Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 116. Pregnant

Husband and wife are laying hugs on their bed, now is the time to unwind all day. Tenry rubbed his wife's back for a month and didn't stop whining about asking to stop taking her birth control pills, wanting to get pregnant, and repeated her requests more and more after Beyvie gave birth to a cute baby girl.

"Why not yet, Kokoo..."

"Yes... Lingling's not ready yet..."

"Lingling was ready Ko. My mama even got pregnant at the age of 16. Said Cici Bey, mama mengelahirin Cici also when mama was in college..."

"That's different, baby.... Lingling's different..."

"What's different anyway, we are both women right, Koko is married to a woman..."

"Emang can marry a man..."

"If Koko wants to. Now in other countries allow it..."

"What the heck..."

"But if marriage is the same species that no one can get pregnant hihihi.. continue how they play yes.. hihihi..."

"Hush.. small children think that not-no... beware if browsing about it as well..."

"Hihihi. But yeah... Koko said Lingling was a child but was beaten up almost every night..."

"Your brains are not really tainted, the talk is not far about so..."

"Can complete the same theory of practice. hihihi..."

"Iiiih.. lure Koko aja, Koko tired already sleepy too... silence now..."

Tenry clenched his wife's head slowly.

"The shop that started... Lingling can still get pregnant right.because the marriage is the same as men... Lingling gales know not see baby Sansan. want to have the same funny that, the clothes are funny, the shoes are funny..."

"Have a child like a doll, want a funny one..."

"Lingling can take care of Lingling's own child, Koko does not know if my speech is from the baby Lingling has taken care of, urinate, bathe, bribe... so Lingling can take responsibility anyway. let alone take care of Lingling's own son..."

"Now Lingling if you want to snack on children go to Cici's house aja. bantin Cici aja first take care of Sansan.. tomorrow-tomorrow we must have children of our own..."

"When you have your own children, Lingling is forbidden to get pregnant..."

"Later on. we just put it off..."

"When... Lingling stopped taking the pills..."

Tenry did not reply, only pulling his wife's small body closer to him, hugging her tighter. For some reason when seeing Beyvie pregnant carrying a large stomach like torture makes him not bear when imagining his wife's small body experiencing the same condition. It's a little weird, but it's like he's not ready to see his wife suffer while pregnant. The tension she saw on Yongky's sister-in-law when Beyvie gave birth also broke. Doctors can be as sweet as it is because they know the reziko a woman faces during childbirth, she said Beyvie's little pelvis.

"Kook..."

"Hmm?"

"That's... Lingling can't work like that..."

"Yes dear. sorry, Koko sleepy... just sleep yes. tomorrow Koko must go out of town..."

"But Koko hasn't said yes..."

"Emang Koko does not want Lingling pregnant now.. later yes, we enjoy living together like a gini, Koko is not satisfied dating..."

"We are married..."

"Yes marriage feels courting, can be satisfied to do what Koko wants to do Lingling.. already yes.. bobo now..."

Holly finally quieted down in her frustration, all manner of persuading and all the explanations she knew, had asked Ko Yongky for help to explain too, still could not make her husband change his decision. Where every night the hands of her own husband who drank the Pill, it is impossible to escape or pretend to forget to drink.

"Did Koko not want to have a child from Lingling actually..."

The wife's mouth is not locked.

"We've already discussed it. Don't repeat it again..."

"Still do not want to be bothered by children only.. still want to give full attention to Lingling just yet..."

"But..."

Tenry kissed his wife's lips gently. Not an honest answer actually, there is no way he said frankly there was some kind of hidden fear about a reziko if his small-bodied wife was pregnant.

"Good bobo baby... Koko's getting into love with Lingling.so a nice wife..."

The husband's soft voice, a long kiss on his forehead as well as a swab on his back could finally calm Holly's mind, although the disappointment was stored now at the bottom of her heart.

There are fears over the KB that the consequences are not good in the future, but marriage advice about submission and respect for the husband makes Holly release a sigh of resignation, the husband is the head of their household, and the husband is the head of the household, who protects her, she must learn to believe in the decision of the husband for the good of their household, even though she cannot understand the way her husband thinks about children.

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The husband's constant rejection of pregnancy destabilizes Holly's emotions, despite trying to behave appropriately, but still her heart is upset, she begins to be often overwhelmed with sadness. She's more silent now, avoiding talking about pregnancy, even though she can't help but think about it, especially if Cici Bey comes to visit with baby Sansan.

Since this afternoon baby Sansan was entrusted with Holly in the cafe with a nurse, Cici Bey was controlling some of his business. Having often brought baby Sansan here, Holly willingly looked after the cute baby who was three months older, in her heart she kept deeply in her own desire, sansan's presence became like entertainment for him.

"Darling oma turned out to be here yes. guarded mami Lingling yes..."

Ci Cun entered Holly's room and immediately approached her granddaughter who was playing with Holly in a baby stroller.

"Cici hasn't come home yet, Ling?"

Mama-in-law called Holly the same name as Tenry.

"Yet ma..."

"Keep Dedenya thirsty..."

"There are still a few more bottles for Sansan..."

"Poor grandchildren oma, mimi ASI but use dot. later you do not like Cici yes Ling..."

Holly smiled wryly, when she could have her own baby if the one with the seeds refused to grow in her womb.

"How long have you been married..."

Ci Cun asked as he lifted Sansan from the stroller.

"Lingling with Koko?"

Holly asked back.

"Yes..."

"Five months old ma..."

"The old age too. There is no sign yet of the mother wanting additional grandchildren..."

Holly felt a pain in her chest, meaning neither Tenry nor Beyvie ever told her in-laws about delaying her pregnancy. Holly quiet.

"If you already have many grandchildren, you who work, mama take care of grandchildren only..This is the happiness of mama now, have grandchildren of you.may Lingling quickly get pregnant ya..."

The tears made Holly turn away, pretending to take care of something at her desk. After drying Holly's tears out of the room.

"Look at Sansan yes, Lingling wants control outside first..."

Holly headed to the back of the cafe, looking for a place that people rarely go to and let go of her sadness there.

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