Our Love Is Not Over
Part 48's

"I'm sorry, I never should've shown up again. I should have disappeared far from Auntie's family."

"Aunty?"

"Yes Aunt. I'll get as far away from you as possible. I promise I will never show myself again. So, Auntie does not have to worry anymore," said Raisa with a tone that is still as hiccuping.

"Just take your leave after making this mess, Raisa! No, I'll never let you go again!"

This time Mama Ola did not allow it, but her initial intention was like that, but in her little heart she did not want to lose her daughter again.

"There's nothing I can do right now. Everything's ruined Auntie. My good name, my mentality, there's nothing I can fight for anymore. Everyone already thinks of me as a seductive woman. If it continues here, instead of improving my condition, I become more unfit for the twins, huhu," explained Raisa with her trembling hands.

"She's! I let you get away from my family, wishing you happiness. Not getting weaker like this. Don't listen to what people say to you! You strong! You've fought until now, don't give up just because of what people say! The Raisa I know is a stubborn and strong person even though her heart is indeed fragile."

Raisa cried again after listening to Mama Ola say. He feels he has support. He he has to be strong, he he can't give up. He has fought for almost his entire life. If he gives up now, it means he's lost what people say to him.

"Thank you Auntie, because of Aunt's words just now, I realized, that I really have to be stronger. Not just for the twins but for myself. Sorry, sorry I hurt Aunt once. I didn't mean it that way. I just, just ... "

Not yet finished his speech, Mama Ola has cut the conversation. To Mama Ola the call 'Tante' from Raisa feels strange in her ears.

"Aunty again, aunt again, I don't like that call, Ca."

Raisa felt happy in her crying. The call of Ca, which was always called by Mama Ola, is now heard again. He hopes his relationship with Mama Ola will return to what it used to be, even if it is only his wish.

"Mama?"

Mama Ola was silent and did not comment anymore. It was as if the middle-aged woman had approved of the call from Raisa.

"May I hug my mom again?" pinta Raisa's.

Without answering, Mama Ola immediately spread her arms as if waiting for a hug from Raisa. The two hugged each other again warmly and occasionally Mama Ola rubbed the top of Raisa's head. Something that was missing in him has returned. His heart that feels empty, now not as good as when losing Raisa.

For a moment the embrace was released.

"Once again, I'm sorry Ma hurt Mama's heart."

"No, no, it's not your fault, we just misunderstood each other for not talking. You are not saying the principle that you did not want to have children to your own mother and mother who is too forcing you to immediately give grandchildren to us. Had it all been talked about in the beginning, maybe none of this would have happened. You will not have the heart to let you fight against your pain when you will present a small human from your stomach. We're all wrong here. But what's more wrong is Edgar's fool! He foolishly let you go that easily, even though he could not afford to lose you."

Yes this is how Mama Ola, the old woman blamed Edgar for all the problems that occurred during these years.

"Haha, that's right. This is why you deserve to be your biological child rather than Edgar and Elsa. You are like a reflection of your mother when she was young. Thank you for fighting until now. Thank you for bringing the twins into this world. Mama knows it must be very difficult for you. You are a great and strong woman. Keep it like this Ca. Forgive me for hating you."

"Yes Ma, everything was difficult for me at the beginning, but as time went on, it seemed that the twins were my life, my encouragement even they always took care of my heart. Sometimes I feel unworthy to have children as smart and understanding as them."

"You're wrong, you're the one who deserves them. You are a good mother. You raised and educated them very well. Maybe, mama does not seem to care and does not want to be close to the twins. But just so you know, when you're alone, you always cry and reflect on what you've done to the twins. Mama really wants to get close to them, but they always remind mama to you which at that time, hatred still dominates your heart. Moreover, stubborn mama can not be anything else. Mama wants to hug them."

"Thank you Ma. Thank you for still loving me."

"Stupid! Of course I still love you! There is a mother who does not love her own child! You are my son!"

Raisa was crying again, but not crying because she was sad but happy. His longing for hugs and affection Mama Ola has been treated until it paid off even more. I don't think there's anything he wants more than this. To her, Mama Ola was a meaningful person in her life before Edgar. When asked who is most loved by Raisa among Mama Ola and Edgar. The answer is Mama Ola. Because from Mama Ola he knew what kind of affection a mother he never got in his life before meeting Edgar.

"After this, your photo can't disappear anymore! If you need to, you stay in our house again, Ca!"

Raisa shakes.

"I'm not going to disappear Ma, I'm here, if Mama wants to see me and the twins, she can come here."

Mama Ola grunts as hell. He doesn't like Raisa's answer. Though before, Mama Ola was so hateful, but now she was even afraid of losing again. That's how people feel, change quickly, and like to not understand their own feelings. The mouth says yes, but the heart says no.

"You'll be back with Edgar, right? Mama knows he's a stupid man, but he's stupid for loving you so much, Ca. You're going back, right? Aye right? So Edgar decided to cancel the marriage with Tamara?"

Hearing Tamara's name, Raisa feels guilty again and Mama Ola sees that.

"Don't feel guilty, it's not your fault, it's your stupid son. As for Tamara, she's a good boy, Tamara doesn't even hate Edgar or break up with Mama. But the name is not a soul mate, we can what. Perhaps the soul mate Tamara still exists in other parts of the world. Don't think. All you should be thinking about now is the happiness of you and the twins."

Just as Raisa was about to respond to Mama Ola's words, suddenly a shouting voice came from Kia with a tone that looked angry.

"DON'T HURT OUR MOM, OMA!"

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