SUGAR BROTHERS
SEASON II CHAPTER 9

*It seems that Sabrina's attempt to cover up her son was in vain because Juan himself had learned about it.

“If you care so much about them why did you leave them?!” this time Marvel raised his voice, he was annoyed with Juan who continued to hurt many people just to achieve his wishes. “If you really love Sabrina, why did you run away on your wedding day and you married Helena? Why?!”

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Juan whose heart is in turmoil and provoked his anger by Marvel, can not control his words. Juan was sick of seeing Marvel pressuring him. “You think I'm like this too because who huh?! Because who if not for you!! you're involved in all this stuff too! Stop continuing to corner myself just because I'm the oldest brother!!”

Marvel frowned, not understanding what Juan meant. Cornering it? Marvel had no intention of cornered here, indeed Juan was guilty and now Juan is looking for justification by throwing all his mistakes at others like this.

“Why do you blame me, who impregnated Sabrina it was you, you who left her for Kak Helena instead of me!” Marvel knows tonight is going to be a long and tiring night for Marvel and Juan, this fight is not going to stop here. Marvel knows this problem will be long.

Juan screeched, laughing cynically after hearing Marvel's words. Making Marvel who saw it was not happy.

“What are you laughing at, right?” Marvel was upset to see Juan laughing, after accusing him, handing over his own mistakes to Marvel, and now Juan laughed. Marvel had wanted to make fun of Juan again but the curse was held back when Marvel saw Juan's laughter sounding strange, slowly the laughter began to resemble crying.

Marvel looked at Juan's eyes and found Juan beginning to shed tears, though he was still laughing. It was as if he was laughing at himself.

“I know I'm wrong, but I didn't do it all out of my will. I admit I did approach Sabrina just to have fun, but I really did have feelings for her because it was that feeling that I planned to marry Sabrina when I found out that Sabrina was pregnant, I even received all the punches and swearing from Sabrina's parents for making their daughter pregnant out of wedlock.” Juan wiped away the tears that had shed to his cheek.

“With her stupid I went after our parents, saying that I would marry the woman of my own choice. And yes, our parents will never accept Sabrina as a daughter-in-law. No matter how hard I say that I will marry Sabrina even without their blessing, they still hold me back. Damn they were so cunning, they cleverly brought Helena back to me. You know it's not that I used to have a relationship with Helena, we split up because Helena left me and she came back. Our parents betrothed me to her, Helena also said that she left me because she had to and she still loves me. I can't lie that I still love Helena at that time, even when my love for Helena was greater than my love for Sabrina. But I still chose Sabrina because Sabrina was pregnant with my child, I still insist on marrying Sabrina.”

Marvel wants to ask Juan if Juan chose Sabrina and why Juan married Helena. That's what Marvel wants to ask but Marvel chooses to keep quiet, letting Juan say it himself.

“This is all because of you! if our parents don't threaten me, threaten that if I don't want to be betrothed to Helena then you'll be the one they'll betrothed to their other business partner's son. As for you, you were busy thinking about the woman who returned your love just not!” Juan raised his index finger pointing at Marvel with emotion, “Color my burden as a brother was I to abandon Sabrina, you're too busy chasing after the love of a woman who will only destroy your future. You keep looking for trouble with people who can obviously destroy you with their power. You keep making me dizzy. You even ran away from home because of a broken heart, how can I let our parents force you to marry another woman while you're already suicidal because Clara is married to Damian! I could've ignored our parents' threats, but you just kept making trouble, you were even involved with the death of someone's husband, I had to take care of everything and our company was almost destroyed. I had no choice but to accept an arranged marriage with Helena. Because by marrying Helena, our parents will not disturb your life and also the company will be safe.”

Marvel was silent, Marvel did not know about this. Marvel did not know that Juan had been struggling because Juan never showed it in front of Marvel. Marvel never knew that Juan also carried a very heavy load on his back.

“I admit, the day I married Helena I was happy. Because I felt that I still loved her, our marriage was good until I started to remember the Sabrina I left behind. I continued to be haunted by guilt, and the longer I began to realize that my love for Helena was long gone and that I really loved Sabrina. I was ashamed, feeling useless every time I remembered that I left Sabrina pregnant and married another woman. But I never really left Sabrina, I told my men to keep an eye on Sabrina's life. And every time I receive a report about Sabrina, it hurts. I wanted to see Sabrina and apologize but I also could not leave Helena even though I no longer loved her, not because of the company but because of her weak condition and also because Helena was pregnant with my child, I could not leave a woman who was pregnant with my child again for the sake of another woman. So that I survive even if I have to and after Helena dies I can only do what I've been doing all this time, so please Marvel stop urging me. I just want to get Sabrina back, I want my love back. How to do it.”

Marvel could not say a word, Marvel left Juan's hotel room after hearing all Juan's explanations. Go without saying a word. Marvel didn't know what to say to Juan.

Hearing Juan's explanation actually makes Marvel feel guilty, feel guilty for continuing to urge Juan before.

Marvel entered his hotel room right next to Juan's hotel room, Marvel pulled his phone out of his pants pocket. Pressing the red button on the phone screen.

Marvel recorded all Juan's explanations without Juan knowing, Marvel stared at the screen of his phone in silence. Don't know what to do next. Does Marvel have to show Sabrina this footage?

But for what? what to help Juan get Sabrina back. If so, could something like this make Sabrina accept Juan back?

But at least Marvel has to tell Sabrina that Juan left Sabrina not because he played with Sabrina's love, but because he was forced to.