Owner of Beautiful Eyes
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"Making up the brotherhood of one faith is better, because in it always remind each other in goodness, both in joy and pleasure this is the brotherhood that will reach His heaven" Rendra.

Ainun, who had been busy with his lectures, rarely communicated with his mother, whom he missed, especially when the evening is usually spent with chatting with a complete family even though it is incomplete because the beloved sister who must study at the boarding school with her cousin sister from Nisrina.

In addition to busy enjoying the lecture period is also busy with questions Dinda who asks for certainty what relationship she has with Fatur, who is, Ainun has explained several times that Dinda does not believe because Fatur is always looking for opportunities to meet Ainun.

Ainun himself was really busy because on the sidelines of his vacation he preferred to go home or visit the orphanage owned by his father, because he thought when else while he could.

Ainun chose not to be active in the activities on the campus, he preferred to spend time in the library when on campus with Intan, his daughter's dormitory friend who he knew first than Dinda only Intan is different from him.

Ainun believed Intan as the place to tell stories about Fatur who had approached him several times and had expressed his heart to Ainun, according to Intan Ainun too good to choose better friends only no more, Ainun keeps his feelings more in Dinda who likes Fatur.

I don't know how many times Fatur had not met him when visiting his daughter's dormitory even though only in the guest room on the grounds of having slept or not feeling well was Intan who met him and conveyed his message to Fatur.

Fatur is actually a kind and polite child only Ainun chose friendship rather than looking for the enemy that Intan knew, and Dinda himself more freely breezed closer to Fatur even occasionally venting if Fatur treats with spoiled or stories that seem to invite jealous Ainun who according to him Fatur chose himself who became his close friend.

Actually Dinda was wrong Fatur still occasionally came to the dorm and Intan always met him until he asked Intan actually Ainun had someone special or not to reject it subtly.

Intan himself does not know much because Ainun is very closed to the matter of that one he is more focused on duty and worship if there is no more in the dorm, he rarely watches tv with others he prefers to call his house person or his cousin.

So much does Fatur's love for Ainun to do something spontaneous like the current one in the hallway of the campus when Ainun and Intan walk after exiting the campus library where Fatur deliberately expressed his feelings for Ainun who clearly, it has been subtly rejected that explains that the self wants to focus on college.

But Fatur's belief states that Ainun only reasoned that he could accept Dinda to be his lover, because the closeness of Dinda with Fatur a little more has become public consumption in his campus.

"Donest.have a special person in your heart.besides me.." pinta Fatur in one of the campus hallways.

Ainun who had been cornered because there were many reasons that Ainun gave but did not make Fatur take a step back.

"Yes.there is someone special in my heart." Ainun replied firmly by pointing to someone who looks very far away in uniform like his papa who happens to be on campus, I don't know what someone needs on Ainun campus.

"Why aren't you honest from the start..Ai..until this feeling has grown in my heart.." said Fatur look limp wipe the face of his face.

"Sorry.sister.from the beginning Ai.had said Ai.wanted to focus on college and so that brother was not hurt by the presence of someone.." said Ainun with reason that clearly hope that someone does not hear and know what he has done because it is only made a diversion of reasons to reject Fatur who hopes he becomes a special person in his heart.

"OKs..Ai..thank you for the taste that once grew in my heart but may we remain friends.." pinta Fatur politely and Ainun himself only kept silent for a moment and then smiled forcedly.

Fatur left Ainun who was still confused by the situation he had just experienced, Intan himself was surprised and there were many questions running cheerfully in his brain just that it was impossible if he asked for an explanation now to Ainun who was also equally surprised by Fatur's sudden attitude in the wrong one campus hallway where the two are currently only silent.

On the way back to the dormitory Intan just silent as well as Ainun who like still shok with the spontaneous statement Fatur and Ainun answer that surprised him also Fatur because so far Ainun never told me that he has a lover because during knowing Ainun never met guests except his parents or only the driver who happened to pick up when the holidays arrived that Intan knows.

Upon arrival at the dormitory, the two were still silent with many questions in their respective brains until the two separated into their respective rooms.

Ainun who had cleaned himself sat by himself looking out the window of his room with a memory of the incident that happened a few hours ago.

"Lord.if only I could beg that someone on campus did not hear what I said.." pinta Ainun rubbed his face embarrassed and was a little afraid.

"Why do I do that too.." Ainun hugged the pillow that happened to be next to her.

"But I'm sure he didn't hear because it was far away, too.." Ainun convinced himself.

Ainun was silent for a moment as if he wanted to remember someone wearing a uniform like his papa who happened to be on his campus, like wanting to know who he was and what he needed on his campus.

"Ih..kok so I'm kepo..or curious yes.." in alone Ainun said alone.

"Ah.maybe it just happens or there is a need with the campus." he said again alone.

"But who is he." asked Ainun again, who was smiling shyly this time.

That was what Ainun now felt for someone he did not know but there was a sense of curiosity as well as guilt for lying to Fatur in the name of someone as the lover of his heart.

But on the other side of a person as a hero who helps him who comes at the right time, because there are many reasons that are conveyed so what other reasons can convince Fatur to no longer ask him to be his lover.

There was guilt in that person but what might be the power of this might be the way of god as well that had presented someone who was a helper to Ainun was also a glimpse of what Ainun was thinking back then.

Actually it's something silly that Ainun just did that previously Ainun always used his sense and logic whether because it was desperate until his sense was lost Ainun thought with a laugh that was held up for being alone in his room.

Ainun, who was still recalling the incident he had just passed, was shocked by the knocking sound of the door asking him to go outside the room because it was time to eat together.

As usual, there were many voices of dormitory girls who had sat in their respective places interspersed with small talk and greetings from the new dormitory residents outside of their respective rooms, that was one of the moments missed from the residents of the dormitory if they have left the dorm later.

After eating with Ainun choose the back garden for a place to relax before nightfall, Ainun thought only himself who would relax turned out to be Intan first there by listening to music from his cheek object.

"Hi..self.." said Ainun to Intan who did not hear because she covered her ears with something that produced a voice, only a smile that meaningfully represented.

Ainun looked at the starry sky only a dark color was visible, as the cool breeze blew on the leaves of the shady trees in the back garden.

"Ai.really.that was the afternoon of your boyfriend.." Intan asked surprised Ainun.

"Yes.gitu.deh.." her real reply was afraid of being caught lying.

"Why don't you meet." asked Intan again probing.

"Says.there must be.in the care of.so he sent a message.." Ainun replied afraid of being caught lying.

"She..important people yes.until you can not meet for a moment just.hai dear.." asked Intan with his hand show people say hello.

"Yes.like that.but no problem for me.Its important that figure is always there for me.." Ainun explained by pretending to look far away, because his eyes would tell the truth.

"But it's your pain that needs him.." Intan seems to understand a little the way of courtship that the guy is in every time with a courtship whose guy is stupid is more concerned with himself.

"We.all understand each other.our busyness is all.." Ainun actually did not want to explain any further.

"Ko.can ya..." Intan was getting confused in silence.

Ainun seemed to know the consequences of his lies would be there again and there were other lies to cover up every lie he did, he said, but how else would he prefer friendship from a courtship that is clear if he accepts Fatur liked his friend.

According to him, friendships are difficult to find but a boyfriend can be found as long as it is comfortable to be made, it is as far as Ainun knows but he himself has never dated.