Separated Time.

Separated Time.
Ken's Sadness


Ken keeps looking for Sani everywhere, wherever he's been.


His heart was very unsettled, anxious and confused. Where else was looking for Sani whom he hadn't seen for a while now.


Suddenly the clock sounds. There was a regret that made Ken upset at that time, why should it be in the wrong time like this.


All the sights at each end of his vision had already changed, brighter and more lively. Ken drew his attention to the crowd that suddenly enveloped the place before his eyes. If the situation already looks like this then it makes it harder for Ken to find Sani.


Ken could no longer express his feelings of regret back then, he could not remain silent for even a second. But when the haunting despair makes Ken even harder to control himself. What was in his mind at that time just wanted to go home.


Finally Ken had to be at his lowest point, he gave up and decided to return to his place. He will continue the search from the beginning again.


A building was seen before his eyes, a magnificent building. Ken can't remember every time he came in and out of the building the longer the memory of him and the reason for being inside the building was completely gone. He was just an empty, empty soul who only had a mission and a promise.


With a calm feeling Ken walked into the building. But his eyes were immediately restrained when he saw something lying on the floor and even everyone who passed by never paid him any heed as well. Is that person a spirit? As he got closer his feelings grew more unsettled. Something was disturbing and made him nervous.


"SAN!!" His shouting. Spontan Ken ran over.


When he wanted to reach Sani Ken's body was immediately shocked, as fast as the light of Sani's body turned into dust blown by the wind.


Ken sat silent, his eyes wide open. Some days Ken doesn't move at all.


Something that happened in front of his eyes was just like a cursory shadow in front of his eyes which then disappeared like a dream at night.


What happened to Sani, Ken's hand again grabbed the place that had been in that place Sani was still seen sleeping lying helpless.


Ken looked at both of his hands at that moment. Nothing, not even a speck of dust.


Is what he sees just hallucinations?


When Ken turned around and saw all the rooms in his place, he confirmed that he was not dreaming.


His brain immediately stopped thinking, his chest felt tight, his body was limp helpless. Ken's gaze only looked blank, he was still sitting quietly regardless if the people who passed him to and fro. To him there was only him alone in a very dark room.


Cetus in his heart about Sani's death, is it real and Sani is gone?


Ken ran frustrated to just about anywhere. Screaming to find Sani who he never saw even if only a shadow. There was no Sani in sight.


Ken yelled again to Sani with a pushy feeling, he could not stand his mind describing if the shadow was the death of Sani. All the contents of his mind, instincts, logic, could not accept if Sani was gone. Until whenever Ken can't accept that. That's not real!


Once again Kem made sure to the last place where he saw Sani lying there. But he didn't see it either. Kem couldn't believe something that kept happening to him. Losing Sani was losing her life partner as well.


Though Sani is younger than her, Sani is more important to live. But why did destiny not allow him to stay a little more in this world.


The sadness that felt tight and piercing in his chest made Ken only speechless with a blank look. He could no longer express how his heart was at that moment.


His body stood up and stepped unsteadily, bumping into anyone who would definitely never come into contact with him. Ken cared nothing, he paid no heed to everything before his eyes. For him there was only empty space left only him there.


Moments later, the memories of Sani sprang up like a film that kept rolling in his memory. Everything is not missed. The moment of togetherness with Sani was getting real before his eyes.


Ken's body collapsed until he knelt down to hold his body that just felt limp. His face lowered down in quite a short time. It didn't feel like the water was flooding like rain coming down from Ken's face. And after the count of time continued to pass, Ken's cries were heard, from a slow tone until he sobbed. Everything he put out in tears. What can he do now? He can only cry, right?


Ken continued to dissolve in tears that did not make him tired. She was still crying and putting her face down. His loss was not an incident he could easily forget. Every breath, every time, all there is Sani, the story of Sani always accompanies. And what would happen if now the figure of Sani no longer exists even a shadow will never exist again. What can he do now?


No sound of the clock was heard again, as quickly as the light all changed. But Ken still lowered his face with a cry that was heard. Her crying was nothing with the agonizing feeling left in her chest. It felt like there would no longer be a day for tomorrow, Ken felt like he would not be able to meet people anymore, he could not do it.


The feeling of despair is getting more and more overpowered, coupled with an unfinished sadness as well. And at that time no one knew how sad this was, and there would never be another person who was always by his side.


Suddenly someone patted Ken on the shoulder who was seen still lowering his head.


Ken still didn't move either.


"Sani's gone Ken." It was his words that instantly made Ken react.


Ken stood up and looked at Rai before his eyes.


Instantly his anger ignited, Ken quickly pulled Rai's collar and prepared to throw a punch.


"It's all your fault and that demon." Ken was very upset.


When Ken raised his fist to the stomach, Rai silently did not fight until he knocked Rai down. Ken was still not satisfied even though he saw Rai had fallen, he was ready to lift his legs until he hit Rai's body.


Several times his fists kept hitting Rai who did not fight back in the least. But Ken is still not satisfied either.


"You shouldn't be the one who isn't the one." Call Ken half dead pissed.