
..."Yep..Allah make our days full of obedience to You, and make this heart full of patience to always open the door of Your grace "Rendra....
Days have changed to weeks so weeks have changed months, there have been no signs of icebergs on Allea's heart melted, what's more this morning is more of a test peak for Azlan who just returned home from the mosque after morning prayers.
Azlan who was already inside the house could only see Allea was still asleep like never before, Azlan could only wake up to remind the morning prayers.
Azlan chose to prepare breakfast and clean the house and other homework without involving Allea who was still asleep.
Until Azlan served, he saw Allea still in the room exactly still wrapped in a blanket, Azlan was not angry he just checked Allea's condition before he left the house.
"Om..berdinas first.yes.breakfast do not forget already om.prepare.." Azlan kissed Allea's head gently.
"Assalamualaikum.qalbiu.." Azlan came out of the room and prepared for the morning apple as usual his regular activities.
Azlan had left the official house with the house clean and the matter of stomach affairs was also available.
Allea who actually woke up after dawn was only in because she was coming guests so did not pray at dawn and felt stomach cramps but did not want to tell Azlan.
Allea who felt pain in her stomach, wanted to try to clean herself but what she got was fainting at the entrance with a wet shirt that had slipped.
Azlan who usually after the apple went straight to his room this time he forgot to bring his cheek, he said, Azlan said his greetings and entered into the atmosphere of his house still like he was leaving invisible Allea who should he be preparing for the morning lecture Azlan thought.
Inside Azlan's room did not find Allea, he searched the kitchen and there was no table still with food untouched.
Azlan went to the bathroom where he saw Allea in wet clothes in unconsciousness, Azlan was confused because he had never touched Allea's body.
Still in a state of worry Azlan lifted Allea's body with wet clothes, it feels like Azlan asked for help next door mother but Azlan thought again if only the mother knew he had not touched his wife disgrace for himself and Allea with guilt Azlan replaced wet clothes Allea with an erratic heart.
He's a normal man what else Allea is a woman, a big lie if there is no desire to touch him but he still has faith and his common sense is still in a state of good control, he said, until the mind of the distant demon shot.
Just the bismillah and Istighfar readings he read during Allea's dressing, let alone seeing there was a red liquid he was at a loss as to what to do, he said, allea who is still not aware by being forced to ask google mba.
From there he got an answer and how he should do, after all done Azlan asked for permission to come late and the reason and the request was understood by his commander.
Allea began to open her eyes slowly with the condition of having changed clothes and in front of her Azlan sat with her.
"Have.wake up.qalbii.." Azlan with his worried face that he showed.
"Sorry.om confused what to do.but clearly om only intend to replace no more.." Azlan gave a warm lemon tea to reduce the pain from his stomach after asking google mba.
Allea who was sitting on the bed looked embarrassed but what she said was unconscious at that time, Allea was reluctant to see Azlan after the incident that hit him even though he had been helped.
To say thank you, Allea could not bear the embarrassment that dominated the moment, only the bowed face that Allea showed Azlan.
"So about the absence of om.have asked permission directly to the lecturer who taught the study today.so just rest..do not worry.." said Azlan by rubbing the head of Allea.
"Still.sick.we go to the doctor.yuk.." Azlan asked Allea who just shook her head.
"Om.can stay.or want to be taken care of.let's permission.." asked Azlan seriously staring at Allea.
"Al.himself nothing ko.." he replied with still downcast shame.
"Yes.udah.om go first.if there is anything contact om.ok.." Azlan kissed Allea's head gently.
Azlan stepped out of the room yet Azlan closed the door Allea groaned in pain which made Azlan go back inside at the sight of Allea holding her stomach and look pale face.
Azlan did what his mother told him to do by compressing Allea's stomach and giving painkillers and occasionally Azlan massaged Allea's feet that felt cold because of enduring the pain.
Someone came to the official house to ensure Azlan's condition and Azlan explained that his wife was sick and could not be left alone because a few hours ago in unconsciousness, someone understood and this news was heard by eyang who immediately came to Azlan's official house.
"What condition..Al.mas.." asked eyed by patting Azlan's shoulder.
"It has improved a little that.cuma has not wanted to be invited to the doctor.." Azlan.
At the sight of Allea who was asleep and eyed did not want to wake him, he did not worry because Allea was with the person responsible and seemed patient to take care of him.
"Thank you for taking care of Al.I'm sorry if it's a hassle.mas.." Eyang stepped with Azlan towards the exit.
"That title..Al.." pinta eyed endlessly at Azlan.
"It's my duty not to worry and worry.." Azlan held tightly onto his hand.
"Let's see who will ask permission.just in case Al.to improve.." pinta eyang by explaining to Azlan who just nodded his head to understand.
After the departure of Eyang Azlan contacted his mother asking what food should be given to Allea, the mother understood and her mother asked Azlan to calm down there would be a driver from the grandfather's house who would bring food as long as Allea was sick, Candy herself who prepared food with Azlan who her mother brought her.
Azlan patiently fed the still weak Allea, for the purposes of going to the bathroom Azlan accompanied him even though just waiting at the entrance, so Azlan's attention on Allea who was still weak.
But unfortunately the iceberg is only slightly melting it seems like the sun is still reluctant to warm the iceberg so that it melts quickly.
Either Azlan misheard or Allea's mood changed, after the prayer magrib Azlan recited the holy verse until before the Islamic prayer he returned to the mosque and upon arrival at home saw Allea who was holding her stomach back in pain.
"Still.sick.ayo we go to the doctor.." pinta Azlan on Allea.
"Ga.mas..has been good ko.." reply Allea left Azlan who like misheard by calling himself from Allea.
"Eat.eat.." asked Azlan softly.
"Not yet." replied Allea briefly who was sitting in a long chair in the middle room.
"Wait.several om prepare.." pinta Azlan who left Allea.
Azlan brought a plate of cooked rice half mushy with warm soup and other side dishes, patiently Azlan returned to feed Allea who seemed embarrassed but Azlan asked for it.
"Still.want to add.." asked Azlan with a smile.
"Ga.thank you.." Azlan again fell silent to make sure it was a call for him at his service home not at his old-fashioned home or his family.
"Qalbii.." call Azlan gently on Allea who is still sitting nearby.
"Yes.mas." Allea replied with a plain look at Azlan, Azlan immediately hugged Allea and cried and asked Allea to call him again.
"Yes.mas.there's what.yes.mas.." Allea confusedly looked at Azlan who was crying hugging him warmly without saying anything that clearly Azlan was happy for Allea to call that designation at the same time.
The fruit of his patience began to look indeed Allah is a great heart-reverser, The hardened Allea is not opposed to the harsh nature by Azlan but the tenderness that Azlan shows despite the meaning of Azlan's own name of lion but he can be as gentle as the mother's caress.
Azlan could only thank God for softening Allea's hard heart, Azlan did not ask for more just ask to always be patient in this matter as long as Allea still wanted to be with him.
The other matter was not even a little bit in Azlan's heart to think about, friends of the service only see Azlan bucin when the current thing Azlan felt but the value of worship that Azlan continues to believe so feels calm in living it.