Owner of Beautiful Eyes
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"Remember God is sufficient so do not be afraid to share the assurance of God's promise that will always meet our needs only the time we cannot know" Rendra.

The commander assigned Rendra with other divisions for the benefit of the task without involving Rendra's team which made the team friends seem strange because it was not as usual, not as usual, but the task remains the task can not refuse it is a must for Rendra as a state servant must be above all else.

And not as usual also his two children like sticky do not want to escape from the arms of Rendra when Rendra say goodbye as well as Candy who when hugged Rendra felt reluctant to be left by Rendra.

Rendra's reply only convinced that it would be quick to go home for a while because not staying was what made the closest people a little calm.

After the death of Rendra's two children like asking for protection from Candy by holding Candy's body, the three embrace each other this is not usual according to Candy, according to Candy, but Candy was not taught her father was bad at thinking about God she was sure this was just a momentary emotion because her two children were too close to her mother's father that Candy believed.

Activities as usual Candy did as well as her two children still leave school as usual, without anything strange they think they feel.

Until late in the night Rendra has not returned from his duty and not as usual also Rendra does not give news where his whereabouts now to make Candy restless but at times like this Candy prefers to read the Qur'an to calm his heart.

Almost two juz Candy read the holy book but no word from Rendra, Candy saw the room of her two children seen the look on the face of one by one her children there was a sadness that suddenly flashed without thinking that strange Candy came out of the room of her two children.

Candy looks happy when she hears a voice from behind the front door of her house, but the voice that is heard is not the voice of her husband but the voice of her husband's aide whom she knows.

When she opens and replies to the greetings from her husband's aide that looks strange but Candy is unwilling to draw a unilateral conclusion before listening to the truth, not yet the adjutant said that he meant that teammate Rendra came with their wives.

Rena who is very familiar to him immediately hugged Candy by rubbing the back of Candy who just kept quiet, he did not know anything but Candy seemed to know with the presence of friends Rendra and his wife, who was still there, there must be something bad that happened to her beloved husband.

Candy looks rigid can be seen by not crying hysterically just clear crystals that can not be in the long-lasting inside because the more tight his chest felt.

Candy wants to be strong for people who Rendra loves even though she feels the burden of her heart, wants her to scream as loud as possible to let out her chest tight by calling the name of her beloved husband.

Candy recalled some time ago having a casual conversation about who should go home to the owner of life first, and Rendra hoped that she would go home first so as not to feel the loss of her life again.

But it is also true that Candy objected in the past he who hoped first to return to the creator, seen many people who felt the loss of the presence of Rendra not only his small family, but also his family, especially his extended family because Rendra is the successor to the big name of Wijaya, all his fellow offices both one office and the headquarters of the service, not to be forgotten also all employees of Rendra's business.

Mba Ayu who has heard this news, preoccupied with the condition of papa mama Rendra who immediately dropped until he had to enter the hospital both.

Candy's father and his two dads together with his wife strengthen Candy who looks very strong in the eyes of the father, only his two children who always call Rendra's name to make Candy faint.

In a state of unconscious fainting in his unconscious state he met Rendra who was very dashing as usual and as usual he also teased him.

"Honey.why ko.sad.." asked Rendra with a smile of her jail as usual teasing Candy.

"Mas..why.there..here.." asked Candy to grab Rendra's warm hand.

"It's.place of service.mas.." he answered by rubbing Candy's cheek gently.

"Mas.this is not the place of service.mas.." Candy was like convincing Rendra who was still gently rubbing Candy's cheeks.

"But..Can same.children here.mas..Can.ga wants to be away from the mas.." Candy tearfully asks Rendra.

"It's not everywhere Honey's here.." Rendra pointed to the location of the heart in Candy's chest.

"Mas.would hug from afar..Honey..." Rendra gave an example of hugging herself.

"Mas.ga..Can.." cried Candy by grabbing the hand of Rendra who was about to step away.

"Mas.sad Honey.keep yourself..Honey.mas is always near Honey.." Rendra's getting away with her hands like a kiss-by-be to Candy.

"Mas.." cried Candy loudly and woke up from her stupor, dad hugged Candy to calm her down.

