She (Unconsidered Wife)
Reason

Aisyah opened her eyes and looked around the room. From the smell alone, can Aisyah guess that now she is in the hospital. Aisha was surprised by one thing. How long has he been here? Aisyah sat down and spread her gaze. How surprised Aisyah was to see that it was now 8 p.m. How long has he fainted?

THE CLUCK!

"You're sober? Thank goodness. This time your illness has reached this stage. The next one will be even more painful. Drugs alone will not guarantee that you can be cured, Ayesha."

Aisyah looked down because she did not dare to look at Rizky, "the operation also does not guarantee that I will survive, right?"reply Aisyah.

Rizky let out a heavy sigh, "We'll tell Arshad, will you?"this time he said. Not bored it feels like he persuaded this stubborn Aisyah and Aisyah's answer again was just a slug.

"Can't, brother. I can't." said Aisyah.

"Let me say you can't. This cannot be underestimated by Aisyah. Arshad's your husband and he deserves to know."Rizky was inexhaustible with this stubborn Aisyah.

"Don't, please! "

FLASHBACKS!!!

When the study at the Ummi house began, Aisyah felt very dizzy. I don't know why his head wanted to break. He continued to massage his forehead and temples to reduce his pain, but it felt useless.

Aisyah who could not stand it decided to go back and go straight to the bathroom. How surprised he was when he saw blood dripping out of his nose.

"Astaghfirullah" he said and washed his face and nose. Was she so tired that nosebleed was?

When Aisyah came out, she was quite surprised to find Arshad outside the bathroom with a worried look on her face.

"Are you all right?"

Aisyah smiled, "just a little dizzy. Maybe because I'm tired." That was what Aisha said at the time. Aisyah felt that maybe it was because she was exhausted.

But it turns out that his assumption was wrong. While on campus or at home, Aisyah becomes frequent nosebleeds and feels pain in the head.

At night they were also at the Ummi house. Arshad did not see the whereabouts of Aisha so decided to look for Aisha. Arshad knocks on the bathroom door and calls Ayesha. Still no answer. When he opened the door, it was locked.

"Aisha, you're inside, right? Ummi and Abi have been waiting to eat together. Yuk, ahead! Aisyah, you heard me, right?" Just then Aisyah continued to stare at her reflection, more precisely staring at the blood that kept flowing from her nose.

"Dear of it!"call Arshad who has started to worry, even the knock has already turned into a loud bang. Hearing the blow, Aisyah quickly cleaned her nose.

"Aisha, please answer! Don't make me panic! Aisha! Aisyah, open the door!" Arshad's worries are becoming more and more. He tried to open the door and continued banging on it. But when her worries were mounting and she was about to break down the door, the door opened and showed Aisyah staring at her.

"What are you doing, Mas? I went to the toilet not calm, said Aisyah.

Arshad immediately heaved a sigh of relief as it turned out that Aisyah was fine. He held onto Aisyah's shoulder and looked at her carefully, "You're okay, right?"

Aisyah nodded. There's no way he's told what's happened to him lately to Arshad. After all it would only make Arshad worried.

Until one morning when Arshad was bathing, Aisyah hurried out of the house.

"Bi, where is Aisyah? How can you not look?"asked Arshad when he only found bi Nah in the dining room.

"Mbak Aisyah was gone half an hour ago, ma'am. He said he had prepared breakfast for Arshad. Don't forget to eat, the message!"bi Nah.

At that time Aisyah spent time and sat in the campus garden unsettled. The pain in his head came back when he performed the morning prayer. Fear enveloped Aisyah. He was afraid something would happen to him. He also fears that the pain comes when he is with Arshad and instead worries Arshad.

After a phone call with Anam, Aisyah immediately contacted Rizky.

"Can I see you this afternoon? I'll share loc..."

That afternoon Arshad saw Aisyah with Rizky at the restaurant. Rizky calmed Aisyah down that what she feared would not happen. And asked Aisha to try to discuss the matter with Arshad.

