
His breath stopped in the middle of the throat making Hyerin silent and unable to make a sound and as if all of his words were lost from thought.
"Rai is gone."
A sentence he kept on remembering.
"What are you talking about? How's Rai?" Hyerin looked worried.
"What's going on?"
"Ray? Hows it? Where's?"
Hyerin said unceasingly not even giving Ken a chance to comment.
"You don't know, talk like a shameless person. You don't know shit! Don't be so presumptuous!" Hyerin looked unstable, with a clash of her constantly exploding rage.
Ken was silent he could barely think of anything else. He could not believe that he had said everything he knew to Hyerin, but from the beginning he did not want to say it because all the words had not been proven as well.
Seeing Hyerin's constantly angry expression made Ken confused, he felt wrong as well because he had already dared to say that. All he did was remain silent and could not react.
"You're just like them. You liars keep telling lies. Is that your hobby?"
"You're sassy!"
"You're a liar."
"You're shameless!"
Hardik Hyerin for being so unaccepting with everything Ken said back then.
After a long period of cursing, Hyerin instantly fell silent again. His gaze looked blank and left only the confusion that was painted on his face. Hyerin was very confused and depressed.
Even his hands were trembling like he was losing a lot of energy, and there was a great sense of frustration on his face at that moment.
Ken who saw it could only stand up and bewildered. He could not let Hyerin continue to dissolve into his bad feelings. It might also trigger Hyerin to do something bad. He wants Rai very much and wants to see him soon. And how can Ken directly reveal a bad news directly to Hyerin.
"Let's go!" Said Ken and immediately went to take Hyerin from that place. Ken intends to take Hyerin to a safer place because it is not good also if it continues to be in the open and invite people will arrive.
"Please wake up quickly! You can't keep quiet!" Ken hesitated.
Ken was immediately startled again as soon as he saw Hyerin's eyes moving towards him looking well.
"What do you know about Rai?"
Hyerin.
Ken did not immediately reply, he was confused and did not expect Hyerin to say that.
Should everyone just say it as easily as before? Ken's mind was completely confused. But indeed he could not continue harboring the truth alone, especially after he had just spoken and said it wrongly. Hyerin would continue to be suspicious and would not let go easily, Hyerin would continue to ask very curiously.
The length of time considering Ken has finally saved his choice.
Ken would say everything easily he didn't care about something that happened after, most importantly he got the composure of having already said it directly to Hyerin. And he no longer needed to keep all that burden in front of others, because he had already said it. Isn't that a wise choice? He's not really blaming? He just needs to say everything as it is.
After struggling with his own thoughts Ken had already drawn a conclusion. Then Ken turned around but the twinkle of his eyes caught Hyerin's figure that wasn't okay. Kem can also understand and really know what it's like to lose a really valuable person. When he lost Sani, he, and finally the misunderstanding is over but still Ken feels a little disappointed because Sani is involved with the problem of Rai and Hyerin without his knowledge until the last time that must be lost to ashes.
Ken's feelings changed again, he could not bear to also feel sad and could imagine the same thing.
Ken was sitting next to Hyerin as if he was also sitting in the same place and with the same circumstances as well.
Hyerin was silent, but her cries could not be hidden anymore.
Very tight, a heart that has been broken. Somehow Hyerin was affected and this time she gave up on her feelings, she no longer had any confidence that Rai was still somewhere, she said, if only Rai was still there he would have first searched and found him. But reality isn't like that, is it?
The reality was like the wind in summer, passing by just like that and only leaving a cool moment. Among his consciousness was partly reassuring if that fact was indeed true, but most of Hyerin's heart couldn't accept it she didn't want all of that reality on her side. He didn't expect it to end this way soon.
"Take it, I lied. Doesn't sound like a reality that will make you want to end it all quickly. As time goes on it feels like the memory of losing someone is nothing." Ken said trying to attract the atmosphere and resuscitate Hyerin.
"Before beside me there was always Sani, and we as I went whenever we were together. When he heard Sani was gone, it felt like the sky had collapsed instantly. But how else." Ken stopped the story again.
Hyerin started to look at Ken. He looked in the mirror and saw himself in Ken's eyes. Listening to others who had lost was enough to shake his heart, and now the pain was felt as well. Hyerin remembered her meeting with Sani, if only knew that the meeting even made Hyerin's disaster never wanted to be reunited with Sani. It feels so guilty to have Ken alone.
"After that I felt like I didn't want to see other people grieving for the same thing. Because the sky won't change quickly and time can't move backwards or wait quietly." Ken said and immediately ending his words, he no longer spoke or asked. Ken seemed to understand what Hyerin needed was a quiet place and an atmosphere that supported her.
Instead Hyerin began to feel sympathy and a little guilt, however, when Sani was with her and if only the devil had not come then nothing would have happened.
"It is possible, if Rai is no longer there. That news sounds unreal to me. And why don't I know anything." Hyerin bowed her head and began to cry again.
Ken could only see it which was still dissolved in grief. Losing it feels the same and its scars can not just disappear. The taste of the herd is still there, and the puzzle still continues to loom over.