She (Unconsidered Wife)
ANEH

Arshad had already arrived at the office and just continued walking up to his room, without turning his head in any direction. Even when Rio greeted her, he ignored her. I don't know why the mood today was so bad.

When Arshad started struggling with his files. He even remembered Ayesha's words this morning.

"What the hell is that guy? Who's she?"ask Arshad to yourself.

"Wear learning to make porridge for him again. Hm, what did he say?first love?first love of jonggol times."Arsca Arshad.

"If you think about it, he's not consistent with his own words. Just yesterday the smart ass talk of marriage, now even talk of first love. Fucking chick. Died, still remembered."

"Lo why the hell?"rio asked suddenly.

"It's still early in the morning." Rio continued.

"According to you handsome cave, isn't it?"asked Arshad which made Rio startled.

"Our age is the law. Just this time you doubt your own good looks you know not. Why?"ask Rio.

"So the handsome cave, right?"asked Arshad again to be sure and in reply nods by Rio.

"But it looks like the cave lost to the handsome..."

"From the cave?"cut Rio.

"From someone who's obviously not lo."

Arshad sighed and leaned on the back of the chair. But suddenly his phone rang and showed the name Laras. Rio unintentionally looked at that name and turned to look at Arshad with a questioning look.

"Lo is still the same Barrel?"ask Rio.

Arshad nodded and only looked at his phone ringing without intending to lift.

"Do you know you're married now?"rio asked and was only taken in again by Arshad.

"Stay Barrel,bro!"pinta Rio's. Instantly Arshad looked at Rio cynically.

"will not. Why did the cave have to leave him?"

"Did you know about this?"

"Look. And he's not..."

"Don't you ban masud lo?"cut Rio. Arshad was silent and his memory shifted to yesterday's events.

"Lo still can't understand girls. If a girl says it's okay or doesn't matter, it doesn't mean there's nothing. Moreover, this matter would really hurt his feelings greatly. Bro, God hates men who make women cry. You know that, right?"ask Rio.

"Lo knows more about religion than caves but the problem is like lo bego" Rio continued and left.

"What kid gets angry at the cave?who wants to have a problem like this?the cave won't be either. It's getting more pissed off."

Arshad got another call from Laras and picked up.

"Hello, honey!"arshad.

"How did you from earlier I did not pick up the phone anyway?too busy, huh?"ask Laras.

"I'm sorry I was discussed with Rio. What's up, honey?"

"Later in the afternoon we'll see yuk!"bring Laras.

"Later afternoon?I can't, though, which. You see, because I'm overtime today." lied Arshad.

"Ohh, that's it next time. Da darling!the spirit of it works. assalamualaikum..."

"Yes wa'alaikumussalam . You are also a spirit..."

Arshad closed the call and leaned on his chair.

"Ar!."Call someone from the door who is none other than Rio.

"What's?want to be angry again the same cave?"ketus Arshad's.

"No. Ummi just called me. He said the phone was busy. He told you Aisyah to have dinner at ummi's house."

"Yes.thanks for the info."

Arshad sighed then refocused on his work.

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His sororities, Aisha, Alika and Kesha were finished with his lectures. Today they went home much longer because there were extra classes.

"Geez, I am so tired today. Are you ordinary?"lamented Alika.

"Yes, I am tired as you are, but the difference is that I am not more like that." said Aisyah.

"Tau tuh lebay terribly that one Crut. "said Kesha.

"Sir, your mouth is guarded. Beautiful-beautiful kayak gini said cut."reply Alika.

"Emang lo curut."reply Kesha again.

"Heh,lemmers lizard! Can you just shut up?"swear Aisyah and make Alika & Kesha shocked. For the first time they heard those words from Aisha's mouth.

"Yes Allah. Since Aisha was hurt, her words also hurt. Why are you martyred?"ask Kesha.

"Astaghfirullah's. Sorry, I didn't mean that. Don't know why, I'm not in the mood today. Sorry yes.." said Aisyah.

"Yes it's okay. We both know how you are. Come to the cafe I stopped by.."ajak Kesha.

"I think I'll just go home... Arshad went home from work. Next time yes."tutur Aisyah who feels guilty can not get together with her best friend.

"Casual, martyr. Next time it's okay. If that's what we're going to be first. Assalamualaikum.."Alika said.

"Assalamualaikum.." said Kesha.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, careful..."

After his two best friends left, Aisyah was waiting for a taxi in front of the gate of the campus, but suddenly a handsome man who was Aisyah's junior on campus approached her with a smile.

"Assalamualaikum, brother Ayesha. "greetings.

"Wa'alaikumussalam,Raka." replied Ayesha.

"Wait for a taxi, brother?"asked Raka again and was taken by Aisyah.

