She (Unconsidered Wife)
More Destroyed Than the Word Destroyed Itself

Arshad's gaze turned to Aisyah who was still stunned looking at him.

"So this is the man you've been expecting!? This is the man you love!? This is your affair?! Huh uh?! Answer me, Aisha!"shouts Arshad without caring about the people around.

"Mas, you got _"

"I thought you were a good woman all along. Even very well. I'm trying not to hurt you. I always think about your feelings even though I try to accept you. I try my best to be kind to you. But you're not as good as I thought you were. You hug each other men in public places like gini. Do you remember if you had a husband? You're not thinking, are you?!"arshad said a drop of tears fell on Aisyah's cheek.

"It's not like ka_"Aisyah stopped talking when she saw Laras walking closer to them.

Anam understands the situation now. But what should he do? He must explain this misunderstanding.

"Ar_"Aisyah held Anam by holding Anam's wrist. Anam looked at Aisyah who shook her head slightly at him.

Aisyah looked at Arshad and Laras with teary eyes. With a long sigh, Aisyah tried to strengthen herself.

"Keep what's the difference with you now? You walk with other women without thinking about my feelings. Now that I'm back to the question, do you remember if you were married? Why don't you explain everything? Just be honest if you are now trying to find my fault so that you have a reason to divorce me. Aye, right? Maybe you forgot one thing. I'll be happy to make you remember. Never mind my business otherwise. Who do you think said that? You or me? One more thing. Never treat me as your wife in public. That who said it? You or me? And now who broke those words? You or me? Even you yourself are not consistent with your own words."tutur Aisyah let out her frustration.

"You don't know how I felt when you said that and what you said? Trying not to hurt me? Be kind? Maybe you do not understand the true meaning of 'not hurt'." continued Aisyah then she pulled Anam's hand to leave Arshad who was silent silent with memories at that time.

A single tear fell on her cheek making her realize and immediately rushed after Aisyah who was already in Anam's car. His feelings are not right now. He felt that if he did not pursue Aisyah right then, then he would be very sorry. But Arshad had not been able to catch up, the car had left him.

Aisyah continued to cry all the way while staring out the window. The tightness in his chest felt so excruciating. It was hard for him to endure his so painful sounding so much. Anam could only be silent at this moment. Giving time for his sister to let go of her grief. Although he did not really understand what happened, but he was sure that his only sister had gone through complicated days. How sad he was when he saw his sister's cry.

"It feels even more broken than the word destroyed itself. Is it too late, shah?"arshad lirih.

Arshad turned around and found Laras staring at himself.

"I always wish I could see that look in your eyes. I can finally see that now. Unfortunately, it wasn't for me, it was for Aisyah. Two years together, I think it has made me the person who means the most to you to even be the person you love the most. But I never actually occupied that position. You never really loved me. Once all you loved was the girl who became your first love and now the difficult position I occupy, easily occupied by Aisyah. Aisyah is an amazing woman, Ar. Now I understand why ummi chose Aisyah for you. Pursue Aisyah and never waste her!" Arshad, who heard the sincere words from Laras, smiled bitterly and nodded slowly.

"I'm a bad man, Ras."

"Bangetpus. You're the meanest man I've ever known."

Arshad smiled with tears flowing. Right, he's a very bad guy. He even made two women hurt.

"Stop that smile! You are ugly you know. Put on my car! I can take a taxi. You must find and pursue Aisyah! Now!"

Arshad nodded quickly and immediately left Laras who tried to keep smiling even though it was difficult.

"I can keep you, Ar. But love isn't about selfishness."