Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 35. Relented

Passing stressful hours, finally Beyvie declared good and can be visited by people close and limited, although still in the observation room because it must be monitored closely until it is completely stable. Mama Cun then accompanied the entire night.

Morning time...

"Nci..."

Dr. Reiner appeared in the intensive care room, checked Beyvie's status and took her aunt out of the room.

"Where's Rein..."

"It's stable..."

"Thankful..gratitude..."

"Later to be transferred to the nursery... Ncim..."

"Yes Rein.. please take care of ya..."

"Yes. Ncim... there was my friend who I deliberately sent here this morning.. a Psychiatrist..."

Ci Cun followed his bangs into his room. There was already a man there, a man who was mature enough and also had an attractive appearance.

"Include Ncim, Yongky's doctor, he used to treat someone who did self-harm, as happened to Beyvie..."

"Doc..."

Doctor Yongky smilingly welcomed Ci Cun's handshake.

"Ncim.. Beyvie should after a strong physique met with doctor Yongky, should be helped immediately so that his actions do not continue and eventually fatal..."

"Oh yes. Yes Rein... Organize all the treatments Beyvie needs... Ncim agrees, you know best Beyvie..."

"Well Ncim..dengerin explanation doctor Yongky first yes Ncim.. let me know Beyvie's condition..."

"Yes.. can, can..."

"The oldest son said yes ma'am..."

"Yes doc..."

"What age is Beyvienya ma'am?"

"Almost 27 years old, doc..."

"Oh so... Mmm... Well yes ma'am I explained. what Beyvie does is an act of self-harm or an act of self-harm, there may be unpleasant experiences such as trauma or conflict... he has no way of coping with difficult feelings, may feel hopeless and helpless, feel angry or experience pent-up pressure and eventually explode. Self-injury helps to lower the pressure felt. Has Beyvie had any problems lately, ma'am?"

"Yes, doc, he just found out who his girlfriend really is. Poor son doc, some of his girlfriends are just using him, cheating on him..."

"So yes.mmh..he has a trauma yes..Maybe there is also an unbearable shame, so he hurt himself as one way to punish himself... Indeed, the pain caused by this self-harm can replace the pain felt emotionally, which the pain cannot be explained by him, he said, so he prefers to hurt his physique. sometimes it feels like he just wants to die..."

"I asked the doctor for help, let him be healthy again..."

"I'm ready to help, ma'am, but for now I ask the family to give a sense of security first, treat it with compassion and do not judge ya... must understand that Beyvie's behavior is an effort to overcome painful feelings.Our caring attitude makes him feel not alone..."

"Good doc. good..."

"Later after his physical recovery we schedule counseling..."

"Thank you doctor..."

"Together, I'm glad to be able to help the mother's family..."

"Rein's... Ncim would like to see Beyvie. please arrange all yes..."

"Yes, Ncim..."

.

In front of the room where Beyvie was being treated...

"Tw..."

"Han.. oh there's Holly too. The door has been opened yes because here the clock is tight, the new day is open..."

"Not yet.we just spoke to the security guard want to besuk Cici Bey directly opened the door..."

"Oh so, maybe Rein set it up..."

"Where Cici Bey..."

"You're in for a little while, replace Holly..."

"Oh good Ci..."

"Holly here..."

Ci Cun sat on the bench that was available as an intensive space, hesitating Holly followed by sitting on the bench three seats by taking a distance, awkward alone with Ci Cun.

"Holly's healthy?"

"Ehh. Yes Ci Cun..."

"Have you started college?"

"Ci is soon..."

"Playing into the house often... Dede sometimes likes to complain about not having friends, later tomorrow-tomorrow Ci Cun send the driver to pick up Holly so Dede has a friend..."

"Yes Ci..."

"Dark... Ci Cun thirsty this. mineral water like abis deh..."

"Emmm... Holly's got mineral water..."

"Oh well, the cafeteria is at the end of this first floor, quite far away Holly..."

"No papa Ci... Holly go yeah..."

"Holly..this is the money, you have to buy, take a big bottle, two or three bottles..."

Ci Cun thrust the blue money sheet into Holly's hands which went straight away. He is not free to talk to his mother Ko Tenry, so when there is a chance to stay away, he is happy to go even though far away he said.

A few minutes passed... Beyvie was asleep, Hanie didn't linger inside. Surprised by the news from Tenry this morning made him come immediately.

"Ci Cun's..."

"Eh Han's... Ci Cun cape, sleepy also not sleep all night..."

"Ci Cun has breakfast?"

"Later..wait food from home aja.bentar again Tenry and Ko Siong have been here again..."

Hanie sat next to Ci Cun.

"Han.. We almost lost Cici..."

Ci Cun made a soft voice but there were emotions stored there, even the tears fell back.

"You know Jim, right?"

"Yes Ci..."

"Jim has a girlfriend as it turns out, she's just like everyone else... Cici's like this knowing Jim's behavior..."

"Yes Ci... Tenry told me that..."

"It's a good thing Cici is still being helped, Han... Ci Cun could not imagine what happened today, Ci Cun would not be able to face Cici away..."

Ci Cun could not help but cry again, all night long each looking at his son's face tears kept flowing down his cheeks. Ci Cun covered her face with both hands, a crying voice that sounded suffocating Hanie's chest as well. Hanie shifted her seat and grabbed Ci Cun's shoulder, it was like looking at her own mama, in the past she felt Ci Cun's attention greatly exceeded her own mother's attention, now he could only do this. Ci Cun's shoulders shook in Hanie's arms.