"Want me to take you?coincidentally my house is in the same direction as sister's house."tawar Raka.

"Ohhh no need Raka, kakak ride tak_" had not had Aisyah finish her speech, klakson car someone surprised them both. Aisyah and Raka looked at the car. The car looks familiar in the eyes of Aisyah.

'Whose car, huh?kayak knows.' her inner.

"So, what about brother?wanna be together, don't you?"

"Mmmm_"

TIN! TIN!

The car horn rang again and made Aisyah really curious.

"No need, Raka. You go home first. I also want to go somewhere for a while."subtract Aisyah subtly.

"Well, if that's what I am first, brother. Assalamualaikum..."

"Wa'alaikumussalam.."after that, Aisyah approached the car and saw the car glass open. Aisyah widened her eyes in shock at the person in the car.

"Mas Arshad?"yes, that person is Arshad who now put on his fierce face. Aisyah frowned looking at Arshad's expression.

'She why else? Earlier this morning, people were lashing out and now people are going to pounce on their victims. Painful times nih people... astaghfirullah, can not the hell do husband himself?' inner Aisyah.

"Lake in!"tell Arshad firmly. Honestly, Arshad is really creepy right now. May Allah flee at this time?

"ENTRY!"asserted Arshad again and inevitably Aisyah also got into the car and squeezed her dress for nervousness mixed with fear. Did he make a mistake?

Along the way they just kept quiet and Aisyah realized that the road they were currently taking was not the way to their home.

"We..ma...where are you going mas?"ask Aisyah.

"To the ummi house." replied Arshad coldly.

"HUH?! How did you not say that from earlier?I can go to the mini market..."

"And from then on you didn't nanya." said Arshad relaxed the storm.

"There's no need to bring anything anyway." continued Arshad.

Aisyah sighed and resigned. He continued to grumble indistinctly which Arshad could still hear a little. Arshad smiled hearing Aisyah grumbling.

Upon arriving at the home of the ummi and abi residence, Arshad rang the doorbell and soon a middle-aged woman dressed in a dress and a hijab in matching colors opened the door for them with a smile.

"Assalamualaikum, ummi.."Greet them to ummi.

"Wa'alaikumussalam,Aisyah... ummi's daughter-in-law... how are you doing, dear,?"tanya ummi immediately turned to Aisyah and hugged her.

"Alhamdulillah healthy, ummi. Mas Arshad took care of Aisyah very well. Aisyah was happy." replied Aisyah with a smile.

"Thank God then. Ummi glad to meet you dear.." said ummi and hugged Aisyah again.

"What about Arshad? Arshad alhamdulillah good ummi. Ummi was so happy to see you, son... Arshad also ummi.. let's go in, son. thank you ummi.." said Arshad with annoyance and immediately gleefully entered. Arshad's behavior like that successfully made Aisyah stunned and astonished. The one that ejected from Arshad's mouth was really successful in making Aisyah hold back a laugh.

"Laugh it!"shouts Arshad from inside the house. Instantly Aisyah and ummi laughs and makes Arshad more upset and throw his body on the sofa.

"Yuk, honey come in. Do not be served by Arshad who craves it." said ummi and entered the house with Aisyah.

"Why was ummi?"ask Aisyah.

"Ummi's cooking for dinner tonight."

"Not yet, dear."

"Aisha help ya ummi."

"By, come into the kitchen."

Aisyah and ummi go straight to the kitchen and start to continue cooking dinner. They laugh while telling stories. Maybe they can be said to look more like mother and son than in-laws and daughters-in-law.

"You're really treated well with Arshad, aren't you, baby?"ask ummi. Aisyah was silent then nodded and smiled.

"Mas Arshad is good. We talked a lot about..."

"His first love Ayesha.."sela Arshad who came to the kitchen to fetch cold water in the refrigerator. His face looks upset.

"First love?"tanya ummi while looking at Aisyah and Arshad alternately. Aisha looked at Arshad who chose to leave from there.

"What does Arshad mean, shah?"ask ummi again.

"So morning everything was fine. But when I told you that I learned to make chicken porridge for someone, Arshad went cold and left. Actually Aisyah does not want a story about it, but it is her Arshad mas nanya. Aisyah will be a story.."tutur Aisyah who is increasingly inexhaustible with Arshad.

Ummi smiled and stroked Aisyah's shoulders.

"Udah justin, your husband is jealous again. Later also good itself.."ucap ummi.

"Jealous?no way ummi... for what is Arshad jealous?there's no way it's.." said Aisyah occasionally chuckled.

"It's only natural to love that he's jealous, you're his wife."

Ayesha was silent, 'the wife who was not considered would not be envied ummi.' Inner Ayesha.

"Who the hell is it?"ask ummi.

