
Don't be so nice to me, Denta!
My heart is not yours!
Elijah sat bitterly in his sobs.
At the same time, Denta also made no less bitter.
I'm sorry, El…
I didn't mean to imprison you my way. I'm just trying to enjoy life. Gulp down the rest of my time. Because no one knows tomorrow, I consider it a gift today. And you are the most beautiful gift God sent.
Let me have you for a moment!
And I'll go quietly.
"Never close yourself again, Eli.." whispered Denta in the girl's ear. Parau and lirih. But able to penetrate into the recesses of Elijah's heart. "Let me stop for a while, give me a drop of water to quench a little thirst. I'm tired, Eli. Really! I'm tired…"
Elijah is getting sobbing. More trembling and as if crumbling. Why does it feel like a farewell sentence? poignant mind.
Is this partnership really going to end? thought Elijah.
Can't he be healed?
Has he not begun to recover?
Mother Denta bowed down and turned her face away, hiding the teary mouth that started to spread, then twisted her body and moved away from the pavilion. Trying to give time for the two to let go of each other.
Elijah pulled his face away from Denta's chest, then looked up at his face.
Denta sighed heavily and forced a smile, then wiped Elijah's tears with his knuckles, before finally wiping his own tears. "I know it's too soon, Eli!" whispered again. "I know you're not ready. So you don't have to do anything. There is no need to reply to anything I give because I will not need anything you give me. I just want to give. And you just have to take it."
Elijah gulped and knitted his eyebrows together. Don't know how to respond.
Denta's right, everything's too fast!
So fast that Elijah can't even catch his point.
And before Elijah could understand what was happening, Denta had already grabbed him again. The man slipped his face on Elijah's shoulder and whispered, "Receive me as your lover, Eli!"
Elijah bit his lips half grimaced, clenching his eyes tightly together. A stinging and warm feeling ambushed him at the same time. His heartbeat shook and exploded until it stifled his chest. A strange tenderness choked his neck.
Happiness knocks on every nerve endings. But at the same time, sadness also sliced through his heart.
These nuances feel awful, Elijah thought.
Why does her love statement feel like goodbye?
Elijah raised both his hands and wrapped them around Denta's neck. Sadness is getting worse as their arms tighten.
The tighter Elijah hugged him, the more the man felt like he was disappearing.
It's strange! inner Elijah.
Why does it feel like this?
This was the first time he had heard a statement of love from a man. But what he had imagined all this time, it didn't feel like this.
.
.
.
I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be, too many bitter tears are training down on me. I'm far away from home, and I've been facing this alone for much too long.🎼.
One classic song, the masterpiece of the world-Queen-legendary musician: Too Much Love Will Kill You, tickled softly in Elijah's ear through his headset device.
The only song that— according to him—just right enough to represent his feelings.
I was just a piece from my past, so many bitter tears dripping from my eyes. I am far from home, and have faced many things alone for a long time.
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me, about growing up and what a struggle it would be. In my tangled state of mind, I've been looking back to find where I went wrong.
Too much love will kill you—Too Much Love Will Kill You.
If you can't make a decision, split between the lover and the love you left behind. You're headed for disaster because you never read the omens.
Too much love will kill you every time!
Elijah bowed with a grim look, his steps had reached the parking lot when someone patted his shoulder.
The girl was aghast and removed the headset from her ear. "Dedes!" the squeals were shocked, as if the guy had appeared all of a sudden and out of nowhere.
The guy sighed and gasped. "Call-calling Cave from earlier," he said huffling, then bent down to bend his stomach.
"Sori," Elijah said, pointing his headset at Dede.
Dede snorted while twirling his eyeballs with a sloppy look. "Pantes aje budeg!" his gerrick.
Elijah chuckled, then turned off the music player on his phone. "Oh, yeah! Coincidentally bat met you here. I've also really been looking for you from earlier. I'm men menta please" he said, patting Dede's shoulder. "Lu want to help me, will you?"
Dede straightened her body and sighed once more, then looked at Elijah. "What?" tanyanya enthusiastic. "As long as the cave can help, the cave will help!"
Elijah grinned. "Do you want to sign me up for Kejurda later?" he asked, then suddenly looked doubtful, "But…"
Dede simultaneously knitted his brows, waiting for Elijah to finish his sentence.
"Lu can, can't you.. This secret is from the kids?" ask Elijah beware.
Dede was silent.
"Gue pen you list me on behalf of... Denta! Denta Emperor!" Elijah added.
Dede gulped and stuttered for a moment before being able to reply, "OK," he said excitedly. "You need to, I want to be your pit crew too!"
Elijah was flabbergasted with a cramped face. "okay!" exclaims happily. Then pat Dede on the shoulder. "Thanks" he later revealed.
Dede smiled broadly as she brandished her two thumbs.
"That's it, I'll say it!" elijah said as he glanced down the driveway.
Denta's car is crawling in the driveway.
At the same time, someone hit Elijah's shoulder from behind until he staggered to the side. Dede spontaneously grabbed the girl's waist and held her back.
"Damn it!" cry Elijah impatiently, then jerk his head to the side and tighten his jaw.
It turns out it's still the same girl who pushed him yesterday!
"Sori," he said with a frightened face. "Gue not intentionally!"
"Again?" elijah did not want to believe. Not a second time, he thought.
"Sori! I'm in a hurry!" The girl ran away from Elijah and ran into the driveway.
Elijah glared at the girl's back and was flabbergasted with Dede.
At the end of the driveway, a modified RX-KING motorcycle was parked waiting for the girl.
The girl now jumped up into the splint with both hands holding on to the rider's waist.
Denta followed Elijah—'s line of sight feeling a little strange looking at his lover's expression, then peeking out from inside the car.
The man on the Harley motorcycle Curse was also frozen staring at Elijah.
Evans!
Elijah froze looking at the man with a paled face.
Denta smiled faintly and turned away. Then honking the horn to make Dede and Elijah aghast.
Elijah gasped at Denta's car, then darted towards him. Why else is he too? thought surprised. It was out of Denta's habit.
Doesn't he usually get out of the car and open the door?