
"Now tell me all your stories!" Susan's pinta sounded very soft.
Hyerin just fell silent and held back her feeling that was already very tight in the chest and could probably burst into a cry that she could not hold anymore. His eyes turned slightly towards Susan who was still waiting for her courage to tell a story. Susan was calm, gentle, cheerful... Why can't she be like Susan? Susan bore a greater burden and her grief was greater than herself.
Hyerin took a deep breath, she tried to read her heart to calm down, until something was said to the heart yes confidently to immediately tell the story, tell all her stories and to be heard by others.
He took a deep breath again and let it into the cracks of the nose until it seemed to flow into the lungs. For the second time Hyerin tried to calm the heart. As if everything was sounding extremely loud, every whispering voice sounded tight in his ears. Maybe because Hyerin was nervous.
"Let's.me. Very happy. Have a complete family. There's a father and a mother. Living comfortably among everyone's happiness, there is nothing difficult for me because. em. a_I have many friends. Oia. very much." He said in a nervous tone, even to say every word he strung together Hyerin never kept quiet. He looked to the left, to the right, and both hands were never silent.
An awkward smile was on the corner of his lips, as if a lie that simply flowed with confidence. Susan simply responded awkwardly. He didn't ask or ask Hyerin to tell him again.
"Eh. Why don't you take me to your parents' place too, let me know." Susan Pinta.
"Emmm... They've been moving around ever since I didn't they moved again. I don't know where they're going." Hyerin swiftly answered back to her origin.
"Emmm... Alright. Maybe if there's time we can meet again right?" Ask her.
Hyerin simply smiled and did not immediately reply.
Both of them instantly fell silent and gave the same expression as the sound of a wall clock suddenly sounded. Hyerin looked at Susan in front of her. One second later Hyerin occupied the building and was in its place as usual. Crowd atmosphere... The voices of the people, the footsteps of everyone, and the boisterous talk instantly disappeared instantly. The atmosphere changed into a vacuum. Dirty rooms, footprints, and fragile columns are still permanent decorations seen around the place. This time he was the only one, nothing else.
A place as big as a public hospital in a famous city left only himself alone. Then Hyerin dragged her feet towards the room as usual. He could not bear to walk alone outside the patient room which was large enough to accommodate one person comfortably. Although the view of the mattress was dirty, the walls were fragile, and black as well as the cupboards and dead clocks did not make him have to regret and want to leave. As the female teacher had said back then, here was her safest place. Especially considering the circumstances that are increasingly becoming so even people who do not spook it even back to blame and make Hyerin depressed because all gossip, rumors, news, directly attacked him from all directions. The reality now increasingly gave Hyerin little reason to go out and satisfy her curiosity. All he knows is, if he gets out and meets one person who is familiar or bothers him then the disaster will happen again.
Hyerin simply exhaled heavily. His legs and body were extremely weak, moreover the feeling of boredom continued to ruin his mood. Not to mention with every personal affair that has not been resolved into a shadow that continues to remind like an alarm.
His mind drifted back to the meeting with Susan. He had lied again and now had to feel regret. But it's not his fault, is it? He lied like that only he was unable to admit all his greatest guilt.
His eyes repeatedly turned back and forth to see the dead clock perched on the patient's desk. Still at exactly 08:00, my time stopped at the exact hour of his death.
Very deeply Hyerin was only observing the clock with her mood that had not calmed down.
"When did you sleep?"
"No..." Hyerin yelled. His legs immediately rolled Akemi's body with all his might onto the floor.
"You're presumptuous, when I let you come and sleep in my bed, you're a man makes it uncomfortable to know.!" Hyerin was very upset, but she was actually surprised by Akemi's whereabouts.
Akemi who was still grimacing painfully on the floor did not care about the Nagging from Hyerin's mouth. All he saw was that he was just very tired and sleepy, maybe that was the reason why he didn't care about Hyerin.
Angrily Akemi immediately slept on the floor not caring about Hyerin speaking. Though with his attitude like that even more add to Hyerin's emotions.
"Hey was shameless, sleeping in a place of random people." Hardik Hyerin was impatient as he came down to the floor.
"Bawls. Who belongs to whom? I'm also in this place, I was earlier than you. So just shut up and sleep." Said Akemi who could barely open her eyes and looked towards Hyerin, she was completely sleepy.
"La. In this hospital there are many rooms, why should it be here. There you go, you need to know I'm uncomfortable." Whine Hyerin who did not accept Akemi's presence selfishly.
"Bodo's time." Jerk her.
Instead Akemi went to sleep instead of following Hyerin's wish, who had asked her to leave.
There is no way, which looks Akemi has fallen asleep. With a forced and unwavering heart he finally had to give up on his own, after all Akemi slept on the floor not in bed with him.
The instant Hyerin's mind stopped, she recalled very well at that time Rai who was sleeping in the room and she slept on the bed with him. With great embarrassment Hyerin pressed deeply into the memories that appeared carelessly and that she never wanted to remember again, it was just a mistake and never wanted to be repeated. With a reddened face hue and a frown Hyerin went back up on the mattress and confirmed his sleeping position. He lay quietly even though he could never calm down especially if only silence like now all memories continue to make him feel stressed.
He never calmed down anywhere with all the circumstances.
The dim light wrapped Hyerin's body with a slightly contrasting white sheet was visible, while on the floor not far from her Akemi fell asleep.