Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 120. Worst Risk

"Aren't we agreed.. postpone pregnancy until Lingling finishes college?"

Tenry asked cautiously with a calm voice, index fingers playing around on the wife's cheeks.

"Whoever agrees.it's Koko's own wish..."

"Before marriage, you still remember not when we consult a doctor about KB what is suitable..."

"Lingling did not agree at that time Ko. but did not want to argue, we were again dizzy about my papa, Lingling did not want to add problems. after marriage Lingling often asked not nerusin KB... Koko who disagrees, Koko who gives an excuse... Lingling said many times you want to have a baby..."

The wife's voice that was rounded out from the conical seedlings, the pattern of lips that were clenched in frowns made Tenry know that a sense of annoyance and anger was still left there.

The wife is right it is not a deal, it is a one-sided decision from her the wife only consents by force. Now it is a dilemma because he did not want his wife to cry, the sad scene was like a jolt in his heart, considering also for months he saw an unhappy face that he had misunderstood. But there was something else that hurt his heart more...

"Baby was originally the reason Koko was because of Lingling's lecture, because Koko knew it was Lingling's only ideal... Koko did prioritize that for Lingling, not the child."

"Yes indeed... Lingling didn't want to quit Ko's college, but after Sansan was born, Lingling wanted to have a baby too... Ko Yongky also gave input to have one first, fearing the effect of his KB for Lingling if over time..."

Tenry remained silent. He understands his wife's mindset is simple, not a woman who has grandiose desires, with an immature way of thinking her priorities can soon change. When she was single, her only desire was one of college, but after marriage and being a normal wife if then she wanted to be a mother.

"But. actually Koko was afraid that Lingling was pregnant. When she saw Cici, had already suffered from pain tau-tau had to caesarean..."

"All mothers do feel the pain of maternity Koko..."

Now that Holly was coming down from the lap of the husband, the husband's hand immediately grabbed Holly's hand and grasped it so that Holly did not move away but sat attached to it.

"Babies... Koko forbids not without reason..."

"What's Koko's excuse?"

"Ko Yongky explained why Cici was like that. The taste buds are tall but the pelvis is small... Koko browsing, to the doctor who handled Cici as well, women under 150 cm height have a lot of risks during pregnancy and childbirth. both mothers and babies can be born prematurely, mom can bleed... Koko doesn't want Lingling to experience that..."

The grasp of the husband's hand feels tight, a low voice indicates something heavy is being spoken. Holly turned to sit sideways to face her husband, looking directly now the real fear on the face of the husband.

"Koko.. all things there is a risk, pregnant and giving birth as well. but thousands of babies are born every day, meaning there are thousands of mothers who survive childbirth with all the risks... why is Koko intimidated by that..."

"Koko prefers Lingling's life together forever without children..."

"We haven't tried yet..."

"Life is not for trial and error.the risk of death has been told... Koko doesn't want to happen Koko has to choose a wife or a child..."

"God Koko.. have a child is a blessing, though there is a risk that all mothers still want to give birth several times... if you decide to sterile her uterus when the third or fourth child, Koko does not marry Lingling..."

"Steril?"

"Yes KB permanently, sterilizing his name if the man is vaccinetomized..."

Tenry was silent, on the one hand he did not want Holly frustrated again, could-can be depressed like Cicinya first, but his heart was not willing if Holly had to bear the pain of pregnancy and childbirth later.

"Shop... Lingling could have two or three children, could have no children, or died giving birth to her first child..."

Tenry's hand quickly shut Holly's mouth and loudly reprimanded his wife...

"Don't say that!"

"Dengerin was Ko... Lingling talks about all the possibilities that can happen, no one knows in the future what human life is like... if there is a good thing waiting for why we are afraid of bad things that are not necessarily happening..."

"Darling..."

His wife's soft voice broke Tenry's mind, a wide smile immediately decorating his face.

"Koko wants to be called that. hehe..."

"May.. but Koko has to let Lingling get pregnant... huh?"

"Baby.. That's not Koko's right, that's Yang Atas..."

"Yes means... Koko, don't ask Lingling to take another pill?"

Tenry's hand raised stroked the head of his wife who was staring at the twinkle of hope, she long lost such an eye, the look on the face of the wife bright now, the look on her face, although the eyes were still puffy but this radiance of a face was so full of passion, showing that really a child was his wife's priority now.

Unwilling to kill hope that was real, finally Tenry's head nodded. Holly did not need any expression or other mark, that nod was more than enough to bring out thousands of happy ones in her pores and spread throughout her soul.

Her little hand hugged the husband.The tear portal opened again, escaping a few drops from the tip of the eye, but this time with a different meaning.

"Thank you dear... Lingling dear Koko..."

"Hey..why cry..."

"Lingling pleased Ko.. hehehe..."

Tenry smiled, then grabbed the tiny lips that were also smiling, continuing with the activities of mutual pampering that had previously been so rare they did. Keinti*man first in the new room in the new house on a new bed that is still wrapped in plastic.

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After romantic minutes, immediately all the barriers between the husband and wife were gone... Holly returns to reveal what she wants in this new home.

"Koko. that's why the upper room is still plain... Koko forgot what Lingling was asking for. Lingling was crying looking at her empty room..."

"Oh that's the cause, but good, Koko so know Lingling's feelings. Later we make yes, it happens that our room has not been settled..."

"What's not done, is it?"

"That on the headboard of Koko's bed doesn't like the color, it's too dark... Koko doesn't like the placement of the lights either..."

"Oh that... Lingling likes everything, just Lingling's study room why down here, she wants it upstairs..."

"Oh so... later we move to the other room next to the child's room... would you like that?"

"Yes. yeah.. the first child's room, hehe... Lingling just want one child first, after finishing new college we add one or two... huh Ko?"

Tenry grumbled, his heart was still not relieved, not fully willing even though he had given his wife permission not to continue using KB. hearing his wife plan to have three children was like giving tons of burden on his back. Not because he can not live, it's just that it's true said his wife he was intimidated by the article about short-bodied women have a high risk of pregnancy and childbirth.

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Guys, the number 120 for me is long and long... Tenry and Holly need more episodes apparently hehehe.. as long as the reader still likes it I have fun writing it. wasalam 🙏.

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