Pursuing the Love of Mr. Ling
267. Virendra Natapraja
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Days passed, the state of Rafello's company had improved and began to stabilize again after being assisted by his brother. Rafello was really grateful to his brother. The last few days his relationship with his brother did not improve due to the actions of his son and wife, but fortunately the heart and mind of his brother is spacious and broad, so his brother does not dispute it. It is precisely with his open arms that his brother helps himself in stabilizing the state of his company which is on the verge of collapse.
For some time, Rafello's life seemed to be being tested continuously. He no longer has the spirit of life. Iatri and her daughter can no longer tour like they used to. They both rebelled together. Maybe now who is able to strengthen himself elain family is his eldest son, Virendra.
The school holidays that should run smoothly and cheerful just be this way. Rafello felt bad for his eldest son. All this time other than him and the Natapraja family, no one had paid attention to him anymore. Ayu whose status was related to her birth mother never turned her eyes on the eldest child. Ayu was more concerned about their daughter. Even though neither Virendra nor Vanesha, both are the same as flesh and blood. Navun Ayu completely closed her eyes and heart to the boy.
Sometimes, Rafello also did not pay attention to the child because of the busy work. The boy was lonely, but he never complained.
To this day, Viren still lives in the residence of the great family Natapraja. The boy did not even want to follow his mother to their house that was there. Since his arrival to Indonesia, Viren at all bellum met the grandparents of his mother. Viren is not in love with them, he is closer to his papa family.
Rafello's footsteps led him back to Natapraja's residence. In addition to staying here, Rafello also deliberately came to meet his eldest son.
Tok...
Rafello knocked on his son's door and opened the door. It looks like his son is playing a game.
"Can you come in?" Ask Rafello.
"Just get the reward" said Virendra, The young man did not divert his attention to the door of his room, playing soon and will soon win the game.
Rafello smiled a little and went into his son's room. He walked towards his son who was sitting on his mattress.
"You busy?" Ask Rafello.
"So busy pah, because if diem bengong tkutnya kambet," said Viren.
"You like living here?" Ask Rafello.
"That's so cool, I'm not lonely here. There is a Faraz opa same Praja opa that occasionally nemenin me," said Viren.
"Wouldn't you like to go to mama's old house?" Ask Rafello.
"Males, I'd like to do something too. All this time, they only thought of Vanesh. Mending here," replied Viren.
During this time, perhaps even as long as Virendraa lived, both the grandfathers and grandmothers of her mother had never considered her existence. When he was a child, he never understood it, but after he grew up like now, he understood that his presence was never expected in the family. Not infrequently also if there is a family event, Virendra chose to be absent and not leave. Besides being boring he would also not be considered there. Unlike when the Natapraja family held an event, Virendra was always present without being absent.
"Dear of you, Mama?" Ask Rafeello.
"According to papa, with what I've been receiving, do I love my mom?" Instead of menjwan, Virendra actually turned to his mother.
"When the child's relationship with parents especially mothers will never break up at any time, even until we die later. But don't know why Viren never knew what kind of affection from mommy. Papa knows for himself, which is in the eyes and minds of mama and her family only Vanesha. Virendra is not jealous, Virendra just feels like Mama is not always affectionate with Viren, so for what Viren loves him," said Virenda.
Rafello's heart felt stabbed with a sharp dagger when he heard his son's speech. Without saying, Rafello already knows if this child really likes his mother. The loneliness he had always felt was hidden.
"Sorry papa, you should give that right to you. The right to be loved by the biological mother herself. Papa Agal made our family harmonious" Rafello said.
"Papa did not fail. Papa buukan not becus in the care of our family. pah, whose name is not only papa or me as a child who must understand each other and understand so that our family is harmonious, not only papa, but my mom should too. While all this time papa knows himself, mama never cared about the integrity of kelurag, which he cared only about the desire and happiness of Vaneha. like a car, if there were only dau or three oda only, if there were only three oda, the car will never get to its destination" Virendra said.
All this time, Virendra always swallowed everything himself. Lonely, sad, frustrated people never express themselves. He thinks silence is better than telling stories about the situation but no one wants to hear. All this time, Viren had gotten used to it.
"Viren loves mama, but the attitude and behavior of mama always bat Viren pikkir if the love that Viren has for mama is no longer necessary. Mama stays good and good as long as Vanesh is good and happy. Virendra knows himself, Virendra may never be destined to be loved by mama," said Virendra.
Rafello's mouth fell silent, unable to get a word out after hearing his eldest son's current ucappan. Perhaps the disappointment of his son is already very deep in his mother.
"Papa is not wrong. Papa works to live the life of Viren, papa is also willing to work hard to meet the life and needs of Viren. Viren is never confident papa, even though we rarely talk like this, Viren is still proud to have papa like papa," said Virendra.
"Viren has a request for papa, boleeh Viren says?" Taanya Viren's.
"What?" Ask Rafello.
"After thinking, finished this semester's holiday, Viren wants to move skolah and settle in this house alone pah. Here there are oma and opa that can accompany Viren. Viren hopes papa will allow that" Viren said.
"What if your mom doesn't agree?" Ask Rafello.
"Viren doesn't care, neither does mama pedduli" he replied.
Rafello was silent again. His son has his own choice, he has his own.
"Do you think my mom has changed?" Ask Fello. Viren shook his head.
"You think, if you divorce your mom, you're ready?"
tbc.
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