"Ci Cun's... Ci Cun asked for help, Han... asked very strongly... do not refuse again Ci Cun's wishes huh? Ci Cun doesn't want this to happen again.Oh my God..."

Isakan is heard again, coming from the heart of a mother who was destroyed because of the state of her daughter. The mess that affected Hanie's heart as well.

"Han.. please love Cici yes. only you who Ci Cun believes can love Cici wholeheartedly... Ci Cun beg Han..."

Ci Cun's hand grabbed Hanie's two hands, looking at Hanie with a face of deep pleading, earnestness radiated there beside the still flowing tears. Hanie could not bear to refuse the radiance of that face.

"Don..."

"But Cici Bey's feelings can't be forced, Ci..."

Hanie said slowly, honestly she wanted to refuse, but now her heart could not say no, never promised Tenry to talk about this. But actually for a long time he was like paralyzed if about this.

"Ci Cun knows what Cici looks like Han.he will not be difficult to fall in love, and if he has fallen in love he will love half to death... please Ci Cun with Cici yes..."

"But Ci, I can't..."

"Ha... If Hanie has a request, Ci Cun can give anything to Hanie, just mention Han... Ci Cun me..."

"It's not Ci. Not Ci, I didn't ask for anything, it's not a problem..."

Hanie cut quickly as she knew the direction of Ci Cun's sentence.

"What Han? What makes you unable to?"

I'm sorry Ten...

"Tenry's... Ci. I can't because Tenry's my friend..."

"meaning? Tenry forbid you?"

"Sir Ci... Tenry's..."

Hanie hesitated, how to tell this, she lost the word also felt not entitled to tell Ci Cun about Tenry.

"What Han?"

Ci Cun was still staring at Hanie, his mind was trying to find out when Hanie never answered, and looked agitated beside him. The situation was saved for Hanie, from afar seen Ko Siong and Tenry with an art coming closer.

"Where is Cici Cun?"

Ko Siong was still anxious about the state of his eldest daughter.

"Udah is stable, later want to move to the room. still asleep may be due to sedatives. If he wakes up later. Don't talk about what he did, don't reveal it in front of him, it can make him more depressed... Rein's been looking for a psychiatrist for counseling.We're quite attentive and affectionate, that's what he needs Siong the most..."

"Yes, yes I understand, I go in first..."

As Tenry moved, he wanted to enter the room as well...

"Tenry. mama wants to talk to you..."

Tenry turned around then stood right in front of Mama and Hanie. Mama's serious considering she's just saying her name, not Koko.

"What's up, ma?"

"You know we almost lost Cici..."

"Yes... why?"

"Cici is at risk of repeating this again if she is depressed again.Mama does not want to happen again... Mama can't let Cici meet a guy who will behave like they all."

"Yes.we must be looking after Cici ma..."

"Mama has asked Hanie many times to be Cici's husband... But Hanie again rejected my mother's wishes, he said because of you? Why can't he? You're against Hanie?"

"Tenry never bothered, Ci. I can't..."

"Don't confuse Ci, Han... earlier you said the reason for Tenry... If Tenry does not prohibit what dong reason?"

Hanie looked at Tenry...

"Tenry???"

Mama stood up now and looked at her silent child with all the turmoil of feeling in her chest.

"Ma.. later we talk at home yes. mama need to rest now, do not discuss things like this here..."

"Mom want to know now.You two tell me now..."

After looking at each other and throwing a signal...

"I'm. I'm dating Holly..."

Finally a sentence of confession came out of Tenry's mouth. Ci Cun sat down again in his seat. Somehow this was done, but Beyvie was the priority now.

"Koko.. mama should how, Cici need us Ko. mama does not want Cici wrong way again Ko, mama does not want Cici died in the most despicable way..."

Ci Cun was crying loudly now, slapping his head over both of his thighs. Tenry crouched down, he also did not like it if it happened again, he was as sad as his mother. Tenry hugged his mother.

"Co... Koko gave up on Cici huh? Mama please Ko... yes..please mama Ko, please Cici yes?"

Tenry was devastated when he saw his mother's face, lost his word and seemed to have lost something in his soul...

"Ma..."

"Koko can sacrifice for Cici, Koko can find another, but Cici can't Ko..."

"Ma.. this is not a solution ma, not necessarily this is good for Cici, and certainly not good for Koko. please ma, do not insist Koko lakanin painful things for Koko also Lingling..."

"I also can't sacrifice my sister Ci Cun..."

Hanie is getting crowded here, her sister is also prone to being destroyed.

"Ma. can you accept Lingling as well. shouldn't matter..."

"Can't be Koko, there's nothing like that in our family... Mama has no choice Ko. This one time I give to mama Ko. just this once..."

"Ma.. please..."

Tenry was still trying to ask her mother to give up on her wishes.

"Oh my God, how do you deal with this..."

Ci Cun stood away from the two young men with a helpless cry.

"Mama..."

Tenry stormed his mother who was already lying on the floor.

Not far from there, Holly who was hiding next to the train that was being used by a cleaning service was sitting leaning against the wall with tears that were just as swift.

Koko is not for me...

.

🦋

.

So many kinds of life, and sometimes this cruel, impartial reality, is dark, like a valley of darkness... it took a miracle touch of His hand to prop up so as not to fall lying down...

.

Happy reading...