Sharing Love: Between Us
Chapter 187 Nights
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Keenan started to suck the food in front of him, he extended it to Riska first.
"You used to eat, only then will I" said Keenan, hand-holding a spoon in front of his wife's mouth.
Riska was silent, she stared at the food in front of her for a moment, before finally opening her mouth and receiving the first bribe from her husband.
Keenan smiled seeing Riska willing to obey him, he also started eating it. The two are now actually eating using one plate together, with Keenan feeding Riska.
A little while later, Keenan and Riska were done with their late dinner, both now choosing to return to the room.
Keenan said to clean up first and change clothes, while Riska chose to sit on the sofa, waiting for the new rice she ate to go down first, even though her eyes already felt very heavy.
Riska just realized if Keenan clothes are different from the one he was wearing this morning. Riska frowned, finding all that, because it was not usual for Keenan to change clothes outside.
"Abang, where are you going today, why are you going home so late at night?" ask Riska, when Keenan just came out of the bathroom.
Keenan seemed tense, he did not know what to answer, although all that he could control quickly and disguised through a smile.
Sitting next to his wife with his arms around Riska's shoulders, he leaned his body back, with his mind still twisting in search of an excuse.
"I have a job outside the city that is very urgent, so forget about you," said Keenan, choosing to lie.
"Oh, does something like this happen often?" ask Riska again.
"Huh?" Keenan who did not understand the meaning of Riska frowned.
"Out of town suddenly forgot to contact the office ... does it happen often?" reset Risk.
"Huh, office? Did you go to the office this afternoon?" instead of answering, Keenan asked back.
"Yes, I went to my brother's office when I didn't go to the restaurant" Riska nodded.
Keenan seemed silent for a while before starting to answer the question from his wife.
"Not really, it's just that this morning something urgent happened" Keenan said, again giving an excuse.
Riska nodded her head, in response to Keenan's words. He no longer asked questions until a moment they went through with silence.
"Once again I'm sorry, about the appointment this afternoon. I was completely unintentional" Keenan said, ending the silence between the two.
"Have it, no need to think about it, maybe this is the consequence of being a wife of such a busy man, brother. After all, I also have to start to understand and adapt to the busyness of Brother during this time," said Riska.
"Thank you for understanding me" whispered Keenan, after giving a kiss on the top of his wife's head.
Riska closed her eyes, enjoying the warmth that spread in her body, even though the heart has not been completely separated from the annoyance and anger.
However, Riska realized, their marriage is not a normal marriage based on love. She still feels she has no right to interfere too far in her husband's life.
Moreover, he had not even found the clarity of Keenan's feelings to himself. Currently he can only rely on trust and determination in undergoing a marriage relationship that is like a mere formality, without involving feelings in it.
Riska knows, if this is not something that is easy for her, what else now she has given everything to her husband. He could not deny, if the togetherness during this time, began to grow the seeds of love and comfort, which may continue to develop into love.
However, Riska tried to stay in control, so as not to sink deeper. Avoiding heartbreak when disappointment comes.
Although pain and tightness are always felt, tormenting the mind and also the body. However, this is what he chose, in living his household this time, until that clarity finally got, one day.
"We're sleeping, yuk. It's late tomorrow, don't you have to go to the boutique again?" invite Keenan who was immediately influenced by Riska.
They finally sleep with Keenan position hugging Riska, no words until regular breathing becomes a sign for both.
After an hour of sleep, Keenan woke up again, he got out of bed and began to step out of the room, he decided to go into the workspace.
Dropped in the chair, with a sense of dread. Raising the head with your hands against the base of the nose, to relieve dizziness.
His mind was still on the verge of unrest, he still could not forget the past, what else now he knew the reason Luna left him.
However, she on the other hand, she also felt guilty towards Riska who was now her legal wife. A woman who has been his responsibility, in the world to the Hereafter.
Keenan realized, at this time his heart was divided, between the past and his future. For some reason, releasing one of them was extremely difficult for him.
Slowly he leaned down, with his hands opening a small drawer on the side. I took a picture that was still there a few years ago.
His thumb, gently rubbing the face in the photo, with a feeling that grew increasingly violent, entangled him to continue sinking into the sea of gloom.
"What should I do, Lun? Why do I have to know everything, when my heart starts to reconcile and find your successor in my life?"
Keenan sighed in frustration, seeking a calmness that he had not been able to feel until now. Pensive alone, dark friends also silencesilence night.
Enjoying every taste that still shackles his heart until he feels tired, and sleeps in the same position. The photo in the hand also fell and disappeared somewhere, because the one who had drowned with dreams was also tired.
Rest for a moment, forget every complexity of life he lived at this time. Hopefully tomorrow he can open his eyes and welcome a better life.
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