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Ayu was pensive, with various thoughts raging as if torturing his mind.
The memory, of his conversation with Ansel and Elena earlier this afternoon, had already made him feel indecisive, with his trust all along.
His little heart seemed to doubt his hatred for his brother.
However, all of that, is hindered by a long-established sense of ego and belief.
Ayu had just arrived at the terrace of her house.
His body was sitting limp behind the door.
A thread of tears began to drip, from her beautiful eye peluhan.
He slid his face between the knees he was holding. Ayu began to sob with a foreign feeling, which she had never felt before.
Flashbacks...
"Please listen first to the explanation of Mas Ansel," said Elena, holding back Ayu, who wanted to stand up.
Ayu looked at Elena with deep frowns, and already red eyes.
It was as if he was accusing the beautiful woman before him.
"Well, I beg you," Elena said again.
Ayu finally relented, and returned to sitting quietly, though her gaze never focused on a single point.
His hand, too, moved restlessly, twisting the tip of the veil he was wearing.
Elena gestured for Ansel to continue his steps, and approached the younger sister.
"Nindi, Big Brother is sorry for all the time that has been lost, all this time. But even a second ... Brother never forgets you ... Brother, Brother is the most dear Brother." Ansel crouched down in front of Ayu, looking at the beautiful face of the sister with regret.
Ayu turned her face away. Unable to see the chaotic face of the brother, how much Ayu hates the brother, his little heart can not lie.
There, in the innermost chamber of the heart, there is still a feeling of affection and longing that the longer, the greater.
However, all of that was covered up, by the pain and disappointment that grew over the years.
"Sister never leaves you, Deck. Brother left not because of Brother's wishes. Sister was left behind by Mother at the home of Daddy's parents," explained Ansel, looking fixedly at Ayu's face which quickly looked fixedly at her.
His gaze showed anger and disbelief, his beautiful eyes were already filled with glass, which was already preparing to break.
Ansel's hand reached out to Ayu's hand, grasping her tightly. But very gentle and loving.
Ayu did not fight back, but also did not return the grasp of the brother.
Very eager Ayu now, venting anger and unacceptable that stifled her chest. But, he remembered the words of Galang, a moment ago.
"Let your brother explain first, what happened to your family a few years ago. Do not get it later, you regret because of your disappointment this ... After that, you can decide what to do next." Those words, always ringing in Ayu's mind at this moment.
Strengthen himself, to keep quiet and listen to every word that comes from the mouth of the brother.
"I don't know why you left your sister there. But what I do know is that a few days later I was taken to a hospital, and there my brother saw that Dad had been lying weakly with various devices attached to his body," ansel said with a slightly trembling voice.
Ayu felt the grip on her hand grow stronger, until it squeezed slightly and caused pain.
Seeing all that, Elena advanced closer to the two brothers.
"Calm down, Mas" he said, gently rubbing Ansel's slightly quivering back.
Ansel had to go to great lengths, recalling that time, the hardest time of his life. Where he had to sacrifice his feelings to save his life.
He must be willing to be pressured by both parents of the father, who always pressured himself to obey all their will, so that the funds of his father's care are not stopped.
He must also be willing, always followed and escorted by the bodyguard at all times.
So that he has not the slightest gap to escape, from the supervision of the mad family of ambition.
"Sorry..." Ansel let go of his hand, when it was awakened from all the banter about his past.
Ayu felt all that, she stared fixedly at the nervous face of the older brother, her heart throbbing slightly with all the explanations of the man before her.
The woman quickly wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and looked back at Ansel and Elena.
"But why after we met so many times, do you not recognize me?" ask Ayu, with a full glance.
Ansel looked at the sad face of his sister, his heart ached when he heard Ayu had not called him brother.
"Sister knows you, Deck. But you also need certainty first, before asking you," explained Ansel.
"Then why doesn't he recognize me?" ask Ayu again.
"Father had a brain injury, it caused her memory to be partially lost, that's why she couldn't recognize you, because ... "
"Because what?" ask Ayu unconsciously.
"I-it .. ka-because .. her memory was only up to a year before you were born"
Ayu closed her mouth with widened eyes, tears that had been trying to hold back, now flowing profusely on her cheeks.
"So, he meant ... He never knew I existed?" ayu asked with a trembling voice, enduring the pain that was stabbing into her chest.
Ansel nodded weakly, that's all true. All this time the family had given lies to the father, and he could not do anything about it.
They even had the heart, saying that his mother had died himself and the father, while the father was still in the hospital.
Several times Ansel tried to tell his father the truth. But all of this is failed by them.
At its peak, he must be moved abroad, and go to school there, alone.
It was there that he first met Ansel and his family.
A year later, he heard that his father had remarried to the woman of his family's choice.
Again Ansel slumped, and there was only Ezra and his family who always gave support and encouragement to him.
"Why could he be like that?" Ayu was still trying to be strong in hearing all the explanations from the older brother.
"Dad was in a traffic accident, while he was coming home outside the city" Ansel said.
Ayu nodded weakly, with tears still rushing.
His chest was so painful that he could breathe as if he could not.
All of that was too shocking and could not be taken for granted by him.
His head suddenly felt intense pulsating.
"Sir, you don't papa?" ansel asked, when he saw Ayu holding her head, with a face that began to pale.
His hands were outstretched, wanting to touch his sister's forehead.
Ayu shook her head, and kept her body out of Ansel's reach.
Elena sat down beside Ayu.
"I'm fine, I beg you to leave here, I want to be alone," Ayu said, looking at Elena, with a pleading gaze.
"Alright, we're leaving, it looks like you need some rest" Elena nodded.
Ansel's mouth already wanted to say something, but the gaze of the wife, again made him clench his lips.
"Thank you."
Elena just nodded, then moved to hold her husband's arm, to leave Ayu's room.
"If anything says the same brother yes, deck," said Ansel before leaving.
Ayu only nodded faintly in response.
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