Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 125. Ezar Aja
A special moment for Tenry, hugging carefully with his first son's strong arms. The overwhelming feeling of being a papi elicits a sense of belonging and a desire to protect and flood him with affection.
Baby boy with a length of 46 cm and weighing 2.6 kg, it wriggled in the arms of his hands then curled comfortably in Tenry's chest and looked very small in the hands of papi.
Walking one week since leaving the hospital, every morning Tenry had a new habit, after the baby boy bathed oma Cun, the new papi sun the baby boy to get warm solar morning.
"Ko. has fifteen minutes..."
Carefully Holly walked over to Tenry who was standing on the porch of the upper house. They moved up again because the baby room was on top.
"He's sleeping?"
Holly rubbed her baby feet slowly
"Yes, just a few minutes of sunning directly close the eyes again..."
"Hehehe.. the work of the newborn baby is going to sleep with mimi..."
Holly poked her baby cheek gently.
"Let's just love, right since five o'clock has not slept again..."
"Hehe... Lingling was eager to see him open his eyes again..."
The baby is like listening to the mother's request, moving her tiny head then opening her eyes and suddenly crying loudly.
"Eh.. baby.. angry yes mami disturbin bobonya. forgive mommy yes dear..."
Holly patted her baby's tiny legs.
"Bring here.it's time to drink milk..."
Mama Ibeth called from the doorway with a milk pacifier in hand. Tenry then handed the baby to the mother.
"This is granddaughter oma... laper already yes..."
Oma Ibeth for the first time to see her grandson since birth, to pay attention and also to cuddle until now. At the birth of five grandchildren, she was busy sewing, not even having time to look at the hospital. Oma Ibeth sits on a single sofa with a baby boy in her arms.
As soon as the small milk pacifier was attached to his lips, quickly the tiny baby's lips moved according to his instincts when getting his food source.
"Can you breastfeed?"
Tenry held his wife's arm that still liked the pain in the stitches in her stomach,
"Can't do it... The ASI didn't come out..."
Holly's feelings suddenly changed. She had tried to eat well, kept trying to breastfeed her baby, but had always been denied those tiny lips until her ASI couldn't get out. A feeling of sadness suddenly came to dominate until quickly her cheeks were wet with tears.
"Baby.. don't be sad baby..."
"Lingling also pe. want baby Lingling to get exclusive ASI but but but no one came out Ko..."
Tenry led his wife to their room, then sat in a chair in the room, Tenry himself crouched down in front of Holly.
"Don't be sad, not everything goes according to our wishes..."
Tenry rubbed his wife's cheeks affectionately while drying the tears on the cheeks that are more filled since pregnancy.
"But it seems Lingling is not a good mom for our baby, can not provide the best food for growth..."
"Hey.don't talk about it... Lingling has given her the best for our child for nine months, has endured the bad taste and discomfort because of her, there is no reason to call yourself a good mom..."
The mother has done everything from the time the embryo grows into a fetus to the form of a perfect human. Sharing a heart rate, sharing food through the blood that flows in each blood vessel, provides the most comfortable place in a special space in her womb. Mother gives great love from the very beginning of life.
"But pity our baby.can't get ASI from Lingling..."
"Honey. many babies who also do not get breast milk but healthy life..."
Holly tried to stop her crying, then her hand wiped her tears.
"Now the same focus is on recovering Lingling's body, if it has recovered, can hold his own and can nurse our own baby right..."
"Mmh. Mama has taken babysitter Ko..."
"Grandfather... Koko agrees about that, tomorrow-tomorrow if Lingling already can work, our baby is used to the sisters, Lingling nolong also right..."
Holly's head nodded, face still sad. Tenry pinched the mami's nose which was still gloomy-faced.
"Darling..thinking what else... Can't follow his sad feelings.not good for Lingling..."
"Don't know why Ko..."
Tenry stood up and gently lifted his wife's body to stand up, hugging warmly.Today he noticed his wife was moody, he had thought because the body had not fully recovered, or endure pain due to stitches in the abdomen, but it turns out to be brought sad because they cannot breastfeed their baby.
"Baby. hehe Koko is confused now... Lingling likes to say baby is also for our children, make Koko the baby is Lingling..."
The wife's body is still in the arms of the husband, now her head looks up to look at the husband and then ask questions that have long been stored in his brain.
"What do we call our baby?"
"Ezar aja? Eliezer.. when abbreviated Eli.. already many people called Eli, Ezer. mmmh not good in the ear... Ezar aja huh?"
"Yes. may.. it is up to Koko aja.. at most later the ration is called Koko also like her papi hehehe.. kayaknya in our ethnic call all men Koko call all women Cici... hehe..."
Tenry smiled in response to the sentence and his wife's reaction now, his wife was indeed moody again it turned out. From what he read, it's a symptom experienced by many mothers who have just given birth, fatigue, insomnia, mood swings, anxiety, easy to cry.
"His stomach still hurts?"
"Udah is getting better Ko..."
"That means we can carry our baby..."
"Yes.it was before she took a shower..."
"Yes, let her know who her mom is. Even if using a pacifier, try every time she mimi Lingling's milk is fat yes..."
"Whose mom? There are two mama here..."
"Mama Cun. Mama wants to teach Lingling to bathe our baby too..."
"Yes... Lingling wants to learn everything.I used to love bathing my bangkanan but has been able to walk, not the still small umuut like our baby. Tau no Ko. mama tuh nimble bathin our baby.. dare to hold baby just with one hand..."
"First mama did not use a babysitter, Ling. we mama who take care of it since birth. later we have a new school mama has a lot of ART..."
"Oh that..."
"Now the papi wants to take a bath. want to go to control the work..."
Holly now assures me whenever Tenry calls himself papi, sometimes so follow me call papi, it turns out the call was just nice to say.
"Mmm... papi ehh Koko do not be long yes.... lunch at home right?"
"Hehe... why? Koko has not been around for a long time see all our efforts..."
"Yes, yeah..."
"Later afternoon Koko try to go home early.... huh?"
"Yes..."
Tenry walked to the bathroom. Changes in status as papi followed by other changes, the urge to work harder became increased. There is a new responsibility no longer just as a husband but also as a parent. A large series of plans for the child was already playing around in his mind. He must guarantee the needs of his son not only in the need for affection but also in matters of a material nature.
Eliezer... Can anyone add the name of Tenry and Holly's baby boy? (I'm out of ideas hahaha, there are also nanyain want to request a name right..... 😄😄)
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Guysssss, it should be finished.. but with the reasons I have said, this is so long-winded... hehehe, I am confused as to how good 🙄 is.
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