Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 14. Can Think About Yourself

Nothing really changes.The normal life in this house is when all make Holly as their hands do this and that. Actually today Holly is lazy to do anything, last night's mood is still left behind. Even sleeping was uncomfortable for him because it was only curled up on the edge of the bed that was not controlled by Henny and Hellen.

"Holly... Holly.... Where do you keep my son's uniform?"

Helny came in and woke Holly. This room has no door, the door has been damaged by children so only closed two layers of curtains, so anyone can freely enter.

"Huhuh? Ekkk... what?"

"Wake up. find out Mikaela's uniform."

"I put it in a chair, find it, it's folded..."

"Find me, I'll take a shower on him, rub his uniform in."

Holly went out of the room and did Helny's request, and continued not just one child's uniform stel, following the work uniform, following the uniform of Herlina and her son as well. Haven't finished the big sound of mama storming her eardrum...

"You don't cook hahh? Papa wants to work today, make breakfast all papa's stock! Not long!! Later be the reason your lazy papa is not working!!"

Mom's concern was only for a moment. Just last night she was worried that Holly was running away from home, today my mom is back in a rage, forgetting her youngest child's feelings. Or maybe you are just afraid that no one is doing everything in this house.

Do not underestimate the duties of housewives, because everything will go well when the mother does her role well... Holly is not a housewife, yes, you should be able to enjoy life more, outside this house many teenagers are not taught responsibility, still fun, fun, if not school all day in the room with gadgets in hand.

After finishing the kitchen, Holly sat on the side floor of the narrow house used for clothes drying, leaning against the wall that was not plastered, she just finished drying the clothes she was washing last night. Tiredness controlled all the joints of his body, as well as the entire pillar of his soul. He has no spirit like yesterday - yesterday to finish things quickly and then prepare to come with Hanie. He was afraid to meet Tenry. Feel what Tenry does, just as he sees in the break hours with friends who are dating in class. He was afraid that Koko liked him and then he became an actor.

He wants to follow his heart to work so he can have his own money and make his dreams come true. But not yet anything he already feels defeated, maybe have to bury this dream alone. Two drops of tears flowed back down the cheeks. A sense of helplessness gnawed at her inner self, making Holly cry again.

Only one wish... Is it still not possible, Lord?

Since first grade High School she wants to change her own life if she grows up, not wanting to be like her other sisters. But now Holly doesn't know what to do to get out of this.

"Ling... I'm looking for it from earlier.why haven't had a bath, almost nine o'clock, hunt ya..."

Hanie shouted from the side door and went straight in again. A few minutes he waited for Holly not to come make him come back again.

"Ling??? Why are you still here? You why?"

The tearful face that tried to hide between her knees came to Hanie's attention, she recalled Tenry's story last night.

"Cranium..."

Hanie crouched down and grabbed hold of her sister's shoulder.

"I don't have to go to the store anymore, Han..."

Holly replied without raising her head, occasionally she sobbed.

"Come.if it's more sad here you, let's bring a change of clothes, then take a bath in the store, there's a nice bath, there's hot water..."

Hanie raised her sister's body. A small body that does not have the strength to support itself. His heart was sliced at this condition, his sister held all back for so long and maybe this became his limit, he felt he should not be silent anymore. He pushed his sister slowly to walk into the room.

"Ling, here's what you're wearing there, we're staying in the store for a while, here and there you can get sick if you think no one cares."

Hanie thrust her backpack at Holly who was still dumbly in front of the wardrobe, she herself had put some pieces of her clothes in another bag.

"Living in the store?"

Holly asked quietly as she dried her cheeks.

"Yes, there's a room on the second floor..."

"Don't Han. I'm here is okay..."

"Son't come with me..."

Hanie chose to enter her own clothes belonging to her sister, mentally her sister again fell. He didn't have this concern in the past, often using Holly like everyone else. But long ago, when often serving Tenry's sister who also likes to spoil him, growing affection for his sister.

