Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 45. Not Wanting to Lose

Morning comes again, the time to start the day is at the rising of the sun. As has become the world consensus about daylight where most people work and are fully active is during the day, when the light of the sun rules the universe.

For the Tenry family starting the light of the morning with breakfast together at their big table is a routine but meaningful activity in, because the spirit and warmth starts from there, when all say hello to each other share a story, complaining, or just sharing info about trivial things. The joy of togetherness that absorbs up to the sum-sum sometimes becomes a dynamo that moves energy and creativity in the face of heavy tasks and work throughout the day. They share many things and receive many things that bind love in the family.

The togetherness that became the light of this family that was built long ago is now eroded by the problems that occur lately, the real light that every day appears with the sun, is fading. Beyvie had never been down for breakfast since then, and Tenry had always hurriedly finished breakfast or hurried away without breakfast and without speaking anything, Ivy became uninspired because she felt lonely alone in this big house without the nagging of her two brothers.

"Tiners..."

The sound of a firm call Ci Cun intercepted her son who had just left without turning to her. Tenry turned around just standing still with a waiting gaze, no question or smile on his face.

"Sit down and have breakfast, Mama will talk..."

Not reacting for a few seconds but finding a soft gaze but tucked into the authority of a mother, Tenry then moved slowly to the side of the dining table that he used to occupy and not occupied for about three months. There was his youngest sister who stared with a sad highlight, long lost the attention of her brother who although sometimes nagging but still pampering him.

Tenry had no intention of having breakfast, after meeting Holly again he always took time to have breakfast with his little girl, either outside or stop by to buy something and enjoy the two at the Holly boarding house.

"Why avoid mama?"

Ci Cun went straight to the point when he saw his son had sat down but did not look like he was going to have breakfast. Tenry did not answer and did not look at his mother. He also did not understand whether he had dodged all this time? She was disappointed by her mother's request and disturbed when Holly disappeared, but she tried to understand her mother did not want to refute or show her desire to keep Holly until Beyvie healed.

"Tenry?? You why? Your attitude has confused you lately? What do you do every day with your bike? Join the biker gang again?"

Tenry lifted his face to look at his mother.

"Coko's not motoring anymore, ma..."

Ivy, who reported earlier about her brother's habits, is giving new information about Tenry now.

"Oh? But still mom needs an explanation..."

Ci Cun's voice softened. Ci Cun could not stand the cold attitude of his son anymore. Tenry straightened his body that had been leaning, bending his elbows on the large table.

"Holly left the store.I was looking for her at the time..."

"meaning?"

"Holly doesn't live with Hanie anymore, moves on. disappears..."

"His problem?"

Tenry took a breath and sounded rude, unable to close his frustration now that his mother was pretending to not understand what was really happening.

"Mom asked me to give up on Cici, she knew it. That's why she left..."

Tenry replied with a sharp look towards Ci Cun. Tenry had not wanted to say everything about Holly, still did not know Ci Cun's attitude. Her mother seemed to have misbehaved for a moment...

"Some one must give up on Ko..."

"It should be your mother.don't force your desire..."

"Mama's desire is to protect the weak mama's child, you are strong Ko. You are able to face your problems, Cici can not..."

"But that's not fair to me. It's not fair to Holly, she's just as weak as Cici... "

"Holly's got no trauma, Ko. she's young too. while Cici..."

"Mama doesn't know Holly.maybe she won't act like Cici, but that child is fragile too... he can also hurt himself in different ways..."

"Think of your great-grandson Tenry. Look at her current condition, she's like living in a different world..."

Ci Cun was sad when he saw Tenry's aura that looked full of various emotions, becoming a dilemma now because Beyvie's state also did not change.

"Maybe Cici doesn't want to heal because she knows your intentions, your obsession makes Hanie a daughter-in-law... maybe you need counseling too."

"Tenry!!!"

"Ma. mama wants Cici to be healed but at the expense of my feelings, Holly's feelings, also Hanie and Cici's feelings. Don't be selfish ma, don't think your mind is the solution to Cici's problem..."

"Mama's been thinking about this many times."

"There's no other way, it's because you don't want to think of any other way, it's because of your obsession."

"Tin!!"

Ci Cun's face flushed red, the emotion with Tenry's attitude, only now his son was fighting back, more alluding to the obsession, it hurt.