"You talked about this with Arshad first, shah."

"Before everything is certain, I can't say anything about Arshad, brother."

"Tomorrow you come to the hospital. Let's check your health."Aisyah nodded.

The next day after the examination, how surprised Aisyah would be if she had glioblastoma. One of the cancer diseases that attack the nerves of his head. A disease that is difficult to cure.

"We did the operation, huh, huh?"rizky's suggestion hesitated.

"What is the potential success rate, sis?"ask Aisyah who is more unsure.

Aisyah smiled wryly, "small huh, brother?"Rizky remained silent.

"No surgery needed, brother. Give me some medicine. It seems like it can reduce the pain enough. I don't want to take any chances either. If I had the surgery and it didn't work out, I would have lost a precious moment with my husband. Let me just keep this sick till the end."

"We'll tell Arshad first huh, shah?"

Aisyah shook her head quickly, "no brother. I don't want to worry about Arshad. I don't want to be a burden on Arshad's mas."

Aisyah and Rizky were both silent. Both are confused with their own minds. As if all around them there was nothing.

Rizky also ventured to look at Aisyah, "Are you sure?"

Aisyah just nodded.

"But I_"

"Please,big. It's a decision I feel is absolutely right."

Rizky nodded in understanding, "where are you going?"

"You'll have lunch for Arshad's mas."

FLASHBACK!!!

After recalling the long incident, Aisyah gasped and looked back at the clock.

"By night, brother, I'll go home first."Aisyah quickly took off the infusion in her hand which made Aisyah grimace a little.

"Light you take care of first, shah! You are still weak."" said Rizky who was really worried about Aisyah who was stubbornly untreatable.

"Can't, brother. I gotta go home. Assalamu'alaikum!"Aisyah oun hurried to leave Rizky.

"Ai_Aisha! Aisyah wait! Let me take you!"Rizky chased Aisyah but when she got to the hospital, Aisyah had already taken a taxi.

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Arshad is still faithfully standing by the window of his study which is now also Aisyah's study, while observing the gate. It had been about an hour that she was standing there, but Aisyah still did not come home. I don't know where his wife is.

But not long after, finally a taxi stopped in front of his house. And it turned out to be Ayesha. Arshad rushed to hide behind the walls of the room and left the door slightly open. So that he could see Aisyah entering the house.

"Eh, Mbak Ayesha? Geez, bi Nah is worried because Mbak Aisyah came home last night. Aisyah's okay?"ask bi Nah.

Aisyah smiled, "it's okay, bi Nah. There were indeed many tasks on campus and kept coming home to stop by first to a friend's house. Oh yeah, Arshad hasn't been home yet, bi?"

"Mas Arshad again in the study, ma'am."

Aisyah stared at the workspace at a glance then looked back at bi Nah.

"Have you eaten yet his Arshad mas?"

"Already, madam. Well, this is gonna make Arshad drink."

"Ohh, if so all Aisyah ask for help to make orange juice yes, bi. Please take you to the workspace as well."

"Well, why don't you take a break, mbak?"

"Later on, bi. There's material I want to send to a friend tonight. Important."

"Yes already, bi Nah make first yes, non."died bi Nah to the kitchen, Aisyah also went to the workspace. Arshad realizes that, so wave to himself and rush to the desk while pretending to be busy with his laptop and files.

Aisyah came in and sat at her desk. He smiled at Arshad who was so serious about his laptop.

'Love you, mas. No end of work. The spirit!' aisyah's mind then she switched to open her laptop. But his movements stopped when he saw a white envelope containing a check letter from the hospital that Rizky gave him at the wedding reception Anam and Khadijah.

Aisyah was shocked because it turned out that the letter was clearly on her desk. Aisyah looked back at Arshad and felt calm because it seemed that Arshad did not see the letter. With a quick movement Aisyah closed the letter with a pile of books on her desk.

Aisyah's strange behavior is realized by Arshad, but she let it go because it might not be anything. After all, what was important now was that Aisyah had returned home safely and that was enough for her.