RAGASA
Ep. 89. Condition

On the other hand, a woman was lying in a hospital gurney. In fact, the situation can be said to be worse and worse, than what Raga is feeling now.

Women with stature that can be said to be very thin, the head is no longer hairy, the face is very pale, eye bags are very clear to the black color. The woman looked like an undead, her condition looked extremely miserable.

Caca, that woman was just described. The woman looked very different. In fact, the cheerful face that is displayed seems to disappear if you feel alone. The woman always felt, if she did not have and did not feel worthy to live.

His conversation with Raga two weeks ago, was the last time Caca was home. The woman was rushed to the hospital when she was found unconscious by her domestic assistant.

Caca smiled, smiling more precisely. When he saw his legs that could not be moved, even just one movement. His feet are numb.

Brain cancer in the woman suffered not only makes her head feel like breaking, but impact on the rest of the body. 

Caca can no longer walk now, the woman just stayed in the gurney without making a move. The woman would come out, and chat when her doctor told her to eat and persuaded her to take medicine. In addition, Caca no longer interacts with anyone, just staring at the ceiling with his blank stare.

Not only were his legs not functioning, his gaze was not as sharp as it used to be, the female gaze had already started to blur, when looking at people in the distance.

It looks excruciating, but Caca enjoys it.

Breath came out of the woman's mouth. Since here, the breath became a hobby that Caca often do.

Bored and lonely, those two words always haunt him. Every day, every hour, every minute, even every second. Those two words seemed to be a nightmare for Caca right now.

Caca seemed to be dead, but still felt the bitterness of life.

Although in the hospital, the woman never followed the rules given by the doctor. Caca seems to make the hospital an inn. 

Not taking drugs, refusing to do chemotherapy, whatever the doctor suggested Caca never did. Caca is lazy and wants to rest, following in the footsteps of his family.

Chequelek

The door was opened by someone using after the hospital. That's Doctor Bagas, the doctor who's treating Caca at the moment.

Just now that Bagas Doctor reached the edge of Caca, Caca has raised his hand “Gue bored, where the phone, this is already two weeks, and Lo said he wants to give his cellphone today,”

Bagas doctor rolled his eyes lazy and clucked, this annoying patient of his was still remember “nih, ten minutes!”

“But very,” protest Caca.

“You or not? Kalo no ya—“

“Iya, ten minutes!” said Caca snatched his phone from Doctor Bagas' hands.

Caca immediately opened the phone. The woman was curious, what happened when she did not open the phone for two weeks.

Caca was surprised, when he found the number of notifications coming out of his phone, after turning on the data connection.

Caca even to save the phone first on the nightstand, because it does not stop vibrating.

“Banyak nyariin his kayak,” said pak Bagas, with a tone of ridicule.

Caca patted his chest proud “Clearly!” conceitedly.

Caca opened the WhatsApp application, many incoming notifications looking for its existence, let alone Alverage members. But Caca did not care about it, there was one chat that became the center of attention from the beginning to open the application. Chat from Bima, because the guy called her hundreds of times.

Milky

|| Lo where ca?

|| Raga so lost direction after you left.

|| I who never saw the raga cry, but after the departure of lo, he dared to cry in front of me, Dodi and Alzam.

|| Raga accident and coma, he accident fitting want to your home.

|| I know the feeling of lo ca, it is not easy to admit people who have killed our flesh blood, apalgi it's people we trust. But I beg you, come here just look at the body, even if it's a few seconds.

|| I know you're not that bad ca.

|| Lo still love Raga right?

Caca slightly gasped when reading the chat that Bima wrote. Raga accident when want to come to his house? Raga said that coma was because of her and her fault?

Shortly after, Caca got a call from Bima. Without lingering, Caca immediately picked it up. The woman wanted to know the state of Raga. Is that guy okay?

Although Caca is still disappointed in Raga, but did not rule out the possibility that the woman still cares about Raga.

“Halo ca?”

“Raga has awakened, and she keeps nanyain lo. You want to see him here, right?” the sound of Bima's enthusiastic voice made Caca smile.

Caca looked back at his feet. In fact, to walk was difficult, how can I visit Raga.

“Gue can't Bim,” replied Caca quietly.

“Why?” bima's enthusiastic voice, suddenly replaced, with a soft voice and lesunya.

“Pokonya I can't. Samein to Raga, don't think too much of me, to the point that he's in an accident because he's looking for me. I don't know back or not, I'm not sure.” Caca spoke in a firm voice, in contrast to his sad-looking face.

“Ca,” heard Raga's voice across the phone, a voice that sounded very weak in Caca's hearing.

“Lo Still angry are you the same me? No papa, have heard your voice has made me calm. Lo where? You're fine there, aren't you? I miss you, when did you come back?”

Caca smiled, she missed Raga. He tries to forget about the man, but when the man calls him, Caca misses him.

“Capitates his return. I don't know how to keep lo diemin, as long as you are always on my side. I love you, miss too, don't stay with me again huh?” 

Sounded a sudden stuffing from Raga's mouth, “Kangen,” sobs the man.

Caca chuckled little, hearing the child-like sobbing. Caca seemed to miss this crying man even more. 

Sounded Raga that pulled his snot “Kok even laugh? Is something funny, huh?

This time not only chuckled, Caca laughed when he heard the sound of srot srot snot pull that Raga did 

“Gue heard you heard about the accident, now how is it? All right, right?”

“Lo—lo have I been sorry?” Raga spoke with a little stammering. In disbelief, Caca spoke at length to him.

“Jawab first time, you all right?”

“No! I'm not okay, so you're quick here,”

“Gue can't Ga, all right there? Don't keep looking for me, I'm there, not going anywhere. Sorry, because lastly, I did not permit you first, which causes you to become like gini now.”

“Hiks, hiks, hiks, not mislo. Why can't you come here? Lo where? Let me go there?”

“Gue busy Ga, hold my phone only once every two weeks. That's why I'm hard to make in conjunction with,”

“Busy it?”

“Iya, “

There was a sigh across the phone “Ya already that way, but two weeks ahead, I will call you again,”

“Don't wait for me, I matiin ya phone?”