Our Love Is Not Over
The Part 65

Edgar walked closer to the bed until it made Raisa panic on her own. Even Raisa deliberately covered her entire body with a blanket so afraid Edgar did nothing to her.

The blanket that Raisa used was opened by Edgar. Raisa gets more frightened and can only hug her knees to protect herself.

Edgar smiled faintly at her and then laughed.

"What do you think, I want to do, Ca? Although I want to, I realize, we have no bond. So, please cooperate. Don't make me lose control."

Raisa looked up and looked towards the smiling Edgar. The pillow next to Raisa, he used to smack Edgar's body.

"That's it, enough, Ca, enough!" Edgar held the pillow and stopped it with his hands firmly.

"Why are you doing something like this, Edgar? This is not your room! Hurry back!"

"Before our problems are over, I won't be back in my room."

"Other thing you're worried about? Didn't I answer no? Why do you have to keep pushing me?"

"Are you sure that's the answer? My little heart says no, no."

"I'm sure, sure. It won't change anymore" Raisa replied with her floor.

"really?" edgar asked with the position of his body that was getting closer to Raisa.

"See away Edgar!"

"No will! I told you, please cooperate with Raisa. So that this conversation is over quickly and I don't lose control. Because without you knowing it, I really want you again."

Gluey!

Raisa was scared by herself.

"You want to stay selfish? You don't see how the twins have struggled so far not to make you sad? Do you want to see them happy in the meeting? You can feel it yourself, Ca. As long as the twins were in the middle of this family, his cheerfulness, his smile, his manner, everything seemed so radiant. Do you want that light to dim? Should you be this selfish? You can't lower your selfishness and realize that the twins need both of us, not me, not you, but us. US, CA, US!"

Edgar was already almost half-angry to Raisa. She really wants to come back, but Raisa is still stubborn and selfish with her own decisions.

"Stop lying to yourself! Stop being strong when you are so weak! Stop not needing me, when in fact you really need me! Let go of everything Ca, let go of all your grief and pain! I know, it's very difficult. But if not released you will continue to be shackled there. There I am, there I will continue beside you. Please Ca, this time, give me a second chance. Not for me, but for the twins and for you."

A clear liquid suddenly dripped from Raisa's eye patch.

"Sakiiiiit, what a sakiiiit, it feels like, here, Gar!" raisa said while slightly hitting her own chest.

"I was born without knowing who my real father was! The birth mother who was supposed to protect me instead tortured my mind and physique. People always thought I was trash. Until you are like the light in my life. But in the end, you were one of the people who hurt me, Gar. You are the person I love and trust the most. Wh why? Why are you throwing me away like them? Wh why? My heart hurts, Gar hurts so much. I feel unwanted by someone in this world. Maybe if I wasn't pregnant then, I could've ended my own life."

Raisa bowed with tears that continued to unravel. Edgar who listened to Raisa's heart felt guilty and his eyes were already teary.

Raisa banged Edgar again with a pillow. He was really upset, sad, angry. All of those flavors mix into one.

This time Edgar did not withstand a blow from Raisa. The man received airily while holding back his cries. The decision that he once thought was right, turned out to be the opposite. Not to make Raisa happy, but to make Raisa even more hurt. He felt stupid, felt irresponsible and felt unworthy to make Raisa happy again. But if it wasn't her, she wouldn't have been willing to fill Raisa's heart. Let him be selfish for his love.

"Now are you satisfied?" edgar asked as he looked up and looked at Raisa's face.

"If not, continue until all the pain you let go. I'm willing to be a samsak for you to beat on condition, after this, we rebuild our story that was over and continue our love that is not over."

Blindly, Raisa keeps hitting Edgar with the pillow he is holding. Which means, Raisa is willing to go back together with Edgar.

Not long after, Raisa had not hit Edgar again but her cries were still heard.

"Don't throw me out again" Raisa said softly and with a lowered face.

Edgar immediately hugged Raisa as if the hug was the answer to Raisa's request. Such a warm embrace and so missed by both of them.

The hug came off. Edgar held his forehead close to Raisa's forehead. Both are still in tears. The faces of the two grew closer and closer until their lips finally met.

Such an emotional kiss after the many problems they went through together. The tears that continue to flow witness the return of their love.

"Remember me, if I go back to choosing the wrong decision. Hit me if I hurt you again. Don't get harbored again, Ca. Now we are one. You are sick, I am sick too. You are happy I am happy too. Because what, because you're me, and I'm you."

Raisa hugged Edgar again. This time her cry was not a cry of sadness but a happy cry. In the end, Raisa could not continue to lie to herself. Edgar is his world, his life spirit is also his love.

Edgar gives a kiss in Raisa's hair. He was really happy, finally his struggle to get Raisa's heart back, had succeeded. For the next step, he just wants to be inaugurated as soon as possible.

"I won't delay Ca, soon we'll get married. Media issues that will highlight our lives. I'll handle all that. You just need to shut up and support me from behind."

Raisa just nodded. Now he really is gone again. Raisa hugged Edgar again. Because he wanted as much as he hugged Edgar today, it still felt less just for him.

"If you keep hugging me like this? I can get out of control, Ca!"

Raisa immediately pushed Edgar until the man fell to the floor. Edgar could only chuckle softly while holding his painful b*kong.

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