RAGASA
Ep. 82. Toilets

For the second time, Caca walked down the corridor using his cold, flat face.Even, flatter than the expression he showed, at the time of his opiate death.

Back again, the face made anyone who usually greeted Caca, now choose silence, when looking at Caca's facial expression like that.

Caca entered the class with a hearty greeting, then walked to his desk, and put his face there.

If Caca truant, will definitely meet Raga and the others, because usually, today the schedule skipped Raga. indeed, the man does not like to truant like Dodi and Bima. caca chose to attend class instead of meeting.

For now, Caca has not been able to accept, or rather disappointed by what the man has been hiding and doing, it makes Caca lazy, despite only meeting.

"Eh anjir! tumben Lo didn't scream right into class!" exclaimed one of Caca's classmates, making Caca look up and stare at the man flat.

The guy scratches his bend, then takes out his awkward snort, "gu-gue misspoke huh? hehe,"

Caca who was aware of what he had just done, then smiled "No, I'm acting like a cold girl" said Caca. Caca does not want to make people uncomfortable with his attitude, just because Caca has one problem with one person.

"Gue thought what the fuck, it's been a shock to me," the man chuckled, making Caca chuckle as well.

Seeing the four men that Caca knew so well had just entered the classroom, made Caca curse inwardly.

"Damn, why did you have to see me?!"

"Yeh ca, it's been a diligent student cake lo, it's been sitting here," said Dodi, trying to melt the atmosphere.

Caca looked up at Dodi "heem, tumben Lo in?" Caca asked.

Dodi pointed to Raga, "Taken with the onoh, he said my absence is zero this month."

Caca nods to Dodi's question, seeing Raga sitting on her bench, Caca exclaims "Gue wants to sit alone today" Caca said.

"Can't, Lo has to sit with me," Raga refused while keeping her bag at the table.

"When did Dodi turn on us Main to Alzam's house, Alzam already agreed, you want to come along Ca?" timbrung Bima is back.

"No, I have business" replied Caca.

"So busy, Lo! even though you've come out on the average, you're still our friend, right?" Dodi was still trying to change Caca's flat expression, for some reason? caca's carefree expression was suddenly replaced with a flat expression, which Caca had never shown them.

"Gue hope not," said Caca then put his face back in the folds of his hand.

Although Caca knows that the only problem with him is Raga.but for now, Caca does not want to relate to all those concerned with the average.

"What do you mean by that?" bima said he did not like it, the man liked the direction of Caca's conversation at this time.

Caca is one of his best friends, when Bima needs something, Caca is always next to him. Although Caca's brain is a bit gesrek, but that's what makes the excitement of friendship in their circle.

"I just hope, after I came out on the Alverage, I'm no longer the same you guys," 

"Kalo Lo is angry with me, please don't bring them too, just the same as me," said the man.

Caca laughed, then shook his head "Dih, I'm so angry with Lo, I don't have time to be angry with Lo's cake man!" Caca stood up from his seat, then walked out of the classroom, suddenly his mood to learn was charred instantly.

After about two steps, Caca stopped his steps, then turned back to "And you know, I don't need friends, I went to this school, I don't have anyone, I don't have anyone, I don't need friends! I'm used to being alone!" after saying that, Caca actually came out.

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After leaving the class, Caca was still in the bathroom.The woman just kept quiet, doing nothing.

Time has gone on for a long time, even the bell home from school has rung. Caca came out of the bathroom, mirrored for a while, then got out of there.

Just came out, Caca was blocked by Bima and Dodi who had been waiting for him from outside his own.

"Lo's sleep? until from morning to go home Lo kept silent on the toilet?" cibir Dodi, I'm kidding.

"Yes I overslept," replied Caca.

"Can't it be Ca? Lo don't avoid us, we don't know anything, about who killed Brother Lo first, why Lo should be angry with us too?" said Bima, of course approved by Dodi.

"Gue is not angry with both of you, even with Raga even though I am not angry.I just don't want to meet anyone anymore, not because I'm angry with you guys," said Caca. indeed, the woman was not angry, just disappointed and still did not accept what happened. 

Dodi laughed, "Omong empty Lo Ca!You are angry again with us, so Lo to say gini. I ask, you already have no one but us? Can you live alone?" dodi said, raising her eyebrows inquiring.

Dodi did not mean to offend Caca. the man just wanted to, Caca did not stay away from him. Although they both often bickering and quarrel because of different understanding, but Dodi really loves the woman in front of him.

"Gue can't live alone Dod, but I try not to involve anyone in my life! I don't want this to happen again, I don't want to be too trusting of people, whose ending will affect me" said Caca, hoping Dodi understands.

"It hurts when we are lied to the same people we love and believe.I am not angry, I am just disappointed, and I also can not accept everything that happens in my life now. so please, please don't judge me, I need time to get everything,"

"It's not easy for me to lose my brother. You both also know how ambitious I am to make dapetin who killed my brother first, when I know that Raga is the killer, my heart actually does not accept, but it's the fact,"

"My life is a mess, I cape. I'm trying to be okay, but the truth is I can't. sorry if for example this problem so affects you guys," Caca down, he said, the pain he had been holding back finally vanishing just like that in his chest.

"Gue knows how you feel about Ca, but what's wrong with Lo sorryin Raga? he is very dear to you, even the situation is chaotic now, when Lo diemin he is like this now," said Bima.

"And Ca, it's not Lo doang that Raga lied, but I'm the same Dodi as well. indirectly, he also lied to us. But, we can both forgive him, we can both forgive him, but why aren't you?"

Caca sighed softly, then said "Gue is sorry for him, but I still can't accept the full treatment he had for my older brother,"

Bima nodded to understand "Lo must think carefully, he who has been everywhere, he is the most attentive Lo, he is the most affectionate Lo, he is the most affectionate Lo, Lo, I hope Lo is airy over this incident," 

Sighing again, did his friends not understand what he was feeling? forgiving people is not as easy as it is said.

"When Lo was in my position, Lo could easily take back the man who killed one of Lo's flesh?" Caca asked, after which he immediately left without wanting to hear their answer.