She (Unconsidered Wife)
What Decisions Should I Make (?)

"Ummi is disappointed with you. You may not tell us about this. What do you consider ummi, son?"tanya ummi who is now crying in abi's arms. Arshad and Aisha agreed to tell their families about Aisha's disease. And as a result, ummi is now crying in abi's arms.

"Why didn't you say it too?"abi asked Arshad who had been busy massaging Aisha's hands slowly.

Aisyah turned to look at her husband who glanced at her at a glance, "tadi kan Arshad telphon. Means say, right?"Arshad was hired for the blame. He just found out too.

"Mas.."tegur Aisyah while gently hitting Arshad's hand on her wrist.

Arshad let out a sigh of resignation, "yes, I was wrong..."Aisyah smiled and then turned to look at ummi who was still crying. Aisyah, who had been leaning on the head of the bed, now tried to sit up straight to reach the hands of ummi.

"I'm sorry Aisyah, ummi. Aisyah knew what Aisyah was doing was wrong, but it was all Aisyah did so that ummi and abi were not worried. Aisha knows Aisha is wrong." Aisyah glanced at Arshad at a glance then looked back at ummi.

"Mas Arshad also just found out last night, really" he continued.

Instantly Arshad stiffened. His whole body was stiff and his feelings were not good. Ahh, this is bad. Arshad raised his gaze towards the ummi and abi who were looking at him nyalang.

"You... What kind of husband are you?! Sick wife you don't know. Indeed from the beginning should ummi not match you with Aisyah. If this is_"

"Ummi said what, anyway?"Arshad can't take it like this. He knows he is not a good husband. But the words of ummi who said they should not be in a match made him not accept. He also remembered and realized that he had not received a match. But considering that he now loved Aisyah very much, it made her very sorry to remember that.

"Why? You did disagree from the beginning, right? Now why don't you take it?!"cetus ummi again.

"What ummi says is true, Arshad. You're Aisyah's husband. Not us, you whose husband just found out? If you can't take care of Abi's daughter-in-law, let abi and ummi take care of her. We will be very happy to accept Aisyah."abi added.

Aisyah is now in action. Now he realized that his words were wrong. Then what should it be now? Arshad was blamed for her. Aisha is wrong. Arshad is not wrong. He who from the beginning covered everything even avoided Arshad.

"This is not_"Arshad clasped Aisyah's hand tightly. Aisyah looked at Arshad who coded herself not to say anything.

Aisha understood, but why?

"Arshad wrong. Arshad apologized. Arshad is not a good husband. Arshad should be able to pay more attention to Aisha, take care of Aisha and love Aisha. I'm sorry.."relih Arshad looked down while looking at Aisyah's hand held tightly.

Aisha really could not bear to see her husband like this.

"Abi, ummi wants to go out first."ummi goes from Aisyah's ward and is followed by abi.

"Mas, sorry.."liirih Aisyah.

Arshad smiled and rubbed Aisyah's head, "it was my fault. Now you wait here for a minute, yeah! I'm gonna see Rizky first."

Aisyah nodded, but Arshad's movements that intended to come out stopped because of hearing the greeting.

"Assalamu'alaikum.." said two people who entered the ward.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. Brother Anam? Khadijah?"Aisyah smiled at the sight of a couple who were none other than her brother and sister-in-law.

"Where are you going, ar?"ask Anam.

"You go to the doctor, bang." replied Arshad.

"The cave's coming."

Finally Anam and Arshad went and stayed with Khadijah. Khadijah smiled gently and sat down on the chair beside the bed. That smile was the smile that Aisyah liked so much.

"Alright, alhamdulillah. Although sometimes a little dizzy but it's okay, brother."

"Alhamdulillah."

"Aren't you going to ask me why I didn't tell you?"ask Aisyah.

"I don't know if you have your own reasons. But whatever the reason, you're now aware that it's wrong?"

Aisyah nodded and hugged Khadijah.

"It's good that you're aware of that. That's the most important thing." said Khadijah again while rubbing Aisyah's head with affection.

"Sister Anam... How?"

"So when he heard about you, he was angry and crying too. He was disappointed, but his brother was calm and understanding love is also the same Anam. So you calm down! Will not be angry anyway mas Anam, most just fetched, overturned the same in throw to the Amazon."canda Khadijah.

Aisha chuckles in Khadija's arms, "no funny, no..."

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Arshad and Anam are already in Rizky's room, sitting opposite Rizky. Rizky explained about Aisyah's condition which was getting worse and worse. This type of disease suffered by Aisyah although only the initial stage but the spread is very fast. So it is very difficult to cure if only through drugs.

"A disease like this has many risks. I'm sure you know about this."Rizky silently for a moment noticed the expression of the two people who looked very worried. He also hesitated to tell me about one more thing.

"So, what to do?"asked Anam who noticed the doubt on Rizky's face. Even though they feel bad about it, they still have to know and make sure they have to do what else next.

"Look, I already explained this to Aisyah. Treatment can help, but the disease cannot be cured. Requires a medical diagnosis and always requires laboratory testing."

Arshad and Anam speak a thousand languages. Can the disease not be cured? Hearing that made Arshad's heart like a big stone. Arshad clenched his hand making Anam immediately rub one shoulder trying to calm down.

"Keep what's next?"ask Anam.

"We need to have an operation."

"His success rate?"

"little. That was also the reason why Aisyah did not want to perform this operation and also the reason why she did not tell about her illness. Maybe you're afraid that you're forcing her to have this operation."

"Aisyah knows that maybe her life will not be long if this operation is not carried out. But not that long of his life it might be enough for him to spend time with his family. Unlike if he did the operation and did not succeed, which turned out to make him lose valuable time. He knows that a person's life and death are in God's hands, but we as humans do not know exactly when death will come. Therefore he rejected all the bad possibilities that would occur during the operation. He thinks waiting for death is better than approaching it." continued Rizky.

"So the point is, anything that is done will not be able to cure Aisyah, but can only make Aisyah last a little longer? That so?"arshad asked with great difficulty withstanding the pain in his heart.

"That's what we can do as doctors. After that, about life and death only God has power. The decision is now in your hands and Aisha herself. Think and decide our best, we will also do our job." explained Rizky.

"We will talk about this with Ayesha." said Anam whose heart is now no less broken with Arshad. His only sister having to suffer like this made him very afraid. It felt like he had enough to lose his father and his mother, not Aisyah as well. It is hard to lose for the umpteenth time.

Arshad finally stood up and immediately left Rizky's room without saying goodbye. Arshad just left without caring about Anam's call. Anam also knows and understands how Arshad is feeling right now. But seeing Arshad leave with such a feeling also made her worried. The direction that Arshad took was not Aisyah's ward. Where's his sister-in-law going? Susul or did he just leave it?

Anam sighed softly and decided not to catch up with Arshad. However, his sister-in-law and childhood best friend also needs to calm down. It's good if Anam sees her sister now. Anam wanted to make sure Aisha's condition and hugged her sister to bestow all her affection.