Tama And Ratna
23. Fragile

Tama is emotional. So instead of him continuing to be indistinctly angry at the office, he chose to go home. Arriving at home he did not then immediately go inside. Tama first breathed in 3 times. Only after he made sure he was calm again did he step inside.

Inside the house he saw Sasa who was nagging his older sister at the dining table while his hands continued to move. Cut up carrots, cabbage, broccoli, and some sausages as well as meatballs. On the stove that lit Tama saw Sasa making broth by using chicken while next to him there was Mother who was frying bakwan.

“Eh Mas Tama has gone home, until unconscious,” Ratna said.

“Assalamualaikum..,” Tama said with a smile on Ratna.

“Waalaikumsa...,” Didn't finish Ratna replied Tama's greeting she's been silent in shock. Tama hugged her, and continued to kiss Ratna on the forehead while whispering something not so clear why.

Ratna saw Tama's strange gelagat immediately pulled her man into the room and closed the door.

“Mas why?” ask Ratna.

Tama has not answered. She prefers to sit on the edge of the bed and starts to open her shoes and uniform. He even threw his blue beret at it. Ratna picked it up, then placed it on the table where the Tama pride symbol was usually placed.

“Mas already want a story or not? Ratna will not be meaningful if it is not,” said Ratna who is now standing in front of Tama who is only able to sit down while looking down.

“Dek...., why are you this strong anyway?” ask Ratna Tama.

Ratna understood the situation now. He no longer forced, Ratna now started crouching and then finally she sat down leaning on the bed and made Tama's thigh as a cushion to her head.

“I'm not as strong as Mas shadowin. I also cry a lot,” Ratna said.

Tama followed, he now joined sitting down and then switched to give his shoulders and arms to be embraced by Ratna, “Especially if the pain came. Ratna will cry again. Mas pain it feels, not long ago we feel happy but already have to lose.”

“Sorry yes because Mas work makes you so unsettled gini life.”

“No need to apologize Mas, besides Ratna is also wrong because it does not follow Mas's advice to stay at home aja.”

“You must have a reason, Ratna. I won't blame you. You said you got an emergency call, right? It's your job to save the sick and the wounded. You've even been sworn,” Tama said.

“With the burden of our work like this indeed to have a child it will be very heavy. But I promise I won't give up. Whatever I will do to happyin Mas,” said Ratna.

“Ngak now Ratna, Mas will not ask if it hurt you. Baby Ji left because we were not ready to be parents. Don't pushy. Someday when we are really ready he will definitely come again kok,” said Tama.

“Mas..., thank you yes..” Ratna said with a smile looking at Tama.

“Create?”

“Everything. Make a thousand understandings that I love to Ratna. Make millions sorry, I love Ratna. Ratna dear same Mas,” said Ratna.

Tama did not reply with a smile. It's always like this if one of them expresses a feeling. By linking the lips of the two at least the feeling was able to be channeled. Both of them clearly understand that in this world there are no more words that can describe how much affection the two feel.

Tama did not pull Ratna's nape as usual, she preferred to push Ratna until her head perfectly rested on the edge of the soft mattress. His right hand tried to refrain from plundering Ratna's stomach considering there were still wounds that were not even completely dry. Instead, Tama used her right hand to support Ratna's back so as not to get hit by the wood cots.

Tama and Ratna are no longer sitting side by side because now Tama's body is perfect to lock it so that it can not move. Only the head and neck area are still given the freedom to continue to try to perfect their position in order to enjoy the sweet and delicate touch to the fullest. Ratna's two hands had also encircled Tama's body so that she could get as close to her husband as possible.

A few minutes they were able to enjoy it without interruption, Tama would just start again when without permission Sasa opened the door and looked straight at Tama and Ratna who pushed each other away while fixing her sitting position clumsily.

“Sorry...,” Sasa instantly closed the door of his brother's second room and ran to the bathroom to wash his face with as much water as he could.

“Adisa Kampret.” complained Tama.

Ratna laughed, funny too if Tama sulked like this, “Udah ah, continue later malem aja. out first yuk eat. Mas also haven't had a shower,” Ratna.

“Dek, how long have you not taken a shower?” ask Tama.

“Yaudah yuk Mas bathiin,” said Tama immediately got up while holding Ratna bridal style and immediately he took it to the bathroom past Mom and Sasa who pegged in the kitchen area to see Tama's behavior.

“Heh gosh Tama. O Allah there is a Mother as Sasa is ashamed, Mas Tama. Jeez Bu your son wants to be raped om ni Bu, ahh Mas Tama does not want to..,” Ratna continues to whine asking to be taken down, but Tama does not mengubris.

“Bodo.”

“Mas Tamaa~”

“Udah diem later wound hit by water.”

“Ahh Mas slowly ih..,”

“Ratna nurut deh bentar later the wound got spelled out.”

“Aduh Mas ih Ratna neck pain also wound.”

“This is slow. Duh when is the completion if rich gini. Diem was Ratna. Don't fight it won't be anything.”

“Mas is already ahh cold.”

Mother and Sasa prefer to immediately get out of the kitchen area and sit in the middle room harden the volume of the television so that the curse sound of her two brothers is not heard by her innocent ears.

“Ngopo?” ask Mother.

“Rapopo. Kae lho Bu, Sasa's ears are not so innocent anymore,” said Sasa.

“Ora papa, after this he said you also want to marry? Ben ra startled.”

30 Minutes later Ratna and Tama were already sitting quietly at the dining table. Ratna was still using the bathrobe and her head was still wet covered in towels. Actually Ratna just fun anyway she can feel the freshness again after shower shampooing but yes not this way too. Ratna was forced to replace the bandage in her stomach with a new one when she had not changed for long.

“Ngapain eat only stirred so?” tama asked Ratna who was sitting next to him.

“Mbuh.” She was still leaning against the wall so her body was still facing towards Tama but now Ratna turned her seat towards the wall.

Tama instead of feeling guilty she laughed instead, her left hand raised to shake Ratna's head in love.

“Mbak kok yo like having a husband model like this? His face is exactly om om pedo,” said Sasa is still riot.

“Clearly ora.”

“Om om pedo nice by the way. Your fiance ki face more wasteful,” said Tama.

“Loh Gandhi face is not extravagant om, it's the name of a face full of struggle. La om jare police kok white. Ra pantes.”

“Oalah ngece. Yes let white to the name of the treatment.”

“Treatment seko ngendi, ask for a hard wae bath,” murmured Ratna.

“Dek why don't you remember Mas anyway?”

“Said I'm mutung. Already there ah far away do not invite me to say,” said Ratna.

“Judah sana mutung. But if later the malem is still mutung jajan weekend floated yes,” said Tama.

Ratna did not answer, she just fixed her sitting position as before and began to eat vegetable soup in her bowl which is still half left. Even Ratna had added up to 2 bowls. After that, Ratna still took a cup of ice cream from the freezer and devoured it until it was gone.