Seasons Will Always Change (Holly's Love Story)
Eps. 62. Inner Peace

Thoughts that discouraged him and that brought down all the walls of spirit came all the time so that almost all night Holly could not sleep. The seasons of his life changed rapidly, again.His heart became gloomy wrapped in ever-increasing sadness. The more he thought the more his sadness grew.

Eyes and two sides of his jaw until it hurts because of too much crying plus the chest that always feels pain every time Tenry remembers. Given the many sweet moments the two now became a stab that left a pain in his heart, considering all Tenry's kindness felt like it was destroying his body's soul, it seemed like all he had and what he was using now was Tenry's gift. How can you forget this deeply memorable first love?

Nine o'clock in the morning, the subtle pounding on the door of his room was heard several times, it felt like the dream of his entire consciousness had not yet come fully, the sound had not stopped until a call came to his name several times, then there was a conversation that I heard. Holly tried to open her eyes that were difficult to follow the orders of her brain, her eyelids so difficult to move maybe because the rest of the tears so like glue in her swollen eyes.

"Crania..."

Holly realized, it was Tenry's voice. His head looking for a wall clock confirmed the time, this was very late from his normal morning wake time. Holly stood up and almost staggered, feeling dizzy for a moment she felt, maybe because the whole night continued to cry and just fell asleep after the sound of prayer that I heard earlier at dawn. Holding the side of his head he opened the room door.

"Heiii. morning baby, just woke up..."

Holly had a chance to see Nuella behind Tenry who pointed at her eyes as if she wanted to say something with her cue but Holly could not digest it, just woke up to make her mind run slow, and now Tenry had closed the door, and now Tenry had closed the door, he went to the window and opened the window width on two sides of the room, this room is indeed located on the hook so there are two openings that make good air circulation in this room. Tenry then shut off the ac. While Holly was self-orientated and still recovering she just sat on the bed, starting to feel her body uneasy.

"Ling.. wash your face the same toothbrush there, keep breakfast... This is Koko bring from home, fried rice the same Lingling porridge just choose, there are boiled eggs the same omelet too..."

Tenry releases the hook on two sides of the tupp*er challenger click to go colorful.

"Coko has breakfast, a bit slow to come here because Koko woke up late, cape all day yesterday around Cici nyari..."

Koko continued, after looking at Holly who had not moved from her place.

"Darling... why? Still hurts, huh?"

Holly who began to realize what was wrong with her finally lowered her heart so as not to show her sadness to Tenry, but how, she was confused to hide while clearly her face was crying, of course, this is also her trouble holding back the urge of tears that ask to come out of her eyes again. Tenry approached and now Tenry was standing in front of Holly grabbing a body that did not want to look at her, Holly's position sitting in her arms.

"Why early in the morning do not gini spirit? Really sick?"

The soft voice made Holly even more heartbroken, her head leaning against Tenry's stomach made her face hidden, and there was Tenry's big hand gently rubbing her head. This affectionate treatment had made her broke, she was tired of crying but her brain could not prevent her from crying again.

Tenry felt something, there was a small shock on Holly's shoulder. Slowly Tenry took off a hug and brought his body down half crouching in front of Holly equalizing the direction of view. His eyes found a puffy and sad face that was full of tears. This little girl returned to expression mode months ago.

"What's the matter Ling... Baby, what's wrong with you?"

What's a good lie?

A lie is never good, right, since last night he's been lying to Kokonya.

"illness?"

Tenry dried Holly's tears, rubbed the cheeks, and Holly was forced to nod in her short conclusion.

"Hurt your head?"

Again just nodding, he had no energy to make a sound other than not wanting to tell a lie again.

"How's "gyny? Still sore?"

Back nodding his head with tears falling down again, he was willing to lie until when?

"Last night said it wasn't too sick. Koko didn't come..."

Yes yes...last night lied toothache, now headache tomorrow and tomorrow what reason? He was beginning to fear the pain.

"Light cry like, his eyes swollen gini... Koko buyin medicine first yes..."

"Don't do... Lingling doesn't usually take medicine..."

The husky voice he managed to say, no one was sick so why buy medicine.

"From suffering pain..."

"Don't..."

"Still crying?"

"Grandfather... Lingling toothbrush only..."

In the bathroom Holly looked at her face in the mirror above the sink, looking at her own pitiful look. He could not resist this sadness to leave immediately, just hope Tenry did not suspect something, it seems natural that people with toothache cry as natural as he was, better a toothache than a heartache, but it turns out this morning the toothache is the same as the heartache logical enough to be used as an excuse to hide what actually happened.

When sitting facing the study table as well as the dining table, Holly chose plain porridge, not to strengthen the reason for her condition, but it felt like she was unable to chew and digest other foods. If possible he does not want to eat anything, but certainly his girlfriend until this moment will issue his overprotective attitude.

"Here Koko's bribe..."

Tenry shifted Holly's chosen bushel closer to the side she was standing on, choosing an omelet from the other bushel, then Tenry pulled the chair Holly was sitting in rotating direction facing the bed, take a bushel filled with food and then sit on the bed. Under these conditions Tenry must have added to his attentive actions.

Koko don't make Lingling harder to leave you. (this is the author's conscience that follows baper hikksss, who first baper when the sad nulis is Iuu 😭).

In two feeds, tess. luber again.

Why am I so clumsy, why must I killuin Koko again, sick...

"The spoon got in the teeth yeah, sorry baby..."

Tenry placed the container with food and carefully rubbed Holly's two cheeks without asking which tooth was hurting, drying it with his thumb tears on the cheek.

"We went to the dentist, right? Poor we cry gini..."

Tenry stared lovingly, sadly also seeing the face of his beloved loved one full of tears.

"No papa Koko..."

"Sayanggg... Do you think this time is not papa?"

"Yes... Lingling.. only.. baper only knows how unfortunately Koko is Lingling..."

Holly said softly half-down, grabbing the tissue on the table and cleaning her nose.

"Is that what it is?"

Tenry started putting on an investigative face.

"Yes..."

Tenry smiled as he cleaned Holly's face this time wearing tissue.

"It doesn't hurt? Or maybe there's a problem, like you're sad..."

Holly flinched, don't let Koko smell something.

"Ehhh no Ko... Lingling is nothing..."

"Yes already.. continue to eat that way..."

"Mmm Ko..."

"Yes dear..."

"Ehh. I want Koko to hug..."

"Ohh? Wahhh often baper if that's so..."

No word delaying or rejecting the cute girl's request, Koko immediately pulled Holly's chair closer and carried the tiny body in her warm embrace, Holly leaned comfortably against the chest of the field, seeking her inner warmth and peace.

There are times when a hug is needed, not just an affection and action of a lover, but more to a need for calmness that is as valuable as words that encourage not to give up and give strength that life will continue, and this problem will surely end. This kind of hug seems to put steel into the bones, so that this self has the strength again to pass through the thick and dark life with a feeling of calm and peace.

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