"Beauty.must be able to.accept all this as a beautiful destiny thank God must have good intentions to be beautiful.." paternal handkerchief calms Candy.

The Candy children while living with Dimas and Rahma, only Ainun became quiet who usually asked the most questions.

Rendra's body could not be found because of the landslide, it has been a few days there is still no news until Candy asked for the opinion of his father and his two mas, they can not also decide there should be a chance from the big family Rendra as well, while papa mama Rendra is still unconscious still in the ICU room, and Rudi mas who finally agreed to follow the decision of the Candy family to end the search because it was out of the search deadline.

Candy also does not want to linger in the atmosphere that too many beautiful moments that continue to remind of the figure of Rendra is warm, loving, firm, humorous especially for Candy teasers and soft.

Candy can't get into her bedroom too many moments that are hard to forget in the room, Candy who is embarrassed to lose the shame said the two are just the two in her room.

Like Candy is currently sitting at the end of the bed that belongs to Rendra who has been there since Candy first entered the official house of Rendra, his hands gently rubbed the mattress lid from his bed gently and clutched one of the pillows that used to sleep Rendra still smelled the scent of Rendra left behind in the pillow, which was covered with it, kissed her until her tears unconsciously fell on their own.

Candy's getting on that pillow, the tighter as if he hugged and squeezed the dashing body of Rendra to release the tightness of his chest will lose the first figure he loved without forcing to love when he was newly married with patience he grew a love of heart Candy until it grows and develops until now.

Candy also knows what it feels like to lose as Rendra used to feel to meet and find the person she loves, still in a silent cry Candy spoke with her heart "Mas.ingin Can..feel the taste yes.ini..Can...has felt.., pain yes.mas..lost it.., thanks for this pain.hopefully Can.would be as strong as a mas.akan Can..remember every moment we go through is beautiful for Can.." the more Candy talks to her heart the more Candy kisses the pillow that leaves the scent of Rendra.

Candy quits her sobbing, as Rendra's aide asks what can be helped for Candy, Rendra's own aide is not strong enough to see Candy who is still in her prank with her hands hugging the pillow, he chose to get out of the room he was equally sobbing considering how Rendra was very dear to Candy.

In his sobbing he murmured "Kapt.there are many hearts that are hurt by losing you" Rendra's aide remembers many moments of Rendra's kindness as his superior but does not regard him as an aide more like a sister and family to him.

Losing is heavy for the closest person because many moments have been passed, he said, tears are currently Candy's friends when alone and she plans to stay at Rendra's parents' house because who else will make both of them strong besides Candy she's great for everyone else she can smile but if he is almost fragile himself but there is always a father who strengthens and his two children.

When leaving the official house Candy almost fell because of the shadow Rendra seemed to forbid him from leaving his service home, and in his heart Candy spoke "Mas..mas do not have to worry papa mama will be Can.jaga.biar this so Can's job.to continue the task mas.mas calm yes.." without feeling the clear circle was sliding.

Alpha who is very close to Rendra is not strong until it almost collapsed to see Candy so rigid in losing it, teammate Rendra had tried to help in the search that found only Rendra's briefcase complete without any items missing.

Candy said goodbye and apologized on behalf of Rendra if during the official service there was a good khilaf either intentionally or not, Candy who was shy could loudly talk about apologizing making friends Rendra not strong, according to them Candy like so other figures today so the toughest and very strong women in the eyes of friends Rendra, their wives are not necessarily that strong according to them.

Rendra's adjutant still treats Candy like when there was Rendra she who drove Candy to the house of papa mama Rendra who was conscious but still can not accept the loss of this child.

"Mba.anytime if need I will be there for mba and children" said Rendra's aide before saying goodbye back to the official house.

"Yes.thank you for many things and please forgive khilaf mas.." sounded strong even though his little heart was torn.

After the death of Rendra's aide, Candy is determined to be a new Candy for the good of Rendra's loved ones, Candy is determined to be the new Candy, it was Candy's determination with the step without hesitation into the luxurious house owned by the family of her beloved husband who left many fondest memories and left two trusts that must be maintained to be personal in accordance with the wishes of her beloved husband in his silence he said "welcome to the new world I'm coming".