"Cowok was Aisyah's childhood friend in Solo ummi, Aisyah very dear to her. But suddenly he left and did not tell Aisyah. Even as time went on, Aisyah never forgot about her and more and more, Aisyah's affection for her grew. Therefore Aisha was convinced that she was Aisha's first love. But ummi do not misunderstand first. because for now, the only love Aisyah mas Arshad kok ummi." explained Aisyah and ummi smiled knot. Like there's something that Ummi is thinking about and hiding.

At the time when everyone was eating dinner, Arshad still looked resentfully at Aisyah who was smiling sweetly at ummi.

Aisyah of course noticed Arshad's gaze, but she let it go. Maybe when he gets home he can talk about everything.

"Aisha, will you come with ummi, will you? There is information about your FIRST LOVE." said ummi deliberately clarify the word 'FIRST LOVE'. Arshad who heard that immediately looked at his umminya. He was wondering if he also knew about Aisyah's first love?

While Aisyah immediately looked at Ummi asking for an explanation for the words of ummi just now.

"U..ummi seriously?ummi's not kidding, is she? Does he know where he is now?how is he ummi?"ask Aisyah.

"Ummi knows very well, dear. Abi also knows. Isn't that right,abi?"tanya ummi turned to look at abi. Abi who was asked nodded and smiled.

"Where do you know from?"ask Aisyah.

"Let ummi be clear with you later."

Arshad scrunched his forehead and put down his spoon. Not only ummi turns out to know that, but her ashes too.

"It's like a stepson, deh. Then I go home ummi,abi. "say Arshad and stand up.

"Loh, don't sleep here you, son?"ask ummi.

"Arshad tinsel work ummi. So we have to leave early in the morning. Then Arshad didn't bring a change of clothes." said Arshad.

"Other times, ummi. Next time Ayesha same mas Arshad nginep here."sayak Aisyah.

"Yes, that's it. Ready to pray isya, then you go home?"abi said and was embraced by Arshad. Arshad went to his room to get ready to pray.

While Aisyah was invited by ummi to go to the ummi room. There was something that the ummi wanted to show Aisyah before Aisyah came home.

"What do you want to show Aisyah, ummi?"ask Aisyah softly.

"Later you know too." replied Ummi who now walked into a drawer, took a photo album and sat on the mattress beside Aisyah. Ummi opened the sheets of the album and when it came to the last sheet, Aisyah was immediately surprised and took over the album.

"Um..ummi.. this.." said Aisyah felt disbelief with what she saw. Ummi smiled and nodded.

"So..." Aisyah continued to think and looked at the ummi closely. Actually Aisyah felt familiar when meeting with ummi when this matchmaking happened, but Aisyah did not bother and did not think too much. But now Aisyah remembered who ummi really was, ummi was the mother of her childhood friend back then.

"So this ummi umminya bang Ar?and mas Arshad is bang Ar dong? So Arshad..."

"Yes dear, he is the same man and the only man you love." cut ummi. Aisyah smiled and immediately hugged the ummi.

"Ummi why didn't you tell me from the beginning?Aisha kangen ummi..."

"Ummi also kangen Aisyah. But Aisyah's happy, isn't she, dear?"

"The ummi tree."

At least Aisyah had a little hope now. Today was a real surprise for Aisyah. Finally he found a man who had been the reason Aisyah was in Jakarta. Even that man was now her husband. O Allah, this is a great surprise for Aisha. Thank you, God...

After performing the congregational prayer, Aisha and Arshad finally decided to go home.

"If so we say yes ummi,abi. Assalamualaikum." said Arshad while kissing the back of his parents' hands.

"Aisha pamit abi, ummi. Assalamualaikum.."he said Aisyah and also kissed the back of her in-laws' hands.

"Wa'alaikumussalam y'all be careful, yes." said ummi and abi.

"You are also Arshad, take good care of Aisha." said Abi and was taken by Arshad.

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All the way home, Aisha kept smiling to herself. I don't know what Aisyah thinks, but clearly it makes Arshad uncomfortable. Since from the house of ummi and abi, Aisyah acted strangely. Or maybe, ummi and Aisyah were talking about the first love? Many questions hang in Arshad's mind, but he is proud to ask about what Ummi showed earlier to Aisyah.

Arshad thought of a way for Aisha to tell him everything that happened.

"Don't keep smiling like that, then to new sambet tau tau tau tau you." said Arshad which certainly sounds bad in the ears, but for Aisyah it doesn't matter because her happiness dominates her mind now.

"It's as happy as it is." said Arshad began to lure Aisyah into telling her what happened.

Aisyah nodded, "yes, I'm really happy now."

"Nice is too happy. Excessive is not good." said Arshad.

"What makes you so happy?I've seen my first love." continued Arshad.

