
..."Every human being must have felt disappointed, actually it's easy to eliminate your disappointment to make peace with your heart because that's the best way" Rendra....
Hoping for his arrival greeted with a smile that warms up to relieve fatigue and longing that buried all this time, but all lost was carried away by the wind of anxiety and it was just wishful thinking, he saw a helpless body with a pale face with infusion tubes attached to his hands with his mouth closed to help him breathe.
Having to be angry or cry it all can not be done anymore can only talk alone even though it is nearby.
"Assalamualaikum.qalbiu.." Azlan gave his greetings for the first time after his service.
"Still.too sleepy ya.until the arrival of mas ga welcomed.." Azlan was actually very sad but was trying hard.
"Let's go.qalbii wake up pitying our son.it needs qalbii.." Azlan hoped for a response from Allea by asking her to speak.
It sounds silly Azlan only speaks alone from asking questions to answering everything in his speech alone.
Like this picture of an Azlan sitting next to Allea in the ICU room for several weeks he lay unconscious after the surgery process, his baby survived even in a weakened state because it was not time.
Rendra had gathered in front of his son as an apology for ignoring his anger, Azlan did not blame his papa by waking up his papa.
"Ga.pa.ga pa.ini is not true.papa must have given the best.." exclaimed Azlan hugged his papa who intends to gather as his apology.
"Ga.dek papa who wrongly allowed Al.tinggal in the house eyang.." Rendra knew Azlan was strong just in front of him.
"Father has given the best pa.all of God's plans pa..sudah we both pray'a just hope there is a miracle pa.. for Allea " Azlan clasped his papa's hand to no longer blame himself for everything that had happened.
The condition of Azlan's baby has begun to improve Candy always monitors his development, Azlan is grateful to have a family that is always there in anything.
"Well.ma.anak ade.." Azlan wanted to know the development of his baby because he was more focused on Allea.
"Dek.ini is just a way what's wrong in trying to invite Mika (son of Azlan the name that Rendra gave) might be able to make Al. realized.." pinta Candy on Azlan who like Azlan agrees with her mother's advice.
"Mica.." Azlan was a little surprised to hear a simple but pleasant name according to Azlan.
"Yes.papa who gives only calls if ade ga like not to be continued.." Candy explained.
"Ga.ma.ade likes.." Azlan was proud of his father who took the initiative to give his son a name.
"Alhamdulillah Mika has gained weight.." Candy hopes Azlan does not fall into this situation.
"Thank God.ma wish there was a miracle for her mother.." Azlan was confident that Allea would regroup together.
While the Azlan family is still focusing on Allea's condition, elsewhere Allea's sister gave a worrying news again her eyes back in the hospital this time she was critical because the drop thinking of Allea supported the age factor as well.
Azlan asked his mother while looking after Allea, Azlan accompanied by his papa to see the condition of eye and as his hopes were thin, he was also less responsive to anyone who visited him.
Only Azlan seemed to shed tears and his eyes seemed to say something, and Azlan tried to win him over to calm down.
Azlan could not be long because he left Allea and his son, Allea's brother understood and allowed Azlan and his father to resign back to the hospital where Allea was treated.
Not yet Azlan and his father arrived at the hospital precisely still on the way back in contact if he had to go home to the omnipotent life.
Azlan like getting a hard slap without cause yet he got good news about the good development of his wife is now faced with the news of illness and now must return to the owner of life.
Rendra hugged Azlan in order to reduce the burden on her son, who was crying off the slight weight in his chest.
"God dear ade.." said papa by rubbing his back.
"Pa.ade has to how.." Azlan was already a little resigned to the situation.
Rendra informs his family and Candy to keep Allea and Mika safe while Azlan and himself take care of the military funeral is indeed the authority of the dynastic eye but Azlan is a family from the family eyang and Azlan's son.
Allea's sister looks very bad luck there is a large family of Azlan as her sister-in-law, Andika is also not inferior in making busy with being a priest to sholatkan eyeang.
Many of the relations of the seminary who attended the funeral to pay their last respects to eyang yng have loyalty in the service.
After a procession of military burials, one by one relations left the cemetery to leave Allea and Azlan's older brother with his extended family.
Here Allea's sister feels the kindness of Azlan's extended family and is proud to have a family like Azlan, who has high concern and without asking for any self-respect to all she knows.
In silence Azlan prayed and recalled the incident before he said goodbye, look eyed shed tears unfortunately eyang was not able to say maybe he wanted to leave Allea on him " which may be accepted by your worship charity..Allah give the best place for him, he is a good person.yes I will take care of your trust.." in silence Azlan gave his best do'a to look.
Azlan and Rendra do not go straight to the hospital but clean up first by returning to the mansion owned by his grandfather.
"Eat first.dek.." pinta grandma is also a grandfather who is afraid Azlan forgot to take care of himself.
" No hungry grandma.." Azlan who had prepared himself by waiting for his papa.
"Ga.dek you have to eat not for you but for Mika and Allea remember that come papa tamani.." Rendra gave Azlan the plate.
Rendra also ate because in the hospital sometimes he likes to forget about stomach affairs more focused on the son of Azlan and Allea.
Rendra asks her assistant to prepare provisions for Candy who must have forgotten to fill her stomach.
In the service Azlan is still in free after his duty outside the city in this case Azlan is stranded in this case, making himself more focused on caring for the son and Allea.
Azlan looked pensively just looking at the street with a blank look, I don't know where he is currently that makes Rendra concerned to see the condition of his son who really needs people who are a backrest for him at this time even though it looks strong but deep he must be fragile.
It looks like Rendra will have to take a quick decision so as not to regret it later on but whether Azlan will be one thought with him.
"Dek.Kamana if there are no more two days of development from Allea we take Allea to Germany or Japan.." Rendra requests a decision from Azlan.
"Yes.pa is also thinking about.but does Allea's sister allow.." Azlan slightly felt Allea's brother also had to be involved because he did not want there to be misunderstandings in the future.
"On that let papa who takes care of him must be a thought with us.Dek you take care of the preparation of the document.." Rendra divided the task with her son.
"Ready pa.." cried Azlan who is now no longer daydreaming.
It seems like Rendra has been thinking about the next step for Allea's recovery, which makes Azlan even more proud of his papa who does not stay silent on this.
Upon arrival at the Azlan hospital, Candy replaced the task of having to eat and pray first..
"Honey.ayo here.." Rendra gives food to Candy, but Candy rejects him on the grounds of not wanting to eat.
"Come on.this is the bribe.." Candy can not refuse the understanding Rendra is very attentive to her partner.
Candy receives each bribe from Rendra who looks very patient to give every bribe to Candy, until the last bribe that Candy receives from the hand of Rendra who seduces Candy.
"He said he didn't want to eat but one lunchbox ran out." Rendra's tease that made Candy shy and pinched Rendra.
Rendra can only laugh a little in the waiting room now both are located, and Rendra tells all her plans Candy also agrees Rendra's opinion to give the best for Allea who deserves her health.
And who else had to take care of all this other than her husband's caring family and only her brother's brother left from Allea made the Azlan family more and more want to embrace Allea under any circumstances, both healthy and sick and asylum and sorrow.