
"I know I don't feel worthy because I'm trying to improve myself now, so that I deserve to be with you that I deserve to fight for "Rendra.
Today the campus is off because on campus there is a blood donor held by the student senate to help PMI who currently needs many blood bags to help people who need them.
Blood donor participants are not only from among students and lecturers but the general public around the campus is allowed as long as they meet the conditions and conditions that have been determined by the PMI.
Medical students involved including Ainun who participated in helping donors who had been qualified began to take their blood in the prepared room.
"Please help.gue dong.." pinta one of Ainun's friends who happens to need him.
Ainun also approached the person who needed himself without hesitation Ainun helped his friend.
"It was so beautiful.sih.." one of the donors praised Ainun for helping him draw his blood, Ainun just smiled no more because Ainun did not want to cause something that he did not want.
"Bisu.ya.." sillyly said.
"Darling yes.pretty-beautiful mute." he said again Ainun sure he is not from among students or campus environment who knows who he is.
Ainun who did not want to cause a commotion only smiled with annoyance that was held because he had never been treated rudely by men in his family environment.
"Ko..by yes.mute girls become doctors.." she seems like she knows that Ainun is not yet a doctor.
Ainun was still patiently waiting for him until the blood from him was done filling the blood bag nearby, not long after it finally finished the process and with his control style he still wanted to try out Ainun.
"Thank you.have helped dear yes.his beauty if you can't talk.." she intended to leave Ainun.
"Sama-sama.thank you for the compliment.which hurts.." Ainun replied that making someone embarrassed was not stupid.
There was a taste that sliced his heart because of the spicy speech of someone who made himself hold back his tears that were already in the corner of the eye.
"Mba can help me." he asked politely in a position ready to lay down for his blood.
"Yes, I will help." Ainun replied by lowering his head without seeing who the interlocutor is.
"Sorry.can I do it now.." Ainun still remembered all the words of someone who hurt him.
At the moment Ainun put a needle to draw blood from someone, as Ainun's tears that could not be held slid freely that made someone rise from his position and ask his condition.
"You're fine, '" he asked softly which made Ainun surprised by a voice that was a little widely known a few weeks ago.
"Oh.sorry.sorry.mengganggu brother comfort.." his reply with mixed sobs.
"I.ok.mba who is not comfortable seems there is something I can help.." he asked with a word of calm Ainun.
"I'm sorry.I'm just sensitive." she replied softly.
"Why don't you have to rest.let me with others." he said with the aim of calming not another intention.
"Ga.kakak..i am fine.." Ainun replied continuing his task but with eyes that still dripped clear circles.
Ainun remembered her papa who calmed herself down when she was sad and hugged her warmly until she regained her composure.
"Your mother.is fine." he asked again to make Ainun more sad.
Ainun bowed in tears remembering the words of the person who hurt him cruelly in his opinion.
And unknowingly someone rubbed Ainun's hand whose purpose was to calm him there was no other purpose because at this time only a few people were still drawn blood with the help of the PMI officer himself and Ainun's colleagues somehow disappeared where.
"Pacify yourself.ga is good at crying in public." she asked by rubbing the back of her hand because she was also confused about how to calm the charming girl in front of her eyes.
Wanting to hug her to calm herself again but she was not her muhrim that was in her mind, if only it was halal she not only hugged her but also asked a lot who made her cry.
"Look..the ceiling is out there so cloudy.the sun chose to hide.because it can't stand to see your sorrows.." he added without a smile he spoke like he also felt the sadness that Ainun felt.
"Opaan.sih.the bright sky people are so.the sun is quite blazing.." with a slight smile Ainun replied to the silly speech of someone who was still lying because of his blood.
"Yes.now but just now.slightly cloudy.ko even there is a little droopy.that came down.since I read the matra so god expel cloudy with a gentle breeze..finally the cloudiness disappeared and the sun appeared with shame but surely with a little smile.." someone turned into a lot of talk according to Ainun who made himself back a little calm forget the heartache he felt.
This figure slightly resembles his father who always wants to see himself happy and does not want any sadness displayed in front of his loved ones.
"Sorry.smile you are sweet.why should the tears I witnessed.." she pretended to mutter.
"Sister.me.know.that's for me.kan.." Ainun protested by bowing his face in shame and was already in good health.
"Oh.sorry.if you hear.." His breath pretended not to see Ainun.
There is comfort in both of them at this time even though in a moment that is not good but make both of these beautiful and happy, whether this is the name that is clearly a scenario God is beautiful set it.
When hurt there is an antidote that comes until the pain is treated without having to find first what kind of antidote will be the medicine of the pain.
Time so quickly passed the blood collection process was over, to make someone not want to leave this moment quickly passed.
"Thank you.kak already want to participate..in this blood donor.." said Ainun who still tidied up his blood bag.
"Sama-sama.don't cry anymore.yes.if something hurts just call me..Andika and that's my room." she said showing her name on her chest as well as her study.
"Oh.sorry.sorry.sir.I think the big brother like me.sorry once again sir." said Ainun cupped his hands together in his chest.
"I.same as you are a student.just asked to help ease the work of the lecturer of chemical engineering." he explained what his status on campus.
"Then.this uniform.." asked Ainun curiously.
"Oh..I serve.mabes." he said explaining the uniform he was wearing.
"Oh. like that." Ainun replied with a nod of understanding.
"It's not like that but it's like this." Andika replied explaining the uniform she was wearing by standing up straight showing her attack.
Ainun smiled looking funny why it should also be shown because every day Ainun often saw his papa before the lecture that he thought in his mind.
"Sorry.yeah.mba.at this time is not a clown.smuck but a donor.." andika said she innocently wanted Ainun to smile again before she left him because she had to attend an important meeting later in the afternoon to finalize her mission plan.
"What the hell.kakak.mana there are clowns ga funny.." exclaimed Ainun want to reply Andika.
"I'm sorry, I thought you thought I was a clown because from then on the smile almost won the star of the toothpaste ad." he said again which made Ainun smile more.
"His smile save first.I am afraid I will run out of stock.I lose if your smile runs out.." Godanya again that makes Ainun embarrassed.
"Sorry.I have to say goodbye to go home first.because there are other needs.remember yes.don't be sad again and look for me if sad and another save yes.smile it for me.." he casually spoke.
"Assalamualaikum.kajangan themselves carefully.dah." he said as a request to Ainun.
"Waalaikum salam.ya be careful good luck.." Ainun said with a wave of his hand.
After Andika's death, Ainun also left the hall where blood donation took place to find his friends who had left him first.
Actually unbeknownst to both Fatur saw the closeness of the two, there was a sense of pleasure also sad in Fatur's chest from the pleasure he sincerely Ainun get people who love him, he said, from her sadness she would let go of Ainun with another person she loved so much.
That's the figure of Ainun who is a little admired and liked by many people because he is polite friendly which balanced intelligence and good personality he has.