Aisyah turned her head, "do you know that I met my first love?"

Arshad stopped suddenly. Luckily, it stopped right in front of the house. But honestly, the way Arshad stopped this time made Aisyah's heart almost dislodged.

"Mas, Aisha still wants to live." complained Aisha, but Arshad left Aisha and went into the house. Aisyah also chose to come into the house to catch up with Arshad. He remembered that he wanted to ask and solve the problem with Arshad. Because honestly, seeing Arshad's attitude like this, makes Aisha uncomfortable.

When she reached the room, Aisyah saw Arshad go into the bathroom carrying a nightgown. Aisha sat on the bed waiting for Arshad to come out.

Aisyah smiled again thinking that the man she had been looking for had become her husband. He wanted to tell Arshad everything. How will Arshad react?

Arshad came out of the bathroom and saw that Aisyah was still smiling and busy with her thoughts.

"Ehem..."Arshad cleared his throat and made Aisha turn her head immediately.

"Honestly I see you're kind of horrified, or not." said Arshad.

"Since from ummi and abi's house, you've been weird. What the hell is going on?right, did you meet that guy?"connect Arshad.

"Yes, I've met him. And it turns out he was..."

"I don't care who he is. I just feel weird. It turns out you're a girl who's hard to move on from a fucking guy like her. You said yourself that he left you but you still think about him."cut Arshad.

"But now he's met, and he's it_"

"And you still like him?you stupid girl know, you're already living with her and until now you still think of her?"cut Arshad again.

"And what did you say?met yet?what do you mean by that?you talk like that, as if all this time you keep turning on him." continued Arshad.

Arshad was silent for a moment and suddenly immediately looked at Aisyah again.

"Don't tell me you've been looking for her all this time?!"asked Arshad while covering his mouth and honestly it looks very dramatic for Aisyah. But Aisyah just nodded innocently with her watados face.

"You have been played with him." said Arshad and Aisyah with a confused face.

"She did leave me and indeed I realized her all this time even I chose to study in Jakarta was indeed with the aim that I could easily meet her,because according to the news I heard first he was in Jakarta." explained Aisyah.

"Once you love that guy?!"Honestly, seeing Arshad's dramatic face made Aisyah try hard not to laugh.

"I don't know why you love him so much as him. But honestly he was just a jerk, shah." said Arshad sounding trying to convince Aisyah. Aisyah was really hard to hold back her laughter at the moment.

"But he's not a jerk, ma'am. I know him so well. He was good, he was always there for me even in my lonely moments, alone. She was always my encouragement and held my hand when I felt the need for support, curling me in my time of need for calm." explained Aisyah.

"Jeez shah. I swear he's a great mode. Is he there when you are lonely?that means he's using the situation again so he can mode the same you. He held your hand?it's obvious that he's a pervert guy and another one, what did you say?in hugs?you have to get away from a guy like him. I swear he's a bitch. I know a guy like him, he's just your mode. Far away deh meningan." said Arshad at length.

Aisyah chuckled small and walked towards the closet to pick up her nightgown.

"He's not like that mas, even ummi know very well that he's a good guy. Even now he is a successful guy and his career is good. He's not that kind of guy." said Aisyah before passing to the bathroom. Arshad nodded at Aisyah, saying that the man was a good man, because Arshad said it was clear that he was a pervert.

Aisyah who was in the bathroom tried to hold back the laughter so as not to be heard by Arshad. Even Aisha still heard Arshad's screams from outside.

"It's up to you to hear my words or not because I don't care and don't want to talk about it anymore. Don't talk about it anymore.! Never have! Don't discuss!"shouts Arshad from outside.

Aisyah thought that maybe Aisyah should not say first who the man they are talking about right now to Arshad. Because it would be a shame for Arshad if he knew that the man he broke up as a jerk and a pervert was himself.

Finally after a few minutes Aisyah came out of the bathroom and saw that Arshad had fallen asleep with her back. Aisha also decided to sleep, lying next to Arshad and facing Arshad.

But just as Aisyah was about to close her eyes, Arshad suddenly turned to face Aisyah.

"Why the hell are you still kekeh the same way you stand about..."arshad's speech was cut when he realized that the distance between himself and Aisyah was so thin that it made both of them silent in place without taking the initiative to break their eye contact.

But Aisyah who realized it immediately fixed her position to be supine and stared at the ceiling of the room. Likewise with Arshad who also changed his position the same as Aisyah. Honestly, right now they feel that the atmosphere is very awkward.

"His words need not be discussed anymore." said Aisyah break the silence. Arshad blinked his eyes.

"Yes right, don't talk about it anymore." said Arshad and a moment later both of them turned their backs on each other. They both breathed a sigh of relief and tried to sleep.