
"If we miss someone who is sure to find a cure, but if God wants us to give a test so that we prostrate ourselves in longing for Him" Candy.
Forgetting that was not in Candy's mind, she first loves after her father, grieving for sure but to continue lamenting is not in Candy's dictionary, she said, dear people Rendra needs himself to look strong and strong to accept the destiny of his god.
Not to lose the sense of loss, Rendra has given a lot of surprises that are beyond what Candy thinks like this afternoon.
"Non..many guests are waiting for non.." assistant housewife mama accidentally picked up Candy at the main entrance.
"Yes.thank you.bu." Candy stepped into the living room, she had just returned from her hospital home.
Candy still wants to continue working so that a little divided mind does not continue to shiver someone, no other purpose just does not want to fall in the eyes of Rendra's favorite person.
"Siang.bu.." greet some people who are in the living room, none of them Candy knows.
One of the men began to introduce themselves, followed by the others, more than in front of people, they were neatly dressed and the way they spoke was polite and respectful to Candy.
"Previous.I want to introduce myself in advance Candy nur Aini.what can I help" Candy spoke formally and politely.
One of them is a lawyer who has been entrusted to take care of anything that involves the law, Rendra, he explained his arrival and explained that all those present were Rendra's confidants who took care of Rendra's property assets privately not owned by his parents, from some companies he owned, from some companies he owned, land and deposits are also two orphanages, one a dhuafa house and one a nursing home.
A lawyer explained in detail, the lawyer only conveyed the mandate of Rendra among others for monthly finance will be given for the purposes of a month of child tuition, monthly shopping needs, and, the assistance payment money in the home of the mother who takes care of the needs of her small family, as well as the unexpected needs that, about the management of the company, the management of the company, the home and the house of the dhuafa already exist who take care of only occasionally need Candy's signature, which makes Candy a little stunned the cost of school children have been prepared to the level of master by Rendra.
"Bu.soal occupancy whenever the mother is ready to want a new dwelling we will have prepared, one of which is located not far from the house of the big master as well as the father's land belongs to the father" he said that makes Candy even more surprised it turns out that the vast land that is often passed by him belongs to Rendra without Candy's knowledge.
"And about the monthly money we will send at the beginning of the month.or at the request of our mother is ready to always stay mom confirm it" he said again, Candy listened to everything conveyed by the lawyer, said the lawyer, not the pleasure that Candy felt but increasingly missed the best figure he had.
After enough explanation from Rendra's lawyer and not the slightest question from Candy that there is only a speech that surprises all in the room.
"Sorry.I think it's too early, I'm sure my husband is still fine just not found, just not found yet, not that I don't need it all but for now I think it's still enough and I can still meet the needs of my little family" Candy explained to everyone present, he's so tough and calm that Candy's more shocking belief that Rendra's still alive just hasn't given her any word of where she is today.
"But ma'am.that's my message if something happens and I hope to give an explanation of all this as soon as possible" said one of them.
"If the matter of.companies, parlors and houses of dhuafa please just but for our needs let it be my responsibility" Candy like refusing.
"That's.all belongs to my husband.not to me if only it could be exchanged for my husband's presence here, I would choose my husband's presence here" candy's words seriously sounded to make everyone in the room a little surprised, and they were all like the same thought in their thinking" It's worth Rendra being so affectionate and admiring his wife even from whatever" they thought in silence.
"The matter of occupancy should not be necessary because I do not want to see the parents of my husband feel increasingly lost let me stay here by keeping it as my responsibility to my husband" Say Candy with a smile that is forced to be friendly.
Personally, Rendra's lawyer is saluted by the personality that Candy has, so does everything in the room they think is made from what Candy's heart and what education her parents gave to have this noble and humble heart.
After it is felt enough all ask for a farewell retreat to Candy and be ready whenever Candy is needed in any case according to Rendra's request in his will.
Candy kindly delivers to the front door of the main luxury house owned by Rendra's parents, it seems like all people trust Rendra made astonished and thumbs up with the attitude that Candy showed even though the first time they met was made comfortable there nearby.
Candy herself was about to clean up but she remembered not having met papa Rendra's mama, with the slightly tired steps she felt towards Rendra's mama's room.
After saying his greetings, and asked how he was after it was felt enough Candy to say goodbye to clean up.
The gurgling sound of water coming out of the bathroom cramp can disguise the sound of Candy crying that broke in the bathroom owned by Rendra, let out all the sense of loss he felt so much during the meeting with Rendra's confidants.
Until there was a knock on the bathroom door and a soft call from his small mouth that made him strong.
"Ma.ma.ade's hungry.ma.." whining with his funny face.
Candy who opened the bathroom door, smiled and kissed her soft cheeks that looked like a bakpao.
"Ma.ma don't cry ade dear mama." he said increasingly reminding someone.
"Ga.ga.nangis.ko.mama is also dear ade.." by kissing again Azlan's cheek.
"Why eyes.mama red.." she asked Candy plainly by cupping her mother's face and looking at her eyes many times.
"Ade.lajika.." asked Candy to turn the discussion to Azlan.
With his innocent face he nodded his head a sign of true hunger, by wearing his hijab home Candy took Azlan to the dining table that usually Rendra always take for her.
"Ma.ade wants that one.." pinta Azlan but Candy doesn't seem to hear it.
"Ma.ade.mau that one.." Azlan repeated her request Candy still remained the same silent, unwittingly by Candy mama Rendra saw it after giving what Azlan wanted mama to hug Candy.
Candy who was silent was surprised to be hugged by Rendra's mother without realizing that the circle was sliding freely without Candy asking.
"Sobbing.lah mama know Can.kamu strong in front of all of us but not when Can..self.crying.so less burden in your chest.." Candy did not answer in the slightest only her tears that continued to flow like a river that was unbearable to feel.
Ainun who had just returned from school immediately hugged his mother as if to strengthen Candy that she did not have Ainun alone and Azlan, Candy's two children hugged him.
"Ma.ade.sama mba.ada for mama.." said Azlan who made mama Rendra wipe her tears, she said, she wanted to strengthen Candy but she herself was not strong to see the warmth of her two grandchildren that strengthened her mother.
"I'm sorry.mama ya.sayang.cannot keep papa to stay here.with us.." said Candy still in the arms of two of his children.
"Mama is the best.ko for us.." said Ainun who is very strong mama Rendra see, although at first he did not accept this situation.
"We will both take care.mama, grandma and grandpa." said the two by wiping tears on the cheeks of Candy and her grandmother.
"Mama don't be sad anymore yes.ade want a mama who likes to smile not who likes to cry." said Azlan plain that almost everything attached to the establishment exactly Rendra.
"Yes.sad.mama will smile a lot for ade.." said Candy who saw the innocence of each line of words from her tiny mouth.
But not with the heart of Candy who feels bad to lose a figure that spoils him with his jokes occasionally tease him, he is not only a husband figure but can be a brother, friend even a father is also a friend.
To him Candy dared to refuse, arguing even a little angry but she never retaliated with anger, raising her voice never before, widening her eyes never let alone speaking rudely.
Rendra figure in the eyes of Candy perfect almost no gap although mba Ayu always say bucin but he did not change well when both, but, with his small family even with a large family, especially in front of the crowd, he was right Rendra who was bucin for a Candy nur aini.
Candy's two children seem to want to be a booster for Candy who must be very lost but according to her promise Candy will be strong and hope there is a miracle that God loves for sincerity to receive a form of test in himself.