Our Love Is Not Over
Part 42's

Raisa immediately panicked and immediately revolted from Edgar's embrace. Not because he did not want to be hugged, but Raisa was afraid that Edgar realized his heart was beating very fast when he was with the man.

"Don't hug anyone!" knock Raisa when her embrace is gone.

But Edgar seemed to not care about what Raisa said. The man walked in like he was the owner of the house. Even with his challenge he called out to the twins.

"Twins, where are you?"

"I'm here Pi," the two answered simultaneously as they moved on from their activities.

"Bapi, we miss Papi."

The twins hugged Edgar at the same time. Seeing that, made Raisa's heart a little sad, because usually he was the one who was always hugged first. Just because of Edgar's arrival, he felt neglected by the twins. Raisa goes to her room and lets the twins play with Edgar.

A few minutes later their arms were released. Edgar felt astonished when he did not see Raisa by his side.

"Where are you guys?" ask Edgar.

"Mommy goes to the room, Pi. Maybe clean up first. Come on Pi, I'm with Kia again doing schoolwork. There are some that we don't understand."

"Alright, where did Papi see."

The twins lead Edgar to where they were and then show him the pr. Fortunately, Edgar can help the twins, otherwise he feels useless as a father.

Time passed, but Raisa did not come out also made Edgar so worried.

"Mia, try calling mommy to come here. Papi is afraid your mom is sick, because from earlier it has not been out too."

"Okay Pi."

Mia left at Edgar's request. Kia and Edgar live there. Kia looked at Edgar's face to make Edgar become his own misbehavior.

"Why do you think Papi is so rich? Is there something strange on Papi's face?" edgar asked because he couldn't stand Kia's gaze.

"I just want to make sure of something. Does Papi like Mami? If so, then why can Papi be close to other women? Shouldn't that be the case, Pi? We can't have two lovers at once."

Kia's words made Edgar speechless. He was really confused as to what the question should be like.

"I was really happy when Papi said we were going to be together. But when I got home and saw Mami, I found out for myself. We are happy even without Papi. Since meeting Papi, Mami often grieves and stays in her room for a long time. Between me and Mia, I'm the most sensitive about Mami's feelings. We wanted to have a full family, but Mami was unhappy. We won't force you adults to be together if it hurts. Just like this is enough, Pi. At least Mia and I know that we have a papi who loves us."

Edgar could not speak anymore. He could only hug Kia and stroke her head. It seems like Kia is becoming more mature in thinking due to circumstances.

Edgar lets go of his embrace and convinces Kia that he will make Raisa happy.

"Papi promises, papi will make mami happy. Not by force but by sincerity. Papi wants to see you grow up in Papi's watch. Whatever problems you will face, or whatever head your Mami, Papi will continue to fight. Papi just needs support from you and Mia. Can you?"

Kia nodded.

"Thank you, Pi. I hope, papi's really keeping papi's promise."

"of course. Papi will keep it, especially to people who are so dear."

Soon, Mia and Raisa arrive. But Raisa did not go there but went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

Time passed, dinner was over, the twins had finished their pr and liked to go into their room. Raisa and Edgar are both in the living room.

"You should go home now, before many people think that you and I are perverts. Moreover, to the people around here, the status of the widow was so despicable."

Not happy to listen to the invitation that makes her heart flowery, Raisa instead felt afraid. Fear of happiness is only pseudo because it exists after damaging one's relationship. The call also leads Raisa to believe that Tamara and Edgar's relationship is over.

"Aren't you afraid of karma after hurting someone who loves you? The one who is hurt, his prayers will soon be answered."

"If karma does exist, it's okay to accept it. After all, if it continues I will only continue to hurt her heart. After all, you and the kids are more important to me. You are the one who wants me to be happy.

I want to spend time with you guys. I want to do a lot with you guys. I don't want to miss the least amount of time I've had without you. Can you think about my invitation again? If you don't want to, at least think of the twins, think of those who want a full family.

I'm not pushy, but I'll keep asking every day. I will try until you accept it. Because I told you, I don't want any other Papi mentioned by them except me."

After saying that, Edgar left from Raisa's house. Before leaving she steals a kiss on Raisa's lips to make Raisa round her eyes.

"It's still sweet as it used to be."

Edgar gave Raisa a finger heart and opened the door and closed it tightly.

Raisa immediately put her hand on her chest.

Deg deg deg

Raisa's heart is beating so fast. He could not deny, the presence of Edgar always makes himself unable to control his own body. He refused, but his heart felt like it. Want more than that.

Unfortunately, his mind always said no, because there are still many things that they can not put together again because there is a rift in it.

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Edgar went into his house and was immediately confronted by Mama Ola.

"Where are you Edgar? Why did you just come home at this hour? You even missed dinner."

"From Raisa Ma's house, I ran out to meet the twins and we had dinner together" replied Edgar, who did not want to hide from his family as before.

"Dgar! You know what you're doing is wrong! You already have Tamara! Tamara, she'll be your wife!"

Mama Ola made Edgar aware of who should be visited more often.

"Ma, I told you, I'll cancel the wedding plans. And yes, I've spoken to Tamara with four eyes. In the near future, I will officially visit Tamara's parents' residence. I want to finish this the right way."

"Dgar! You can't do that! You will regret having released Tamara from your life. Women like Tamara are very rare, son."

"So you think I have no regrets after divorcing Raisa? I'm sorry Ma, I'm so sorry, I just found out that when we parted, Raisa was pregnant with my children. Mama knew for herself the state of Raisa at that time, she was still not ready to have children. But she Bernai made the decision to keep giving birth to my children. Is it wrong if I want to go back? Is it wrong that I want to be with them? Is it wrong that I want to be a good papi? Is it wrong that I want to give the whole family to them? Answer Ma! Answer!"

Mama Ola was silent not answering. He left in front of Edgar.

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