She (Unconsidered Wife)
Baffled

Aisyah sat quietly in front of Rizky who was also speechless while looking down. Both are confused with their own minds. As if all around them there was nothing.

Rizky also ventured to look at Aisyah, "Are you sure?"

Aisyah just nodded.

"But I_"

"Please, brother. It's a decision I feel is absolutely right."

Rizky nodded in understanding, "where are you going?"

"You'll have lunch for Arshad's mas."

"Want me to take you?"

Aisyah shook her head quickly, "I can do it myself. That's me first, brother. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

Aisyah finally went and stopped by to buy lunch for Arshad. His attitude yesterday until this morning was very strange for Arshad.

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On the other hand Arshad just came out of the office for lunch, but in the lobby he instead saw Laras who was seen waiting for someone.

"Without?"

Barrel was staring at Arshad, "Eh, Ar?"

"What are you doing here?"ask Arshad.

"So if your ex can't come here again? It's really bad." Laras said.

Arshad laughed, "that's not what I meant. It's just weird why are you suddenly here? Can't it be if you're looking for me?"

"Why is it impossible? I'm gonna fucking find you."

"Why seek me out? Oh still about that time? Baras I'm so sorry. I know it hurts you. But it's all outside_"

"What the hell? Really dramatic. I'm here to see Rio, eat. Coincidentally I made a promise from yesterday."

"Rio's? Seriously you?"

"Yes, why is it?"

Arshad chuckled, "No, just wondering since when did you two get along?"

"Since you left me."

"Hey, are you here?"say hello to Rio on Laras then switch to Arshad, "Eh, you're also here, bro? Want to come eat with us?"

"Can, anyway. But seriously okay?"

"It's okay." said Laras.

"okay."

"Mas Arshad."everyone stared back at the source of the voice and found Aisyah holding a paper bag in her hand. Arshad smiled to see Aisha there. She missed Aisyah too much.

"Dad?"arshad. Aisha walked closer to them. His gaze occasionally looked at Laras who looked down, probably still out of guilt, Aisyah thought.

"It just so happens that Aisyah is here too, how about we have lunch together?"monsul Rio.

"Can you, will you?"arshad asked Aisha. Aisyah tightly grasped the paper bag she had brought earlier then tried to smile and nodded in agreement. It's okay, he can eat with Arshad next time.

"Yes, we're going now. Yuk!"bring Rio.

They went to a restaurant in front of the office. From the beginning until Aisyah just kept quiet and listened to the three people tell her the past.

"Old time we are not with three gini. Yeah, not the hell?"laras.

Aisyah squeezes her robe. Threes. Right, just the three before. And he was just the one who came among them and interfered. Didn't we? Aisyah's gaze also fell on the paper bag she still held. What lunch did he buy?

"Yes really. It was a long time ago. What's it been since you two dated. We never thought of this again. Wherever the cave itself and you twoan mulu. Sticky is like a stamp." Rio said.

"No, yo. I might not bring it just to be a mosquito repellent. Please, don't be happy!"sela Baras's.

"You're busy with your boyfriend" added Arshad.

Aisyah smiled obliquely. He really isn't needed here.

Shortly after that their food order arrived. Aisyah only sees a variety of seafood. Aisyah forgot that they were in a special seafood restaurant, while she was allergic to food that came from the sea.

Arshad took one of Laras' favorite seafood and gave it to Laras, "Your favorite."Aisyah just stared flatly at Arshad's behavior. While Rio was staring at Aisyah who he could see Aisyah's blank gaze. Aisyah's gaze fell on Rio, only briefly after that she immediately threw away her gaze.

"Didn't eat?"ask Rio.

"Necessary. I'm full too." said Aisyah who sounded like a satire. Arshad looked at Aisha. In his heart he cursed himself. Why is he still doing things that might make Aisha hurt? This habit makes it difficult.

"You ate a little more, huh? I want a bribe?"bargain Arshad with a guilty look.

Aisyah smiled as she shook her head, "So go! Don't mind me."Arshad fell silent and Laras felt awkward about the situation.

"I'm a nuisance, huh? How come it's quiet? I'll just go if I do." said Aisyah.

"Dad, please! Don't make the situation any more complicated."ask Arshad.

"Not complicated, really. Just need me to go, and you can continue the nostalgia. It's not complicated, is it?"Aisha left there without caring for Arshad's call. Without a second thought, Arshad immediately chased Aisyah out.

Before calling a taxi, Aisyah looked at the paper bag earlier and looked around. There was a little boy sitting near the front pole of the restaurant.

Aisyah approached the boy and squatted down in front of him.

"Make you."Aisyah held out the paper bag.

The boy accepted it, "thank you beautiful sister."

"Together.."bald Aisha.

The boy went from there while running. Aisha stood up and turned around. He was silent to see Arshad already in front of him.

"The food was for me, right? You come to the office and bring me lunch? Why didn't you say?"ask Arshad.

"Udah is no longer important to explain."Aisyah was about to leave but Arshad held her wrist.

"Sorry about that."

"No problem."

"No problem it makes me not calm. We talk at home. There's a lot we need to talk about."Arshad gently pulled Aisyah's hand and they returned to the office to pick up the car.

Arriving at home, Aisyah went straight into the room followed by Arshad in the back.

"From yesterday your attitude is very different. What exactly are you? I'm wrong again?"ask Arshad.

"There's nothing wrong" replied Aisyah.

"You seem to be evading."

"Who dodged anyway, mas? you are overrated. I'm going after college targets, I'm soaked. I'm not talking a little bit about you, you think I'm weird? if so, what is the same difference? I'm quiet too, but why don't you ask? all you do is always justify your own prejudices. What I do is always wrong in your eyes. How do I keep going? I have to be a Laras first so you can understand me? I have to be Laras first? but I never will, my mom. I am the me. I can't be anyone else. If you don't say it, it's okay for me. After all, you've never accepted this marriage, have you?"

"Why bring it up, anyway?"

"Why? that's not what it is, is it? you never really accepted this marriage."

"Dad, I don't know what exactly you're thinking, but I've never had a problem with this marriage."

"Ok, you've never had a marriage. The problem is that you are married to me, the person you love the most. You want to be Laras who is your wife? if so please! you think I care? no!"

"Dear of it! this problem is too far away. Just yesterday we were better and now we fight again. I'm tired..."

"Good, right? there lies our incompatibility. So you have reason to divorce me. Aye, right?"

"What are you talking about, anyway? you mean what?"

"Which part of my words do you not understand?"

Arshad's hardened jaw restrained the emotion, "All its parts."

Aisyah smiled obliquely, "Bullshit, you know!"

"What did you say?"

"Zorahi."

"You actually think you just want to cover up your own mistakes, right? you turned things around like I was wrong just to cover your cover, right?"

Aisyah was surprised not to understand, "you mean?"

"Well, you were with Rizky yesterday? are you dating her?"

"I don't know what you're talking about."Aisha was about to leave the room but her hand was blocked by Arshad and now Arshad's check felt stronger.

"You running away from your problems? wh why? can't you talk anymore because you got caught?"

Aisyah threw Arshad's hand, "no matter what you say and what you think of me. I'll never care again."Aisyah also completely came out of the room leaving Arshad who ruffled her hair violently. No longer know how to respond to this problem. It's all more confusing than anything he's ever faced.