shook his head and pulled back Anyelir's body into his arms. "No, not at all! I'm not an attractive kid and will never pull all my words. I really love you. I kept quiet because I really didn't think that you loved me either" Arjuna said as he landed a kiss on the top of Carnation's head many times.

Arjuna then commented on a smile on his lips.He suddenly felt calm, because it had revealed all of his heart.

Arjuna broke his embrace and looked back at Anyelir's face, leaving Carnations confused and wondering.

"Mas Juna, why are you looking at me like that? what's up?" ask Carnation with a frown.

Arjuna did not give an answer at all, making Carnations even more confused. " Mas Juna, are you okay?"

Arjuna smiled and pulled back the small body of Carnation, submerging the woman's head into her arms, again landing a kiss long enough on the head of Carnation.

"Thank you for loving me!" whispered Arjuna, who made the body of Anyelir bristled.

Tbc