
*Milla's tears are dripping, Marvel wants to wipe the tears but Milla brushes off Marvel's hand. “So you've known for a long time how miserable our lives are, did you come into our lives because you felt sorry? You came like an angel, offering to take Gevan's place when you know the truth!”
“I don't mean to lie from you Milla, I just don't want you to get hurt.”
***
Milla looked at Marvel still with tears flowing, her eyes and nose reddened from crying for too long.
“Marvel..before I never doubted your love for me, but now I really don't know how.my trust in you really has disappeared Marvel, I'm not even sure that you married me and became a father to Riko because you love us. I'm starting to think if you married me just because you felt sorry for our miserable life?”
Marvel shook his head, how could Milla think like that. “No Milla, I married you because I really love you. I admit I moved right next to your contract in order to monitor you and help you as much as I can and forget my love for unrequited Clara, but as long as I'm with you my feelings change. The feeling of love grew in my heart because I admired you, you're the great woman I know. Your toughness that made me fall in love with you.”
If Marvel had said this before Milla knew all the Marvel lies, Milla would have been very happy. Feeling like the happiest woman in the world but now things are different, Milla can't feel that happiness. Milla could no longer trust Marvel in the slightest.
Milla got up from her seat about to leave Marvel but Marvel prevented her.
“Where are you going?” marvel asked as he clasped Milla's hand, trying to keep her from leaving the room. Their problems are not finished.
“Let go of me Marvel.” Milla tried to pull her hand from Marvel's grasp but Marvel clasped Milla's hand very tightly.
“Where are you going? you can't leave in this condition. If you want to go home let's go home together and discuss this issue at home in a good way both.” Marvel persuades Milla, he reaches into her pants pocket and pulls out her car keys from there.
Milla who did not want to go home together with Marvel pulled his hand with all her might until the grip of Marvel's hand on her hand was forcibly released. Marvel looked surprised and looked at Milla with a wounded look.
“I need alone time, please give me alone time. I need some time alone to think about all this, I still can't take it. Can't you obey my will this time?”
Marvel actually wanted to refuse, afraid that if he let Milla alone Milla would think strangely strange about him and take a decision that could destroy their household. But Marvel also has no power to resist Milla's wishes.
So Marvel nodded her head and silence was no longer a deterrent as Milla stepped wide out of this Marvel workspace.
***
“Mama equals Papa why Om?” riko asked Juan who took her to the office cafeteria.
“It's not a child's business, what do you want to eat. You must not have eaten?” Juan wants to order food for Riko but Riko quickly pulls out Juan's shirt. Stop Juan from buying food that Riko won't eat.
“Riko has not eaten Om, but Riko does not want to eat. Mama and Riko have prepared provisions for Papa and we will eat the same.” Riko remembered she had been painstakingly helping her Mother prepare lunch for her Father and they had promised to eat together. Riko does not want the event to fail, Riko has been very happy since the trip from home because she will have lunch together with her Father and Mother.
“Om sure you guys won't be able to eat together, so don't expect too much and just eat now.”
Riko shook her head strongly, she pulled her hand from Juan's grasp. “Riko doesn't want Om, Riko wants to have lunch with Mama and Papa. Don't force Riko. Riko doesn't like Om.”
Juan let out a heavy sigh, he glanced at his watch which showed almost one o'clock in the afternoon. Juan shows his watch to Riko, either Riko understands or does not see the time in the clock. “Lunch time is soon finished, you still want to be stubborn and do not want to eat?”
Riko nodded her head once more, “Iya. Let's go back to Papa's study. Come Om.”
Juan actually does not want to bring Riko back there, worried that Marvel and Milla are still fighting there and Riko ended up seeing the quarrel of both parents.
But it turns out that when they returned to the Marvel workspace, there was no Milla. There's only Marvel that looks so fucked up.
Riko ran over to Marvel who was sitting down on the floor in a very chaotic situation. “Papaa.”
Marvel looked up at Riko, widening his hand accepting Riko's presence into his arms. Trying to smile at his son.
Riko looked at Marvel in confusion, “Mama where Pa, we are not so same lunch?” asked Riko while glancing around looking for her mother's whereabouts in her Dad's study. But her mother's nostrils are not visible in the slightest, there is no sign of her presence here.
Marvel does not know what to answer Riko's question, because Marvel itself does not know where Milla really is and where. Marvel cannot tell Riko that Milla is home because Marvel is not sure that Milla is really coming home.
Milla said it takes time to be alone.
“Why doesn't Papa answer?” ask Marvel once again.
“Mama same Papa why fight continues, Riko does not like. Riko doesn't want Mama to fight. Riko does not want to go back to how she used to be, Riko does not want to not have a father anymore.” Riko's voice sounds vibrating, she is sad to see her parents' relationship change. Riko was also sad because this afternoon the three of them should have had lunch together happily but what happened was exactly like this.
Although she was a child, Riko also knew what heartache was.
