
"Gosh what's going on?"
Hyerin unceasingly gathered up all the excuses and logic that would be impossible to explain her vision now, which she saw everyone pass by leisurely, walking both ways to and fro, and, talk to each other about their own affairs.
his daydream was restrained, Hyerin winked until repeated several times. But his face was disappointed he did not get what he expected. Everything is true. Then he got up and walked past the people. Even following a hospital attendant, he thought there was information to be obtained.
A nurse entered the room that read the emergency room. Hyerin only found a lot of patients in the room, as previously thought she was in the hospital and this was real, not a dream that anytime she could wake up.
It might seem very strange if he's a patient in the hospital who can be relaxed and go away at will. His eyes looked at the clothes he was wearing and his feet barefooted. He undoed the intention to go even further, all he needed right now was proper clothing. Hyerin then recalled an early room when she came to a realization, it was definitely in that place a lot of her personal belongings. But actually Hyerin could not remember exactly the room, all he had done was to go running through the room one by one, without remembering and thinking maybe he should go back to the room where he was treated.
One carelessness had already been committed and it was no longer the time that he should feel despair.
Hyerin once again repeated her steps from the beginning, she went in the direction before trying to trace the path and came to each room.
It was already very far away, Hyerin also felt that it was enough to walk to and fro and she needed some rest to think about it.
Deeply inhaled the air that was allowed to spread to the Indra of his smell. His body was leaning against a wall that currently looked extremely well-groomed. Cleanliness of the floor and people can be witnessed if everything goes properly. Hyerin considered if she had to start forgetting the previous events because she herself could not interpret the strange events that did not make sense. This is the reality, now he is in a hospital looking for the room where he is treated.
On the sidelines of a careful break Hyerin found many people in front of her, chatting with each other or doing other activities. One by one and normal, that's the answer. They all do activities and isolate themselves as unknown people.
"When there was no one here." He thought back to bluffing. But his heart was reluctant to accept, he tried hard not to think about it anymore. Maybe it was just a dream. He just wanted to believe what he thought he could believe. As of now, he is currently in the hospital with many people, an ordinary reality.
Hyerin felt unable to stand it, for a second she kept quiet, then had left many questions that were disturbing and frustrating. He walked back slowly leaving the place, going from one room to another. His spirit could be this small, greater than his fear. Hyerin hesitantly took the initiative to greet someone, an unknown person who just kept passing by her. He needed to ask to just go to the information center and ask the room on his behalf. A shorter and easier way.
His feet led Hyerin toward a person standing alone before him. As strongly as his hyerin gathered courage, which he himself did not quite believe whether his actions were right. But it is not a good thing in a precarious situation like now he has to be brave ... It's the only way.
"Excuse me. I, want to ask" Her tone sounded trembling, her eyes did not even dare to look at the person. Hyerin still lowered her head and waited for a response.
A few moments passed.
I just heard boisterous talk from people. Hyerin slowly raised her head, found the person she was waiting for was still acting indifferent and then left just like her voice was not heard. Right, maybe because the atmosphere was too crowded, his voice with such a hesitant tone could have been unheard.
His eyes looked from left to right and all the way to the sides. It means he wants to meet people who are pretty sure he can talk to.
Once again, Hyerin approached a man who was chatting with his interlocutor.
Hyerin waved her hand and tried to structure each word well. "I'm sorry, I .. I just wanted to ask you something. Apa_" Not yet finished launching his sentence the man even passed by not responding to his presence.
Hyerin was stunned, she thought that something was not right. It's been twice.
"CAN I ASK YOU?" Hyerin's scathing cry didn't even make people look at her.
Still no one responded.
Hyerin ran in panic, she now no doubt approached everyone one after another repeating each question with half a shout. Hyerin was finally convinced, an assumption that suddenly gave rise to a new fear for her. If in this place he is not considered to exist. Do some kind of righteous people not consider it to exist? Or because his presence is INVISIBLE. With her eyes twisting, Hyerin could no longer think. The reality is that he may not be visible now?
His trembling hands grabbed someone before his eyes. It turned out that he found the hand that did not touch anything, completely translucent. Even if his touch cannot be felt, he is like a shadow. Just a SHADOW?
His eyes could not escape from a fact that made him feel pushy. Half annoyed Hyerin tried to forcefully touch every person who was in front of him. "Cannot be. This is just wrong" His heart tried to justify the fact that itself had witnessed the truth.
Hyerin could not accept it, she ran in just any direction that turned out her body was completely untouched even bumping into people like she saw. Hyerin's consciousness was almost completely drained. He did not care about the screams and his bold attitude was not his previous self. Hyerin no longer worried about her actions, did not feel ashamed and hesitated anymore. He snapped at everyone, even launching a rage that if one were to witness him would assume he had gone mad. Totally bonkers.
Deep in his heart, Hyerin was so unwilling to accept everything she was going through, she did not want to admit that she was a spirit, and that she was dead. Like a shadow that continues to appear, the same is the case with the movie scene that he has watched. If the spirits of the dead cannot touch the living.
Every shadow that appeared was a feeling of his heart being afraid and contrary to reality, Hyerin did not want to accept everything that her own heart said. In short he did not want to die and incarnate as a spirit like now.
As Hyerin yelled, this was probably the first time she cried while yelling. His heart was deeply wounded, as strong as the voice he was listening to.