Our Love Is Not Over
The Part 34
After several times Edgar's phone kept ringing due to a call from Tamara, Edgar finally picked it up too after getting a not jealous answer from Raisa.
"You haven't arrived yet? Did something happen on the road?" ask Tamara with a worried voice.
"There's nothing, here I want to go to your apartment."
"Okay, I'm waiting."
The phone connection stopped. Edgar looked towards Raisa who looked ordinary. Though Edgar thought, Raisa would be jealous.
"I'll be gone for a little while, I'll be back here."
"No, you take care of your lover. After all, Mia will definitely not look for you anymore because she has fulfilled her wish."
"So I'll be back."
Raisa who does not want Edgar back there, and Edgar who is chuckling will return, making Raisa finally agree with Edgar's words because lazy to argue.
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Edgar entered Tamara's apartment with the password of the apartment he knew. He brought a snack that Mama Ola gave him as well as some food that he deliberately bought on the road earlier.
"Well, Aunt Ola knows that I like nyemil. Say thank you to your mom later."
Edgar nodded, then ate the snack along with Tamara.
When the time was 10 p.m., Edgar came home from Tamara's apartment. The man did not return home because he promised to return to the hospital to wait for his daughter.
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The door of Mia's nursery opened, Raisa who had not slept was directly staring at the door. He didn't think Edgar would come back.
"I'm back" Edgar said, then closed the door to Mia's nursery.
"Hm" answered Raisa.
Edgar walked over to Raisa who was sitting on the sofa. He sat next to Raisa. He kept watching Raisa carefully. Then, he realized that a lot had changed from Raisa. Especially the woman's physique that was getting bigger than it used to be. But even so, Raisa even looks more beautiful charming with the current body size.
"Remember! You have a wife, don't pay attention to other women. You shouldn't have come back here. You'd better go home, than worry the houseguys."
"You seriously want me to go?" ask Edgar.
Suddenly Raisa nodded.
Edgar stood up straight from his seat. He looked towards Raisa for a long time. Maybe he wants to make sure something is inside him.
"Ca," call him.
"Raisa, Edgar, Raisa" Raisa reminded Edgar.
Edgar nodded. "Do you know what's on my mind now?"
"No, and I don't want to know. You just go!"
Raisa kept asking Edgar to leave.
"I think it's hard for you to take care of them. I thought of my decision which turned out to be wrong to part with you. I want you to be happy without any pressure from my family because they want children. But, now, I don't know why I want to go back and raise the twins together."
Raisa's eyes instantly rounded. She shook her head. Raisa does not want to be considered the third person in the relationship Edgar and Tamara. A life with the twins was enough for him. Reuniting with Edgar is not his desire anymore even though in the bottom of his heart there is a little bit of a desire to return. It's just that he's conscious, he can't ruin other people's happiness.
"You can't think that, Edgar. You're gonna hurt Tamara. You're even getting married soon. Think carefully about what you said just now."
"I've been thinking about all this, Ca. I realized soberly. Who I really want and I love and that's you."
"No! You're wrong, you love Tamara."
Edgar nodded.
"Maybe I thought I did love Tamara, but when I met you again. I realized one thing, you never lost my heart. Tamara just came at the right time and was there when I needed her, but I also realized that I only loved Tamara instead of loving her."
After saying that, Edgar actually left from Mia's nursery. Raisa covered her face because she could not understand what Edgar had said directly to her. His mind was immediately fixed on the Edgar family who would probably hate him even more.
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The next day, Tamara accidentally comes to the elementary school where Edgar's niece attends. There he saw Elsa picking up Jesper and the girl he saw.
"Now you're the one who picked up is Auntie. We'll go straight to the hospital to see your twin."
"Yes Aunty, I also really want to see Mia's state."
"Let's go in" said Elsa.
Elsa's car drove and was followed by Tamara at the back. When the car stopped at the hospital, Tamara really did not know who was sick. He can only guess. He continues to follow Elsa carefully so as not to be discovered.
Right in front of a room, Elsa seemed to be talking to a foreign-looking woman in her eyes. She was called 'Mba Raisa' by Elsa.
Is that Edgar's ex-wife?
Tamara could only guess. Because if you want certainty, he must ask Edgar directly, and he is not ready for it.
When the children entered the room, Elsa and Raisa were still standing outside.
"Mba it seems I can no longer hide the twins from my extended family. I don't want mommy, papa and Oma to feel let down."
"I beg you, don't tell me this now, the situation will be even more difficult for me" Raisa said with a confused face.
"But when should I hide it?"
Raisa was silent because she did not know when to go. He just did not want the situation to be chaotic because of the appearance of himself and the twins. Now Raisa's mind is very confused. He was really afraid that Edgar would suddenly cancel his marriage.
"Well, you don't know when."
Tamara who had been listening to Raisa and Elsa's conversation was wondering.
So, Edgar's extended family didn't know Edgar had children? Wh why? Why is that woman hiding it on purpose? And when I was about to get married she just suddenly showed up, did she deliberately want to ruin my wedding plans?
Tamara could no longer think well, all she had in her head was bad thoughts to Edgar's ex-wife. He decided to leave the hospital to refresh his mind again.
Along the way, Tamara still wonders why Edgar hasn't told her about the child Edgar has, even if Edgar told her, he wouldn't mind.
"Do you really love me?"
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