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Ayu walked towards the bathroom at the end of the room, she should immediately refresh herself and calm her heart.
Stand in front of the sink, then wash his face a little rough.
" I must be strong, no more tears for that person" said Ayu, looking at her reflection in the mirror.
He remembered every trace of humiliation Radit had done.
A little looked up to see the wound under his chin that was scratched was quite long.
Ssh....
Sizzle Ayu, feeling the pain as she washes her wounds with a little water.
A few moments later Ayu was already gathered on her alphabet with her hands raised up along with the water flowing from her two beautiful eyes.
Ayu complains, surrenders, and pours out all her grievances on His Lord.
The fragile back seemed to tremble with a small, heart-wrenching sobbing.
If anyone had heard that voice, he might have cried.
No one knows how broken he is right now.
Ayu was so close to hiding her every sadness. But all the fortresses he formed always collapsed, when he was dealing with the Almighty.
About thirty minutes Ayu groaned and shed her grief, she then walked towards the bed, her eyes looking at the frame on the nightstand, right beside the bed.
There's a picture of her marriage to Radit, two years ago.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands stretched out to take the picture frame, looking at him with a sad look.
" Mom, it turns out I can't defend my household. Why is it so hard to find someone who truly loves us ?"
Ayu never expected, the fate of her household with Radit would be the same as her parents.
" Now I feel the pain that you used to feel "
Ayu closed her eyes, breathing deeply. To fill up all his lung space.
His eyes looked for the shadow of the late mother's face.
Smiling faintly as he regained his memories, a smile that always looked sincere also calmed the heart.
" Ndi, you must be a strong woman, life is full of surprises, we must always be ready to accept all the trials and challenges that God has sent us "
" Ndi, life is a struggle. Tired ? I know, I must be tired... Stop for a moment and cry if it can reduce the bit of fatigue that you now feel "
" Following on, don't forget to get back up, smiling in the face of a beautiful day in front of you "
" Mom will always be around you. Here, in your heart, Ndi "
" Sir..." Ayu woke up with an irregular breath.
Sighing tiredly, circulating his gaze at the entire corner of the room.
" It turned out to be just a dream "Ayu smiled wryly with teary eyes.
She misses her mother so much right now, and why the dream is real.
" Mom, Ndi kangen.." muttered Ayu wiping the end of her eyes that felt wet.
Ayu saw the alarm clock on the nightstand, already showing at seven o'clock in the night.
" It turns out I fell asleep" said Ayu.
He put his veil back on and picked up the bag at his desk which had returned as usual. Ayu walked outside.
" Mba, I was just about to call out to "shocked Riska when Ayu opened the door.
" What's Ris ?" ayu asked, his condition is as usual again. There was no trace of sadness on his face.
" We want permission to close Mba's boutique "Riska replied.
" Oh, yes it's closed, Mba also want to go outside "
Ayu walks with Riska.
A while later Ayu was already in a simple restaurant, but it was very crowded.
Ayu gets a seat in the corner, so she is not too visible to other visitors.
Ayu chose to take out a notebook to sketch, while waiting for the food to come.
" Excuse me, can we sit down ? All the seats are full "
The soft voice of someone instantly averted Ayu's gaze from her notebook.
" Yes..." Ayu looked up her head at the person who greeted her.
Instantly Ayu's body stiffened instantly, when he saw someone standing in front of him.
Ayu's eyes suddenly dewy.
" May we sit here, son, by any chance all the tables are full "
Ayu looked around her, it was true what mother said in front of her.
" Please "pump Ayu, holding back her slightly quivering voice.
As powerful as Ayu tried to hold back the tears that had almost spilled.
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At a different time and place, Radit had just parked his car in the garage of the house. His feelings were confused at this time, he was enveloped in guilt to Ayu.
His memory goes back to what happened this morning, when he had breakfast with his wife and mother, and then the Mother told him about what she saw last night with her daughter-in-law.
Too overwhelmed with anger when Mala and her mother show a photo of Ayu, who is walking out of the restaurant with another man, and then continue chatting near the car.
Radit was angry, he was jealous, resulting in not concentrating in work.
Because Ayu always imagined togetherness with the man she had seen several times around the woman who is still in the status of being his wife.
All his work became neglected, until he got a reprimand from the boss.
Radit was impatient until he was allowed to go home first, with the reason being not feeling well, in order to immediately meet with Ayu.
But now what he did to Ayu, made the atmosphere even more heated.
Ayu hated herself even more...
Ahk...!
Radit hit the steering wheel while shouting, channeling emotions that felt stifling to the chest.
Regretting...
Radit was very sorry for what he did to Ayu, he could not control himself to speak kindly to Ayu.
" c*l... Si*l's... Wx*l...! " says to himself.
Radit leaned back, his head looked up with his eyes closed, his hands clenched tightly to make the veins there stand out.
Tok.dok...
" Don't you papa ?"
Mala who had been watching her husband's car from inside the house, finally chose to approach and knock on Radit's car door.
Radit was shocked when the voice of the wife entered his eardrum. He opened the glass beside her.
" You why mas, why the tumben go home cepet ?" mala asked a little worried about the current state of the husband that looks messy.
" I don't papa "Radit immediately came down and grabbed Mala's shoulder, inviting her to enter the house together.
" What are you doing at home, baby, my bad boy, right ?" Radit stroked Mala's distended stomach attentively.
" No, she's good "Mala is smiling happily, getting attention from her husband.
Although he was a little suspicious, it was not usual for Radit to go home sooner, what else with a situation that looks very messy and a lot of thoughts.
" Is it possible that Mas Radit was angry with Ayu huh ?" mala thought, recalling her chatter this morning with Radit and the Mother-in-law.
Mala smiled obliquely, imagining Ayu being angered by Radit.
Arriving in Radit's room immediately dropped his body on the sofa.
" Kok even sleep anyway Mas, take a shower first "
" Later on "
Radit ignored the wife's call, and closed his eyes with one of the hands he put on his forehead
Mala chose to go out and let her husband rest.
He thought, maybe the husband was tired of his work.
When he heard the door closed Radit opened his eyes again, his hand that was above now he made a pillow.
His gaze was bright, looking at the ceiling of his house which was pure white.
" How else should I apologize and forgive you ? I know I've hurt your heart a lot. But until now I still love you so much Ay "murm Radit full of regret.
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