
My hand cannot for why you even though I know your existence, only hope and do'a that accompanies to be found, even if Your permission.
Rendra's hope in fencing when to his parents' house for permission and do'a before going to carry out state duties to the border.
On the way to the official house, Rendra took the time to buy the necessary needs and entertained himself before the departure of the task.
After buying his needs, Rendra stepped foot aimlessly without realizing it, now he was in front of the cinema in a confused condition, and he was, someone surprised with a voice that is quite familiar to him even though it has been a while to meet again not long ago.
"Mas.want to watch" Candy surprised Rendra who is still confused by what will be done in this place.
"Ga..kamu why here"Rendra turned her back to Candy who came alone.
"You.liat - just a few times there is fun to watch" Candy replied casually with what she did.
"Emang ga..dinas "Rendra is happy to meet Candy outside his service.
"Libur..three days, miss the same father so I came here" replied Candy innocently tampa load Candy holiday.
"Oh.sama Mas ga kangen"Rendra jail coded Candy.
"Ga..because I still 100% belong to my father, not yet belong to Mas" Candy replied to sin.
Rendra was silent, only her smile was made as sweet as possible in front of Candy.
"Yes...Rabb I was able to withstand this feeling when away from him but when with him the charm was difficult to achieve, when the time came to me" Rendra's mind.
"Ko..bengong..."Candy breaks Rendra's daydream.
"Bingung aja.mau doing here"Rendra origin answer because if close to Candy so not focused.
"In the cinema yes.watch the bath time"Candy melehan the movie show schedule.
"Film.apa Mas don't know" Rendra is still flat.
"Ih.see tuh..."Candy shows the films that will be played.
"Honey wants to watch?"Rendra asked Candy.
"Ga,ah.ga there are those who make a paper "Candy answered arbitrarily.
"Oh..the baper ?" Rendra's coded Candy,
"You know what chocolate cheese is" Rendra teases Candy.
"Ih.not itumah wafer " Candy plays her lip shape briefly in manyunin briefly in monyongin, Candy does not know if Rendra squirms so ngemes on him.
"Liat people passing by"Candy began to nosy that there was a mind just wanted to digerjain Rendra.
"Mas just found out Honey has a unique hobby "Rendra follows the nosy story ngebales nih.
Candy only smiles occasionally to keep her mouth shut so that she does not hear her laughter by passersby in front of the two, with a variety of behaviors make it funny in Candy's eyes.
It turns out that Candy said, he looked for a bench provided by the mall and sat down while taking a snack from his bag, and only saw people who passed by, just to look at the crowd, sometimes there is a funny or strange he laughs a little, the sweet at Rendra see, cheap entertainment but make lost tired, tired, enviable in the heart of Rendra but strange also seen mending that in the saw did not see if see sewot ga ya.pikir Rendra, serious also hobby Candy mending change hobby deh.
Togetherness that is not halal must indeed have an end, but the process so halal must be fought and must be with a sincere struggle to be easy.
"Honey...in two days Mas there is a service trip to the border area for six months, please pray Mas to meet with Honey again"Rendra did not dare to see Candy.
"Yes.do'aku along the road that Mas went through" Candy hid her heart because Candy was afraid to think about Rendra more because it had not been her fierce partner, it was not good for everyone.
"Rendra is silent this girl if you talk about it can't make baper " inner Rendra who likes anything from Candy's self without being made up for what it is that Rendra likes one of them from Candy's person.
"Now..Where'd you take me home?"Rendra takes Candy home.
"Pengennya anyway.to the official house but not yet saying goodbye to Dad" Candy confused with himself.
"Yes.already we stopped by first to Dad to keep saying Mas interun until the official house how "Rendra gives an opinion.
"Go on...Mas let me at the house Dad first, still miss so tomorrow I go home alone to his office"Candy did not want Rendra to meet his father first, not just the time to meet his father later will be time.
"Tampa rejection, Mas will go home to see Dad!" Rendra tries to tease Candy and wants to know what Candy's reaction is.
"Mas..heard my explanation, I want to see Dad please but not now because I do not want Mas in the office will be burdened, later, that's why I said let everything fit at the beginning of this means Can.., I don't want anything later in the Mas service because it does not concentrate on work, I don't want anything later, let Mas complete the task well as well as me, please understand...Mas" Candy is actually worried about the departure of Rendra's service but can not talk directly to Rendra but Rendra does not understand about Candy's body language.
"I'm sorry...Mas ya..yang likes to force the will of Mas "Rendra pleading to Candy to forgive his selfishness impose the will to Candy.
Candy also knows how she feels and what Rendra wants for their closeness, but for now the PTT that Candy has to finish because a few more months will be finished, and hope well resolved as a sense of responsibility that must be carried out not as a burden that is considered heavy but sincerity.
Happy or sad, or both of which they are currently both feeling after this meeting and this moment of separation in both, all God's plan and path that governs it we just follow according to the plot that will eventually lead to where only God knows best.
Both are indeed met and separated because to meet the obligations that must be carried out in part of the responsibilities that must continue to be borne because of the knowledge they take to be a benefit to many people.
They are preoccupied with their affairs without thinking about the taste and heart in their duties until they become empty in both while time continues to roll on without any desire to pause to remember what is there just as it is it's here, but let's just follow the path hopefully there will be a way to be found.
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