Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 29. Bornean Tears

At five in the morning, Holly could barely fall asleep. During the night until early morning, half of the time to sleep was spent spinning, rolling and crying hugging pillows, and hugging the jacket of the Koko, she said, the smell of the perfume left behind made him sure it was the man's jacket that was somehow in his room. The jacket that became one of the causes of her prolonged crying, initially crying longingly on the other side of the same jacket made her cry so sadly. And half the time he sat down daydreaming and covered up with his clothes in Hanie's big backpack, the rest he kept in a big black plastic bag.

"Ha... Hanie... Han..."

Holly banged on her brother's room, continuing to call until finally the door opened.

"Ling... What's wrong? Are you sick again?"

Hanie stared worriedly among the drowsiness that was still heavy to master, she also had trouble sleeping last night.

"Son.. Anterin I'm home?"

"Huhh?? Go home to where?"

"To my mother's house, let's go Han now..."

"Why??"

His eyes began to open, his mind started to walk even though his head still felt heavy. Hanie walked towards the black sofa and sat lazily there while shuffling her own hair eliminating the drowsiness that was still so seductive.

"It's still Ling's dawn? What the hell is it? Why also suddenly want to go to the house of mama again.It is clear I was talking at that time, we moved here because of your ideals, he said, must succeed first you can be appreciated at home..."

"Why don't I go to college, Han. I just go home, I accept my fate now, I don't deserve it, it's not for me."

Hanie's eyes were open perfectly now, the hopeless voice was showing her sister back down, what she heard last night anyway, looks tangled does not seem to sleep not to mention swollen eyes like crying for a long time.

"Here's Ling..."

Hanie's hand stretched out to reach her sister's hand that had not shifted from a standing position to the front door of her room.

"Here..."

Hanie's voice was so different, the soft but firm voice full of strength from an older brother. His hand was still outstretched with radiating eyes showing affection. He was facing his brother who easily collapsed his defense, his sister who always stood on the edge of a fragile cliff, and sometimes not sure to hold on to someone's hand. It makes him so forget his own sad, he must be strong because he is a man there is no crybaby in his dictionary, every problem will definitely find a way out, he said, just need patience and fighting power and a positive mind.

He managed to bounce back from the pain and humiliation last night after hours of contemplation. He is confident in what he has been doing all this time and he believes he is also responsible according to his ability. It might be a lot of mistakes because he is not a demigod, but at least he managed to apply the principle of honesty in his work, several times he can prove if there is a difference in finances that is not because of his cheating. Even though he was just an employee, he never had any motivation other than to work well. Initially because of his disdain for Tenry, but then became a strong heart desire.

Stupid about Beyvie's accusations, she chose not to be influenced, she didn't feel like she was doing what Beyvie said, even since he was able to signal from Ci Cun he did not immediately respond to being a big head because he was flattered to be made a son-in-law, he still maintained his attitude towards Beyvie, he was, naturally as a person who is close to the whole family and there is never any intention to spread charm let alone steal the opportunity to tease.

One decision was made last night and he would find the right time to tell Ci Cun directly that he rejected the idea of marriage, if Ci Cun forces then he will choose to stop well and choose to open a business with capital savings. Just a small business, the goal was only one first, looking for money for Holly college, that was just there was no more target. Regarding the return he felt he had served all this time, and if required to repay by marrying Beyvie, he was not someone who could repay all, he had limitations, and if required to repay, he was not someone who could repay all, but he no longer wants to be tied up. The rest is up to Ci Cun.

"Cranium..."

Finally Holly approached and sat down next to her sister. Hanie rubbed Holly's head for a moment.

"I never said don't give up, did I? So stay here, yeah, there's me. We're not going anywhere until we get home..."

"Han, I can't stay here, I don't want to be a destroyer anymore..."

"Destroyer again? What did you hear last night? Did someone call you?"

"No. but..."

Holly starts sobbing, sad to admit but she feels herself to be the source of trouble, first even though Tenry refuses but she still feels present in the middle of Tenry and Glo relationship, if he doesn't exist maybe even if there is a problem they can be better again. Second, he can't ruin Tenry's mother's plans, can't ruin Hanie's future.

"Ling?"

"Ling.jeez, you're not like that Ling..."

"That's the truth, so take me home before Ko Tenry comes here early last night he was long standing in the street, throwing some stones at the window of the room, I pity but I was afraid, I don't want to be a destroyer anymore..."

Hanie finally hugged her sister, her sister's confidence always came down to the bottom.

"Listen Ling, that's just Ci Cun's wish. So if the plan fails it's not because of you. One more thing, Tenry loves you so much, he didn't love Glo before he met you and that I know, Tenry didn't lie about that."

Hanie took off her arms, honestly only once did she hug Holly, and she could not deny that her heart was relieved to feel this morning could be a full brother to her sister, she said, it's beautiful to love each other and she wants to be like this, maybe even with another sister and sister in their house, nothing is impossible if your heartfelt intentions start a good relationship, don't wait for someone else to start.

"We stay here. If Ci Cun still forces me to marry Cici Bey then I will quit my job. I have someone I have loved for a long time.I've sacrificed my feelings out of respect for Ci Cun, now I have to make a choice. Not because of you, right? And don't run away from Tenry, yeah.he wouldn't be quiet if he knew this, ok? The proof was that last night he came straight here, it wasn't because of me Ling, but because he was worried about you..."

Holly stopped crying, still strengthening her heart that she was not the cause of the problem.

"Udah yaa. later Sunday we both go home, all bring money for mama, but remember to go straight back here... we prove to my mother that we are not children who forget who the parents are...had been there again, I also want to sleep again, still sleepy..."

Hanie scrambled her sister's hair affectionately and then stood up and headed to her room.

"Learn think longer yes Ling. do not like sad continue.not all should be brought sad... a lot of smiles are better..."

Hanie talked before closing the door...

I'm a tear-busting? What the heck, really sad, keep his tears flowing alone...

Wanted to run from the Koko, now even become a kangen hugged Koko. So really want proof Koko worried whether not, if it was early in the morning must have been here. A simple hypothesis led his feet back to the room, he then slept on his back staring at the ceiling of the room which was like a star-filled sky, a glow in the dark starlight that was stuck there, the relics of the old Koko, often a deliveryman to his sleep, looked at the small light until his eyes closed by themselves.

His hand touched something, Koko's jacket, she put on it, so it was like sleeping in Koko's arms, then lying on the bed, trying to smile as Hanie suggested. So remember Koko's words, 'if she's a beautiful smile', and with a smile on her face she falls asleep.

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Not all bitter words must be answered as bitter, heartache as the seed planted in the heart can grow and spread everywhere and dominate the heart, soul, and soul, the mind then bears an act of vengeance... Revenge is who we are, and it will only be satisfied if it has made those who hurt feel the same pain even if it may be more than we have ever felt. Our happiness? Maybe but just for a moment. Be satisfied? Maybe not because they want to do more.so great and strong grudges that can make a person's character change... To avenge hurt makes us equal to those who hurt maybe even worse....

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