SUGAR BROTHERS
EIGHTEEN

Damian looked at Clara who was lying in a hospital bed, Clara's wound had been treated, the wound on Clara's cheek was not so deep but could also cause a mark that was difficult to remove. It's just that the wound on Clara's arm requires a small stitch.

Idiotically.

Damian cursed Clara in his heart, this woman is so stupid. Damian was increasingly clueless with the way Clara thought, the woman had already benefited but still did not want to be with him.

Damian looked at Clara who started to blink her eyes, the woman opened her eyes slowly until she finally looked at Damian with a dislike look.

“Why... Do you want to act crazy again? Want to hurt your body again?” Damian asked annoyedly, he was annoyed by Clara's dislike towards her.

“My face has been destroyed, you are disgusted right? You must feel disgusted if you have to deal with a woman whose body is full of wounds.”

Damian screeched, “do you think damaging your face would disgust me? No, I'm not gonna let you go that easy. Never will be.”

“Why can my request never be granted once, why do I always suffer?! Is it hard to just let go of me. Why everything is always cruel to me, since I was a child Mother and Father never loved me. They only care about Sister Diana, because they care about me, even when Sister Diana cries, losing her stuff they always blame me. They will scold me, accuse me of stealing Diana's stuff and accuse me of hurting Diana's sister because of envy.” Clara cried again, she remembered the pain she had experienced since she was a child. “Even when Mom and Dad died, Sister Diana blamed me, I don't know what but all the mistakes she gave me, obviously, sister Diana who was forced at that time wanted to go on a road until the accident occurred. Sister Diana even left me, carrying all the treasures of our parents, she went to study with all those treasures while I was a vagrant, I had to work to die to finish my school and start looking for a place to live for myself, then you and Sister Diana suddenly appeared in my life, it was full of theatrics saying that families should live together. I should never have stayed with you and Sister Diana, then all these sins would never have happened!”

Damian was silent, Damian never thought that the weight Clara hit was that heavy. Damian never thought that Clara was even more hurt than he was.

Alienated by her own family, living adolescence alone, without parents, surviving to the fullest extent until one day Diana and Damian arrive, leading her to live together. At that time Clara had refused, but he was tempted.he had suffered too much so far, he also wanted to live happily.

But the decision backfired for Clara, Diana invited her to live together on the basis that she wanted to be seen as a good sister in front of Damian. Clara actually suffered more there, she only had a place to hide but she still struggled hard.

Every time Clara ate, Diana would glance at her cynically. In fact, Diana often even scolded him, saying that Clara was only troublesome to add to the cost of spending. Although Damian himself often gave money to Clara through Diana but the money never reached Clara's hands.

Clara's life has been hard since long ago, Clara is just too naive to expect herself to be happy that easily. In fact, the word happy will never be on his side.

“So please let me go, let me go to a place where no one knows me. Don't look for me, don't force me to come with you again. Let me live alone and suffer alone without anyone knowing. Let..”

Damian shook his head, he still would not change his mind. “No.”

“What is really holding you back from letting me go, we don't love each other Damian, we just hurt each other. I also don't want to ruin my brother's wedding any more jau—”

“If my marriage to Diana is what you're afraid of, you don't have to worry. We're divorced, Diana signed our divorce papers.”

Clara closed her eyes, and Damian could not understand that it was not only her cause.

“I want to start my new life Damian, I don't want to be overshadowed by this dark life of mine. I want to go to a place where people don't know me, fight there even if I can't survive dying there doesn't seem like a problem. I would be grateful if I met a good man who would accept me well there. I just want to run away, can't I be selfish for my happiness just this once? Anyway you won't suffer, I'm worthless in your eyes, losing one of your whores isn't a big thing you can find another woman better than me. You don't love me Damian so stop—”

“You just keep saying that I don't love you.” Damian looked at Clara flatly, “What if I said that I love you, would you stop hurting yourself and stop asking me to let you go?”

Clara chuckles cynically, “So now you want to hold me back with your lies?”

Damian sighed heavily, “Lies? Tell me what this feeling is if it's not love, I hate to see you with another man. I hate to see you hurt, I hate to see you cry because of someone else, I hate that you're away from me, and I hate to hear you're planning your future without me there. I hate.. explain to me what that feeling is if not love?”

Clara was silent for a moment, she looked at Damian before she finally reopened her voice. “What kind of love do you mean, if you love me you won't hurt me. Don't forget your status Damian, you are the main character in all the suffering I feel today.”