Sharing Love: Between Us
Chapter.36 Emotions
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Ayu sits limply behind the door of one of her guest rooms.
Air matanya sudah mengalir deras dengan napas yang sudah tak beraturan.
His heart was beating so fast with sweaty hair starting to appear on his forehead.
A flash of the struggle in his childhood with his mother again disturbed his mind.
Added to the shadow of the debate between himself and Ansel that just happened, making himself worse.
Flashbacks...
Ayu instantly turned around, intending to dodge the two men. But unfortunately, his hand was first stopped by Ansel, he quickly ran to the woman who turned out to be his own sister.
"Sir..." Call out to Ansel, with reddened eyes holding back feelings of longing and haru.
Ayu turned her face away, hiding the tears she could no longer bear.
Ayu just got there to let you know that the car that delivered her groceries has arrived.
But what he saw, made him mute, his lips suddenly felt muddled, when he heard that Ansel already knew that he was his sister Ayunindia.
That means Ansel is Arsyl, his brother, his hero, his guardian, who suddenly disappears without news with his father.
Ayu flicked her hand hard enough, until Ansel's grasp slipped.
"Dek, this is Brother" he said again, trying to reach back the brother's arm.
Ayu rubbed the rough tears flowing down her cheeks.
Chuckled grimly at the words of the man who turned out to be his brother.
"Do you deserve to be called a brother?" ayu asked, looking at Ansel.
Ansel was surprised by the reaction of his sister, he did not understand why Ayu could behave like that.
All she knows, Ayu is a jolly, spoiled little girl figure, but now all she sees from the beautiful courtship of her sister is hatred.
Ezra sat by the side of the bed, guarding the two little boys who were wading through their dreamland, so as not to be distracted by the voices of the two before him at this moment.
"What do you mean, Dek?" ansel asked, pinching both of his brows deeply.
"It is still appropriate, the person who has left his sister and mother without news, is called an older brother and a child?" Ayu said in a stifled tone, trying to suppress her emotions.
"After you disappeared nineteen years ago, now you come and claim to be my brother?"
"God! Don't dream" said Ayu sarcas.
"Dek, listen to Brother's explanation first, Brother never left Adek"
"Where have you been all this time, huh? Nineteen years is not a short time, but even if you never meet me" Ayu's voice has begun to rise.
"You better talk outside, there are kids here" Ezra walked up to the two brothers, who were starting to lose control.
Ayu walked to the first floor, followed by the two friends.
"Get it done well, remember the two times are not little ank anymore" Ezra sissed reminded Ayu and Ansel, before stepping out of the house.
Ezra chose to go out and sit on the porch of the house, giving room for the two to talk.
"Yes not a child, I'm an adult, until I'm almost a widow now!" sarcasm Ayu, sit on the sofa.
Ansel sat in front of Ayu, he looked at Ayu with a feeling of guilt.
Was all this his fault, was all this change of his sister because of him?
Where is that sweet and cheerful sister, where is that innocent and loving Nindi?
Why was he only seeing wounds and hatred in the eyes of the younger brother?
How difficult was the woman before him to face this life?
Those questions were now lodged, filling his entire head.
"Ndi?" ansel's Lirih.
"Don't call that name, Nindi, Ndi, he's dead, dead along with Mom...Hiks... Nindi was dead when she had to see her mother's body go into the burrow, with no family nearby..." Ayu cupped her face, sobbing with a trembling body.
The shadow when he could not even accompany the mother in her last moments, made Ayu again slumped.
Ansel was surprised by the words of his sister.
"Why? Why is it that my mother is no more? That's not what you want, you want me and Mom not in your lives, right?"
"Nd-"
"I told you not to call that name again!" yell Ayu.
"If you're here just to remind me of those bitter memories, you better just leave my house, don't you ever see me again"
"But Deck-"
"My life is fine without you, I beg you not to disturb my life again" Ayu cupped his hands in front of his chest, but pleaded with tears that flooded his sister's face, it's getting devastating to Ansel's day.
Ansel was silent, he bowed his head, his heart was broken hearing all the reality he had just heard from the mouth of his sister.
Added to the attitude of Ayu who rejected him very hard, he seemed to have built a barrier fortress for himself.
Ayu left, leaving Ansel with all the feelings that now felt like a blow to his heart.
Riska, who was in the kitchen, heard clearly what the two sisters were talking about.
He felt increasingly concerned about the life of the boss who was very sad.
Fighting alone since the mother died, betrayed by her husband and best friend, and now she only knows that Ayu has also been left behind by her brother.
Riska rubbed the tears that flowed down her cheeks.
Took mineral water for him to give to the man who turned out to be the brother of his boss.
"Let me just, you better calm Ayu alone" Ezra held back the movement of Riska who would walk towards Ansel.
Riska nodded, she handed the bottle in her hand to Ezra.
"Mba Ayu, will not want to open the door if it is in a state of chaos, he will lock himself" said Riska, he little know the habits of Ayu when there is a problem.
"Yes, let her calm herself" Ezra stepped over to her best friend.
"Drink first" placed the bottle in front of the man who looked so beaten.
Ansel looked at Ezra with his red eyes, even the water in his sweets was already flowing.
" Zra, my mother doesn't exist" she exclaimed in a quivering voice.
"What does Loe mean?" ask Ezra, don't understand.
"Nindi said, my mother doesn't have Zra" Ansel said.
Ezra was surprised, he looked towards Riska with a questioning look.
Riska nodded as a sign that what Ayu said was true.
Ezra patted Ansel on the back, trying to strengthen his friend.
"She hates me so much Zra, she doesn't want to see me" again, her mouth shaking in despair.
"She was just surprised and maybe a little disappointed. Patience, now you have to be patient with it, he is not okay now, he has just been betrayed by those closest to him" explained Ezra.
"Better, let Ayu calm her feelings first, if it's better you just meet her again" suggested Ezra.
"He misunderstood, he said I left him Zra, but the truth is not rich so. you also know, right?" asked Ansel, he was currently scared, afraid of losing his sister again.
"It's just a misunderstanding right, he was a kid when you split up, surely he doesn't know anything about what you and your father have experienced, before"
Ezra knew it all, he was a living witness of the life of an Ansel.
He knows all Ansel's struggles to find his sister in order to meet her little daughter again.
During this time Ezra who helped Ansel looking for his sister with only a sketch of Ayu's face as a child.
There is no memory of anything that can be used to find other than Ansel's own ingtan.
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