RAGASA

RAGASA
Ep. 21. Profound Grief


Caca walked over corridor with his sharp gaze, the gaze that people first saw from that face.


The face that was always cheerful and staring at the shade of everyone, now changed with a sharp and frightening look. In fact, everyone who usually greeted, was now just silent, looking at that gaze.


As for his friends, they had no idea what was going on with Caca. After getting the call, the woman became like this.


Bruk!


Caca kicked at the door of BK's room hard, displaying the shocked faces of her friend's parents and Shinta's mother.


“Ca, lo what the hell!” Raga Sweats. Because according to him, Caca is not polite to do that.


Caca doesn't care about Daga. The woman went inside and walked towards Bu Shinta.


“ini all because of your dog!” Shouted Caca while pointing at Bu Shinta's face with a blaze of anger.


Renita who happened to be there approaching, ”Why baby? Why fury?” Ask Renita gently.


Caca turned around to show his face that had been covered in tears, ”Gara-gara she mother, because of her!” Caca pitted towards Renita, not forgetting her hand which was still pointing towards Bu Shinta.


Renita hugs the woman she already considers her own biological child.she just the first time, seeing Caca cry, making a paperan woman like Renita also cry.


“Opah mother, hiks hiks,” Caca shoot, crying sobbing Renita.


Renita rubbed Caca's back. ”Why the same opah baby? Why?” Ask Renita.


“Opah accident and can not be saved. If only Bu Shinta did not call opah to come here, opah could not be like gini and stay I mother, all because of Bu shinta!”


Everyone sagged in shock, even the parents there knew what Caca's options were, because Caca was a friend of their children.


Ms. Shinta approached, then rubbed Caca's back. ”Sorry, but this is fate, not my fault and if you blame me, I will also blame you, because you are the cause of your own opah called here,” said Ms. Shinta.


Without knowing what Caca felt like, Caca turned back towards Bu Shinta. ”Lo know right? I'm an orphan? You know too, right? What if I owned this school? And you must also know, if the rights of this school will be decreased by me in a moment. But why are you still calling my opah? I am the owner of this school! I can do whatever I want, including fire lo!”


“lo call all my parents! But why do you call my opah? Why don't you call my parents in the grave? Why do you call my opah and cause my opah to be buried soon!”


Naturally Caca spoke like that, the woman was still overwhelmed by anger and forgot who this person was talking to.


“Hust, you can't be that dear, it's old man, it's not good you talk like that,” a gentle swipe that landed from Caca's back. It dawned on the girl, that what she was doing was wrong now.


Caca closed his eyes for a moment, then reopened them for a while, then looked back at Bu Shinta.


“Sorry Mom, I didn't mean it that way. Sorry, if I was too much, I just couldn't accept fate and ended up blaming the people around me.”


Caca looked down, feeling guilty. His opah death, made him brutal like this. Ms. Shinta approached, then hugged Caca's body. ”What's wrong, I understand how you feel.”


**


They were all studying at Caca's house. Many of Liberta's business friends came to defend his condolences. Not only that, Caca's school friends also came, not to forget the members of the Alverage who became security. Caca looked at her opah body that would soon be buried, there was no crying in the pretty eyes of the girl, the girl just looked at her opah body with a smile.


“Opah wake up, opah do not love Caca? Until Caca was alone in this world? Do you love Caca? Caca has no one but opah, why opah lives in Caca. Opah wake!” Caca shook his opiate body, but his opiate did not react to anything, frustrating Caca.


“Opah wake! Doesn't Caca talk? Opah wake! If opah still does not wake up, Caca is angry forever the same opah!” Hysterical Caca.


Raga approached, then hugged the girl, nothing she said, she just wanted to hug the frail body of the girl in front of her, as if talking through a hug, that Caca still had her. Raga would never make Caca alone.


“Ga, tell me it's prank, say Ga!” Caca shook Raga's body, telling the man to speak.


”The camera is stored where Ga? Where is the camera?” Caca burlesque, making his friends cry, even though their men also have feelings, as if they are feeling what his friend is feeling.


“Ca don't believe it, don't worry me, sincere opah lo,” said Raga gently, don't forget to rub the girl's back soothing.