"I asked Mama to be fair to me and Cici, that's all I could give in if it wasn't about Holly. Cici has all of us who protect and love her. But Holly only has Hanie to defend, the other family doesn't think she exists, but here Hanie can't act because she can't do anything for Holly... so don't ask me to leave Holly ma..."

Tenry stood up and then came out quickly. He did not want to prolong this debate. Although there is anger arises because his mother does not want to understand, but at least he has told his attitude.

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Holly parked her black matic under a catapult tree. This time there is no drama scramble or have to park too far because afternoon lectures are generally only lower-semester courses.

Holly was bored by herself in her boarding room, so it was still an hour away from college she should have been here, Nuella was coming home to her village there was a family event. Holly walked slowly to the second floor of room B1, surely no college friends had come, but it was okay to wait there. To the cafeteria he is not confident because at this hour there are usually still many level brothers hanging out there. The canteen attached to the back side of the library wall is never quiet until late at night because it is a place where students take advantage of free wifi faculty.

There is a section that became her favorite place to wait for the second floor.A corner near the stairs that people rarely pass, Holly headed there, heading to it, a place where he could sit quietly on one of the stairs.

Cellphone ringing... Holly moved quickly up the stairs then sat on the top rung, grabbing her white device.

He smiles...

"Yes... Koko..."

"Koko wants to stop by..."

"Yeah.it's on campus..."

"Who? Is it still an hour away from college?"

"Hehe is..."

"Coko gets there, ten minutes at most..."

"Huhuh? Why come here?"

"Can't you?"

"It's not so. but Koko pas nyampe already entered the clock..."

"Koko deket kampus. wait a day..."

"Flame..."

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Holly's protesting voice was just hanging in the sky her lips. Tenry who now will not pay attention to Holly if the matter of meeting, and as usual Holly can only accept and understand for Tenry's reasons that he always repeated without getting bored...

"Every day Koko must know your situation... Koko doesn't want to miss the kayak first, you leave suddenly..."

It sounded beautiful the first time, the second time, hearing the inner voice of a Tenry who did not want to lose, but for a long time Holly became disturbed but had no way to express it frankly.

A few minutes of trying to digest Tenry's attitude again, the more thought out he became, the more bound he felt. Holly finally went down again from the second floor, decided to meet Tenry in the parking lot, this is the fifth time Tenry came to him after college.

"Molly..."

Someone equalled his steps as he walked down the hallway of the building on the first floor towards the parking lot. Holly turned her head and greeted the smile of a level older brother.

"Eh.hai brother Brill..."

Holly was getting used to greeting people. The campus environment and its atmosphere felt different during High School time, and Holly began to be able to adapt. Everyone seemed to be able to easily act familiar, where there used to be a friendly upperclassman with a younger sibling, except if it was the bully, the gangs were very thick. But it's different here.

"Where are you going?"

"You go to the parking lot, brother..."

"Oh... Would you skip the hook?"

The friendly voice was heard again, and the man was still walking parallel to him.

"Eh. no really..."

"Cirain is going home..."

Holly did not respond but was a bit uncomfortable and widened the distance especially when the guy kept walking side by side.

Holly became familiar with this level brother because when the most active orientation came and had taught some yel-yel songs first. He is good at playing guitar, and has a good voice, especially having an above average face, although still taller Koko Tenry, but his posture is proportional, and seems to be the most prominent in his class. Often cross paths in college in the morning or afternoon because of the same majors.

Brill was still walking next to Holly, even passing his own car that was parked closer than their major building. Holly begins to be astonished but not yet confident enough to act just as familiar, so Holly keeps quiet until...

"Woiii... Brill..."

Someone called from behind and stopped Brill's steps, Holly looked over for a moment and found that there were male friends next to her calling from quite a distance away. Holly continued on. There was a shouting conversation, Holly no longer huffing. Before he got to where his bike was, not too far away he heard a half-running step behind him then a call...

"Holly.... Will I see you in class?"

Holly turned around not understanding.

"Huhuh?"

"I'm waiting for class..."

Then the man turned to his friends.

What does he mean.. he does not take this matkul also right?

Not yet had time to think further, a familiar car horn sound rang. Today, they had breakfast together, the afternoon Koko called twice, and this afternoon Koko loved her on campus... It's the Koko's really attentive or something....

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Hi.. sorry long time not up...

Once at the point of not wanting to continue again....

Request kk make me moved to write again. thanks ya msh wait 🥰🥰.

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