***
*Milla's tears are dripping, Marvel wants to wipe the tears but Milla brushes off Marvel's hand. “So you've known for a long time how miserable our lives are, did you come into our lives because you felt sorry? You came like an angel, offering to take Gevan's place when you know the truth!”
“I don't mean to lie from you Milla, I just don't want you to get hurt.”
***
Milla looked at Marvel still with tears flowing, her eyes and nose reddened from crying for too long.
“Marvel..before I never doubted your love for me, but now I really don't know how.my trust in you really has disappeared Marvel, I'm not even sure that you married me and became a father to Riko because you love us. I'm starting to think if you married me just because you felt sorry for our miserable life?”
Marvel shook his head, how could Milla think like that. “No Milla, I married you because I really love you. I admit I moved right next to your contract in order to monitor you and help you as much as I can and forget my love for unrequited Clara, but as long as I'm with you my feelings change. The feeling of love grew in my heart because I admired you, you're the great woman I know. Your toughness that made me fall in love with you.”
If Marvel had said this before Milla knew all the Marvel lies, Milla would have been very happy. Feeling like the happiest woman in the world but now things are different, Milla can't feel that happiness. Milla could no longer trust Marvel in the slightest.
Milla got up from her seat about to leave Marvel but Marvel prevented her.
“Where are you going?” marvel asked as he clasped Milla's hand, trying to keep her from leaving the room. Their problems are not finished.
“Let go of me Marvel.” Milla tried to pull her hand from Marvel's grasp but Marvel clasped Milla's hand very tightly.
“Where are you going? you can't leave in this condition. If you want to go home let's go home together and discuss this issue at home in a good way both.” Marvel persuades Milla, he reaches into her pants pocket and pulls out her car keys from there.
Milla who did not want to go home together with Marvel pulled his hand with all her might until the grip of Marvel's hand on her hand was forcibly released. Marvel looked surprised and looked at Milla with a wounded look.
“I need alone time, please give me alone time. I need some time alone to think about all this, I still can't take it. Can't you obey my will this time?”
Marvel actually wanted to refuse, afraid that if he let Milla alone Milla would think strangely strange about him and take a decision that could destroy their household. But Marvel also has no power to resist Milla's wishes.
So Marvel nodded her head and silence was no longer a deterrent as Milla stepped wide out of this Marvel workspace.
***
“Mama equals Papa why Om?” riko asked Juan who took her to the office cafeteria.
“It's not a child's business, what do you want to eat. You must not have eaten?” Juan wants to order food for Riko but Riko quickly pulls out Juan's shirt. Stop Juan from buying food that Riko won't eat.
“Riko has not eaten Om, but Riko does not want to eat. Mama and Riko have prepared provisions for Papa and we will eat the same.” Riko remembered she had been painstakingly helping her Mother prepare lunch for her Father and they had promised to eat together. Riko does not want the event to fail, Riko has been very happy since the trip from home because she will have lunch together with her Father and Mother.
“Om sure you guys won't be able to eat together, so don't expect too much and just eat now.”
Riko shook her head strongly, she pulled her hand from Juan's grasp. “Riko doesn't want Om, Riko wants to have lunch with Mama and Papa. Don't force Riko. Riko doesn't like Om.”
Juan let out a heavy sigh, he glanced at his watch which showed almost one o'clock in the afternoon. Juan shows his watch to Riko, either Riko understands or does not see the time in the clock. “Lunch time is soon finished, you still want to be stubborn and do not want to eat?”
Riko nodded her head once more, “Iya. Let's go back to Papa's study. Come Om.”
Juan actually does not want to bring Riko back there, worried that Marvel and Milla are still fighting there and Riko ended up seeing the quarrel of both parents.
But it turns out that when they returned to the Marvel workspace, there was no Milla. There's only Marvel that looks so fucked up.
Riko ran over to Marvel who was sitting down on the floor in a very chaotic situation. “Papaa.”
Marvel looked up at Riko, widening his hand accepting Riko's presence into his arms. Trying to smile at his son.
Riko looked at Marvel in confusion, “Mama where Pa, we are not so same lunch?” asked Riko while glancing around looking for her mother's whereabouts in her Dad's study. But her mother's nostrils are not visible in the slightest, there is no sign of her presence here.
Marvel does not know what to answer Riko's question, because Marvel itself does not know where Milla really is and where. Marvel cannot tell Riko that Milla is home because Marvel is not sure that Milla is really coming home.
Milla said it takes time to be alone.
“Why doesn't Papa answer?” ask Marvel once again.
“Mama same Papa why fight continues, Riko does not like. Riko doesn't want Mama to fight. Riko does not want to go back to how she used to be, Riko does not want to not have a father anymore.” Riko's voice sounds vibrating, she is sad to see her parents' relationship change. Riko was also sad because this afternoon the three of them should have had lunch together happily but what happened was exactly like this.
Although she was a child, Riko also knew what heartache was.