Caca let go of his rough embrace, he looked at Raga dislikes, “Ikhlasin you say? The ikhlasin? Lo crazy! I don't have anyone Raga, I don't have a family, I'm alone and you say sincerely! It's not sane lo!”


Seeing that Caca, Raga cried. Her chest tightened, if she saw Caca like this. Caca who is always cheerful, now mengantinkan with a face drenched in tears.


Raga did not like to see the cheerful face was now replaced with a sad face, he seemed to be feeling the same as the girl. He understood the feeling of the sabbath now, but what else, all Caca could do was mengikhlaskan.


Raga crawled back to embrace Caca, initially rebelling Caca, but eventually Caca returned Raga's embrace as well.


“Ga. If I leave, I have no one else, what am I still doing here? Why am I still in this world Ga?” Ask Caca.


“What am I still doing in this world?The purpose of my life is forever. ALL MY LIFE GOALS, NINGGALIN I GA!”


“Mamah, papah, brother and now opah. They all left me, they don't love me, they're evil hikss, they're evil Ga! they're evil!”


Caca continued to shout hysterically in Raga's arms, making the man tighten his arms even more.


“God love them Ca. God took them from you. Not that they do not love you,” said Raga, trying to calm down.


“Why doesn't God take me too? Does god hate me Ga?” Ask Caca sissily.


Raga shook her head, “Stttt, don't say that. God loves you, god knows you are strong, so god love suffering is the same lo, do not say it!” Raga Sweats.


Caca nodded in Raga's arms, the woman still sobbing. Caca could not imagine if he lived alone, what would happen next?


“Ga?” Caca looked up.


“Why, hm?” Reply, while wiping the tears that came out of Caca's eyes.


“Gue has no family anymore Ga, how do I live alone?I can't not? I can't live alone,” the fish with teary eyes.


“Hey, who said you were alone? There I am, there are Alverage members, they are all lo family. Do not be afraid, we have to lo,” said Raga softly while rubbing the mane of Caca's hair.


Bima, Dodi and Alzam approached Caca with a smile, “Tell Raga, don't feel alone, we are here, make lo,” said Bima sat down, then joined Caca.


“Know lo! what do you think I am? Still feeling it myself, am I? Dodi handsome,” timpal Dodi.


That made Caca chuckle. Although sometimes Caca sucks, but he can't see the girl as fragile as this. Dodi sat down and hugged the girl.


The four of them stared at Alzam who was just staring at them, without intending to join the embrace of Teletubbies.


“Why?” Alzam asked, feeling that he had been stared at for too long.


“This is anjir, we again embrace Teletubbies too, not cool lo ah!” Dodi's answer made Alzam shudder.


“Gak,gue see it!” Ketus reply.


Caca curls her lips down, “Alzam! You don't give me words of encouragement?” Tanya Caca was sad.


The girl was already pouting, hoping that Alzam would feel funny to her and hug Them.


“Do not be cute lo!” Ketus Alzam's.


Alzam shuddered again because he was disgusted with all those who were hugging, plus Caca's pretentious face on the blankets made him even more disgusted.


The three men looked at Alzam sharply, because instead of encouraging, Alzam even made Caca's mood worse.


Alzam clucked, ”Spirited!” Keto.


By force Alzam joined the embrace despite the ogah-ogahan.


“Thingki wingki!” Bima said.


“Dips!” Dodi Sahut.


“Lala.”


Raga, which is usually ogah-ogahan, now speaks voluntarily, so that the person he holds is happy and cheerful.


“Poo!” Timpal Caca spirit.


They all looked back at Alzam, because the man had no name. Alzam sighed trying to be patient, he was confused to say whose name? People themselves not in name? Why are his friends constantly staring at him?


“Asep!” Final Alzam uttered the name that flashed in his brain.


“Asep saha anying?” Exciting Dodi.


“Dog is!” Alzam saw the depressor.


The man let go of his embrace, then walked out. He kept himself in the guard


outside, rather than being made a clown by his friends. They all laughed, including Caca. Seeing Alzam suffer is humour to them.


“Well that's dong, don't cry. I don't like it,” said Raga made Caca nod and then smile at the man.