When I started to pay attention to Holly, so I knew what Holly was doing all this time, so I knew that everyone was always selfish and ignored Holly, so understand that their family circumstances make Holly the weakest child in the family, children who like to be treated arbitrarily - stories about children who are treated unfairly not only because the child is a stepchild alias, but sometimes in the biological family there is like that, many reasons, many reasons, sometimes this treatment is formed just like it can not be controlled--

"Enter your own underwear..."

Holly could only do as Hanie commanded, her mind blank at this moment.

"Holly... I'm getting hot water. I'm gonna take a shower..."

Henny's spoiled voice rang out later, she sat on the bed, her hands rubbing her eyes.

"Make your own. I'm confused you're all in this house like you don't have your own hands and feet."

"Cerewet, it's not you I'm asking..."

"Come on... Ling..."

"Heiii..Where are you going Holly?"

Hanie ignored Henny's screams, took her own bag with her other hand without letting go of Holly's hand, passed through mom's room without saying goodbye, there was nothing like it in this house, everyone went in and out without greeting or farewell. Mama is busy paying attention to the complaints of customers who are fitting clothes so did not have time to see them both.

At the store, Hanie takes Holly to the second floor. There were two rooms here, and it was much more comfortable than their rooms. It used to be the Tenry family's home as well, and as their business advanced, it became a full-fledged shop. Lots of stuff up here, leaving little space to get in and out of the room.

"If you have not cape clean his room yes.you do not have to go down today, just rest."

"Han... Can we stay here?"

"May I have been asked to stay here for a long time, I am lazy to stay here twenty-four hours..."

"Han... If mama nyari us, how?"

"Ling.maybe don't think of yourself now, you like this mama also don't really care... you've given enough to them now give yourself a chance, he said he wanted to go to college..."

"I may not have to, I'm confused where to work..."

"Why?"

Holly shook her head weakly.

"You don't need to work for college, Ling. I think we both stay here next, so you can concentrate on making your future come true..."

"You have to charge me, Han..."

"Yes, when I can't do it, you're my sister, Ling. You I didn't bring here to be an employee of this store, let the house people learn to use their own hands..."

"But my mom would disagree..."

"Do not think about it, just think about how you can be a person, if it has succeeded mama would regret never support your intentions. Don't give up Ling..."

Holly's face changed, a flickering wish appeared again on that face, a small smile appeared, and Hanie was happy to see the change. Holly had not thought about it, she was desperate, not wanting to continue her dream. His mind was still simple, not yet able to resolve his own inner conflicts, fortunately there was Hanie the best brother, just as Ko Tenry was always good for him... Holly remembered something...

"Han.. I. I don't want to see Ko Tenry..."

Hanie was silent for a moment...

"What did he say to you?"

"meaning?"

"Yes... yes, what does he want with you?"

"meaning?"

"Mmm... did he ask... asked you to be his girlfriend?"

"Huhuh? Not really..."

Hanie sighed and exhaled slowly, either relieved or how.

"Ko Tenry has a girlfriend, I don't want to be an actor..."

Holly said softly. Hanie just looked concerned, did her sister also like Tenry?

"Later I bring a broom with the mop.now just numb first his bed, just take out the plastic on it. There's a clean sheet in the closet. I'm going down first."

This room is very spacious, there is a toilet and toilet inside. There are very large tube TVs, as well as there are old but still good model sofas. A lot of dust here, but definitely after clean comfortable to occupy. There is also an old AC model, but it may not work. Holly opened the brown curtain that was already blackened by the dust. Holly gets into the bathroom trying to run the water faucet, it turns out to work.

Holly seems to have the power to clean the room, and while she can only think of herself, Hanie says she can do that. He also began to work, this time to have a clean and neat place to enjoy himself.

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There is no reason to give in to the fate that we are destined to be the ones who have no chance of progressing, there is always that chance. We are not destined for mediocrity, there is always a way that can change the course of life if we refuse to give up...

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Yaaa spirit, happy reading...

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Our lives are beautiful like butterflies, although sometimes we are not aware of the beauty we give 🤭🤭

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