RAGASA
Ep. 88. Conscious

Regret is always in the visitors of the story.

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Two weeks ago, they did a search. But did not get results at all, the existence of Caca was not found.

Is Caca smart in hiding his whereabouts? Or, members of the Average only, which is less observant in conducting checks to every place.

But if the members of the alverage are less observant, why his men om Wijaya did not find the existence of Caca? 

I don't know, they were confused, had to find Caca where else.

It's not just that. Raga is still lying unconscious after the crash a week ago. The man was in a coma, due to the amount of blood coming out of his limbs.

What made them shocked, during Raga's coma? Men's eyes always shed tears, no matter what? To be sure, even in a coma, it seems that Raga is still thinking about Caca's whereabouts.

Bima leaned her body on the chair that was in the room. Seen, the man rubbed his face roughly. As of now, Caca still had not seen at all the messages he had sent at the time of Raga's accident.

“Caca has not at all seen the chat that I sent at that time,” said Bima lethargic.

They were all almost frustrated. In fact, Dodi always thinks positively at first, that they will both be fine. Now different, his positive thoughts seemed to disappear little by little, replaced with a visibly anxious face on his face.

“Awas if suddenly appeared I—ANJIR WOY, HAND RAGA MOTION-MOTION,” Dodi shouted hysterically. The man was both happy and at once.

All of them who initially looked tired, just stood up, when they heard Dodi's scream. 

Push the button next to the gurney. Not to forget they all called Raga's mother and father, telling him that Raga made hand movements.

The doctor came in, checked the state of Raga who had opened her eyes. From the eyes, nose, mouth, all those doctors check. As for Raga, the man in just stared blankly at everything.

Raga sighed, when he looked around, the man did not find anyone who had been in his car all this time.

It was free for him to realize, if the person he was waiting for was not here, to accompany him.

“How are my friends doing Doc?” ask Alzam.

“Your friend's condition is gradually improving. It's just, you can't do anything heavy. And also, must do the examination continues, must be bad rest a few days, so that the condition quickly improves.”

Alzam nodded in understanding, “Thank you Doc,”

“Sama-sama, I go first,” replied the Doctor, then left the Raga room.

They all turned to stare at Raga who from the first moment came to his senses, only staring at the ceiling with her blank stare.

The three men were staring at each other? What happened to Raga? Is Raga okay or not? Why does the man seem to not want to be aware, if we look from his gaze.

“Ga,” Alzam calling, do not forget his hand holding Raga's shoulder, to be sure. Raga is fine or not.

Raga did not reply, the man only glanced at Alzam for a moment, then looked back at the ceiling with his blank stare. “Where's glass? I want to see him,”

Alzam breathed slowly. This is the question he avoids the most. Alzam had not been out of thought, even at the new moment of awakening, the first question asked by Raga was Caca. 

“Caca still belom can be connected,” said Alzam honestly.

Brakes

Again the door repeated in the hard open. And the culprit was the same person, Mother Renita, but this time the middle-aged woman was not alone, the woman was with her husband.

Renita runs towards Raga's gurney, checking her son's condition with grumpy-grouse. The head of the knee was examined by the middle-aged woman.

“Where are you dear,” Renita smiled, the woman was very happy, when she saw her son awake from a coma. After a week Renita waited.

During the coma. Raga is like the living but not the living, like the dead but not the dead. I don't know, Renita's upset about it.

Raga moved, the man wanted to sit down and hug his mother. But just doing a small movement, his body can not. Apparently, his body was still painful, and could not, just to sit.

“Raga wants to sit down,“ said raga, and quickly Renita helped him, then tendered his son in the side of the gurney.

Raga hugged her mother feeling the need for warmth that felt like she had not felt for a long time. Raga stared ahead with her blank look, her mind suddenly rethinking where Caca was.

Where is that woman? Why was it that even when Raga regained consciousness, Caca was still not here. Is that girl okay? Does she miss him as much as she misses him?

Raga closed her eyes, why is this so torturous? In fact, the pain in his body, was not comparable to the pain in his heart. Especially when the man thought, Caca seemed to no longer care about him.

Where did the woman go?

“mother,” call Raga Ogre.

“Why baby?” Renita asked, rubbing her son's back.

“Caca why isn't it here? Does he not care about me? Does he not love me? I'm sick here, but Caca's not back yet,”  

“Caca there is a baby, he again takes care of his opium company,” Renita said lying. Even middle-aged women don't know where Caca is. Want to tell the truth, but Ranita was afraid, the condition of her son again deteriorated.

Raga let out a heavy sigh, the answer she always got. Before or after an accident. Is this answer true? Raga doesn't believe in that much. 

“Kalo yes emang Caca again take care of the company, Why? Why isn't he here? Doesn't he know, I'm in an accident here? Does no one among you ever tell Caca that I'm not okay when there's no one? Is his op company more important than mine bun?” 

Renita raised her head, when not by her permission, tears just fell down. The woman felt the same pain as the child. 

Her heart ached as well, when Raga said softly to hold back the crying, just because she wanted to see Caca. Where is that woman? 

Renita took a breath, then exhaled slowly “Not so dear, she will definitely return if everything is finished there, patience ya?”  

Raga nodded doubtfully, to encourage herself. The man was not sure Caca was back, after what he had done to his brother.

Back breath out of the man's lips “I pantes dapetin this bun. This is balesan for me, because I killed Saka. Naturally, Caca was angry with me, I would do the same thing, when our own brother was killed by someone we believed in, or even more than what Caca is doing now.”

“Kalo I can repeat the time, I want to repeat the incident at that time.”

Renita did not answer, the woman just rubbed Raga's back to calm down. It was as if saying with a clap, that everything would be fine.

“CACA! CACA READ CHAT THAT I SENT!” hysterical Bima suddenly.