
The decoration of the building that looks quite confirmed if the place has indeed been abandoned for a long time. Faded wall paint is almost not intact leaving scratches and cracks everywhere. The pillars of the building are half sturdy is no longer supporting the building well. The glass frame that left only glass and a little remaining glass cracks broke and scattered everywhere.
The description of the hustle and bustle of the building atmosphere is enough to complement Hyerin's distress. No one will be able to survive in it. And how can it be with her?
Rumbling wind gushed through the cracks of the walls and immediately greeted Hyerin's cold body. Then the clang of the sound of the wall clock resounded adding to the horror. Only the cry of the wind and the sound of the wall clock were still faintly heard by his auditory Indra.
His cold gawking gaze did not end still lamenting a fate that was very unlucky. His mouth was silent, unmoved. Hyerin no longer reacted despite watching one by one everyone disappear from view as the sound of the wall clock that continued to sound.
His body was still sculpting, sitting in a corner of the room that left only a single person.
The noise from the people was completely gone. The atmosphere that had changed at this time began to be able to familiarize Hyerin who was alone with all her consciousness now. Her heart describes a realization that demands her to accept if she is dead, a life that she never wanted to live with people she knew. But now turning around, his whole heart was very sad not to accept the reality that he still considered a nightmare.
Deaths. His brain did not stop spinning digesting a fact about Death. It was really like he was dreaming, he did not expect that he could die so quickly and had to accept the reality he could not accept briefly.
Firm on the last sound as the clock clang Hyerin's attention was slightly distracted. His sharp gaze recorded every side he saw at that moment. There was a fact that made Hyerin aware of his testimony. When the sound of the wall clock was heard twice, then the atmosphere around as fast as the light changed as it was happening. He got up and gathered all the curiosity and part of the heart that asked him to figure out all the puzzles he kept on witnessing. Not long in his search his eyes caught a door open. Hyerin realized that the room was no stranger to her. Without a second thought he immediately ran to a place not far from his vision.
His ears were ringing, his vision blurred. He could not hold his body with both legs already collapsing to the floor. A feeling of extreme anxiety made him lose control. For a moment his mind was empty, he did not know what else to do. He was just stunned to find his efforts in vain. "Is this what spirit life is like?" A question that drew his consciousness back and further clarified the fact that he was dead in that life. Hyerin could no longer contain all the sadness and confusion that befell her now. He began to cry for a very long time, a form of sadness that could no longer be held back, and his brain that still continued to rotate memories when awakened from his consciousness incarnated as a spirit, he said, stuck in a place she didn't know at all, it added to the burden and tightness in her chest.
Did he really leave everything? That's how Hyerin felt. It still feels faint and still makes it the biggest question. A part of the heart that still could not accept in a short time made Hyerin continue to weigh a fact that could clearly be explained by his eyes.
Finding himself still confused and a heart that can not accept well what has happened, it adds more burden and does not help his mind at all. Hyerin fell, she was confused.
Worrying that his mind was becoming more and more pessimistic, there was nothing left but his increasingly haunting feelings of despair. Could it be that he would be forever alone in a place like this? A question that came up, once again in her despair Hyerin vented all the sadness, she cried for a very long time and somehow she would continue to cry to keep her heart in check again.
In a short time his reason and logic were forced to accept a fate that had been strung together for him at this time. There is no longer any reason to avoid it. Although it was very heavy and forever he could not accept, but the reality before his eyes was already in stark contrast to his expectations. His heart and mind were helpless. He was sad because he was desperate.
In a cry that had not yet subsided a row of shadows sprung up again in Hyerin's memory. Among them is very firm to show the face of someone who always makes him angry, makes him unable to live the days without a father, and makes his heart hurt all the time. But this time it was different, every face of his mother appeared Hyerin felt tightness. His mind was unable to explain the cause of the pain his heart felt. Isn't this better? Life without a man is like his mockery in real life. Then why do I have to be this sick? His heart hesitated. And that question only intensified his guilt. He can judge the treatment he has done is not something that is justified, he should never make a single mistake on a person who has borne all the burden from birth to adulthood, he should never do anything wrong, moreover, it has been encouraging his heart by always being patient and strong to face the attitude of Hyerin who is not good. Hyerin had to feel again the regret that would continue to imprint. Getting her unworthy self to be given the chance to live as Hyerin as she once was.