She (Unconsidered Wife)
Ragu

The preparations were finished and the guests of study had also arrived. After the meal, the study begins with service. Arshad accidentally saw Aisyah who looked dazed while massaging her head.

"He why?"whispered Arshad.

Hearing Arshad whisper, Abi immediately reprimanded him by pinching Arshad's waist. Arshad also refocused on the study although still occasionally glanced towards Aisyah.

Aisyah felt very dizzy. I don't know why his head wanted to break. He continued to massage his forehead and temples to reduce his pain, but it felt useless.

Arshad continued to stare at Aisyah until he was shocked when Aisyah almost fell down and made him half stand up. Everyone immediately turned to him in surprise.

With a bad taste Arshad also chose to sit back while apologizing. While Aisyah, maybe because she could no longer afford to go to the back.

"Abi, Arshad to the back." said Arshad and was taken abi.

Aisyah who was already in the back also went straight into the bathroom. How surprised he was when he saw blood dripping out of his nose.

"Astaghfirullah" he said and washed his face and nose. Was she so tired that nosebleed was?

Aisha looked at herself in the mirror. He nodded and tried to smile, right, he must be just exhausted.

Aisyah let out a deep breath and then came out of the bathroom.

"Are you all right?"asked Arshad who looked a little anxious just as Aisyah came out of the bathroom.

Aisyah smiled, "just a little dizzy. Maybe because I'm tired. What's the fuck in here?"

Arshad looked around and saw the glass on the table.

"You take a drink."

Aisyah nodded her head in understanding and took a drink for Arshad. Arshad also drank while occasionally glancing at Aisyah.

"You're pale. We're going to the hospital, yeah."Arshad could no longer bear his prestige. Seeing Ayesha pale so really made her worry. Right, right now he was really worried.

"No need, rest is enough. Just like you were carefree last night, now it's better because of rest, right? I'll be better too. Don't worry."Aisyah smiled at the end of her sentence intending to insinuate Arshad.

"Worry? Wh who? Me? Yeah, don't."Arshad went straight ahead leaving Aisyah who was holding her head in dizziness. Thankfully, Arshad was gone, otherwise Arshad would have been more worried to see how he was.

•••••

"Yes, if so we go home first yes ummi,bi."pamit Arshad after the study is over.

"Why not go tonight?"ask ummi.

"There's a file I need to work on ummi. Next time."turn down Arshad gently.

"Aisyah also has a campus assignment that must be done, ummi. Sorry, huh?"added Aisyah.

"The reason is."sela ummi.

"Ummi, understand Aisyah and Arshad dong! They now have their own lives. We can't continue to be with us anymore. They said they'd do it next time, right?"abi tried to advise ummi.

Ummi also sighed resignedly, "Yes already deh, but promise yes next time you have to stay here."

"God willing.." they said.

"Yes, Arshad's coming home!"pamit Arshad once again.

"Be careful!"

"Yes, assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

Aisyah and Arshad went home quietly and quietly. Aisyah's head was still painful but she tried to hold her voice by biting her lower lip.

Drrt!

Aisyah looked at her cell phone which turned out to be from her brother.

"Halo assalamualaikum, brother." said Aisyah.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. When do you have any intention of meeting your sister? Not yesterday, now? now what's the reason again?"

"Ish, don't get angry dong! Today there is a study event at the Ummi house. Doesn't your sister know?"

"Not seen ummi. You know the address is not. Then I'll ask for ummi dong's number."

"Yes, I'll send it. When will we meet?"

"Tomorrow shall we meet at Ummi's house, how?"

"Yes, it's ok that way. Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

"So ummi knows him too?"arshad asked after Aisyah hung up.

Aisyah nodded, "Know not even."

Arshad nodded in understanding and again tried to focus on the road. Unknowingly, he had already squeezed the steering wheel.

•••••

Aisyah sat at her study desk which was also in Arshad's study. Feeling of strange. Since arriving at the house, Arshad was very strange and did not even talk.

Aisyah glanced at Arshad who was focusing on her laptop. With her chin up, she did not stop paying attention to Arshad. If only he could read what Arshad thought, he wouldn't be this hard to think. But he knew it was impossible, so could he just read Arshad's face?

Aisyah sighed softly by slowly dropping her head onto the table while closing her eyes. While Arshad who from earlier looks busy, he actually knows that from earlier Aisyah looked at him. He is not even focused on his laptop.

Arshad pulled his chair closer to Aisyah's table. He looked at the face of Aisyah who was now sound asleep. So serene. Sometimes he thinks about what he really wants? At the beginning of her marriage to Aisyah, she hated Aisha because Aisha was just a stranger to her. Gradually he felt very close to Aisyah not even feeling like a stranger.

"Why can a stranger feel so close?"muttered.

Arshad went to sleep while looking at Aisyah's face up close.

"Maybe I still hesitate to choose. Until the time everything is certain, I make sure you will not lose the name that hurts. Even if we're finally going to split up, I'll make sure you don't feel hurt" Arshad muttered as he closed his eyes. Without realizing it, a single tear fell from between Ayesha's eyes.

'You shouldn't have to hesitate. I am your wife. I am your Acha.' said Aisyah softly in her heart.

Aisyah opened her eyes and turned to look at Arshad who had calmed down to sleep. Aisyah went to take the blanket and attach it to Arshad's body and then sat back down and slept while staring at Arshad's face. He smiled as he sighed softly.

"Good night, Brother Ar. Angel is Acha."